Hi..
Tmr's the new year... Yeah, as one wud say, here goes another year... I've decided not to haf any more resolutions for next year... I admit dat i wud not be committed.. Lol... Phew.. One year seems so fast... Felt like everythin happened just ytd... Hehe.. Here's some of the many memorable things dat happen to me dis year...

- 1st day at swiss

- meeting iz for the 1st time

- making it into SWISS WINDS!!! =)

- liking the 1st guy in swiss[F*****] hehe...

- the fight wit fizzah

- gettin close wit Zin, Liyana n Fathin

- going steady wit him[Z*****] LOL!!!

- gettin A1 for HMT... Whee...

- gettin F9 for maths... Hehe..

- my 1st blog was born...

- likin HIM

- the small or big crushes i had along the way...

- those very nice n horrid recess times..

- the many performances wit Swiss Winds....

[Swiss Serenade 2004]

[Fiesta In the Gardens]

[NCC Dining-In]

[BB Sharity Gift Box]

-Band Dinner `04

- the most memorable yet, being the guest band for YTWinds n Sembwinds.. Whee...

Yar, n the list goes on n on n on n on.... Yeah, but the greatest thing dis year wud be how bein the band has change my life... It really has... It has been a year which i can say dat i've been really lucky... Yeah, i've realised dat... But i've regreted alot of things which i haf done dis year but i'm glad God has been kind enuf to gif me extra chances n i count myself lucky enuf... I think dat's it...

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!
Toodles...

Haiz... Had an average day, worsen by soOoOoOo many peeps... Haix... Seriously, i dunno wat's up wit guys now days... Either too sensitive, over protective, over confident, stO0OoOopid or i dunno lah... Feel so fucked up... I wanna forget bout dem cos it just brings tears to my eyes everytime i tink bout dem... StoOoOoOpid... Skool's reopenin, wanna concentrate on my studies... I dunno... Seriously... I feel so stupid n stressed up now but dey just dun get wat i mean... I dun want to tink bout it, but somehow, i just do... Duno, wat to write... For the millionth time: Life officially sux....

Helow...
Whee... The band concert was a total fun... Was really cooooool... Went to school, bored the bus den talk wit dama, saiful, haikal... Den when wanted to alight, zhi hao like talk to me... I was like oh my gosh... U remembered dis place...! Our 1st SYF together... Hehe... He very cute one but jacob more cute... Hehe... So heard Yishun Town n Sembwinds played... Darn gd, was searchin for dat gal, n yar, tink i got a shot of her face... So kuai2 wan... So decent lookin... Hehe... But duno, suddenly felt so excited to start wit everitin... Recorded S'pore Rhap. n Alpha, great! But the s'pore rhap. my parts, kanasai sia... Paisey2... Haha... But yar lar, was so excited but got lost while searchin for the other half of the band... Haha... Den durin the real thing, we played so well...! Soloists didn't screw up, we were GREAT! I tink i twas the best i've ever played wit Swiss Winds so far... Yeah, proud of ma band!!! Hehe, k, so den in the bus watch football on tv mobile... So crazy, gals n guys kept cheering for s'pore... Haha, it was fun... I'll never forget those moments esp. when wanted to goal.... It's like the brasses was like darn united to just talk or shout wit each other... Den go home, it was darn dark... Hehe, but den went back wit azimah... She not bad leh, like wat i heard... but somehow afta talkin to her, made me think bout loads of things in life... Haha, weird rite??? Azimah, u beta dun tell ppl hor bout wat we talk...! Hehe... Alrighty den, i tink dat's it...
Byezz...

SWISS WINDS `04 ROX!!!!

Hi...
Ytd, was so tired... Went to orchard to find a new hp n guess wat???? All the hps dat i wanted was OUT OF STOCK!!!! How great??? Went like the whole of the eastern part of s'pore just to find it... Sheesh... Nvm, today had band... The sound totally sux today... Serious.. Niwae, can't wait 4 tmr's performance cos of sometin... Hehe... Meetin dat gal... Haha... Yep, avoided him but at last he was like the one doin things 1st.... Haha... Wat the... Haix... Niwae duno wat to write... Anybody got 7260 want to sell to me??? I really want dat fon... Haha... All 4 now...
Adios...

Helo...
Haiz, so darn tired... Went to malaysia... Early in the morning my dad was screamin for me to wake up... Haiz, at first dun want to follow but end up good...! Hehe, went der, lucky no jam... Went to my cousin's house got wedding... Haiz, go so far den not even one of my cousin i recognize... Haha... But nvm, didn't really mine... Den my family bored, we borrow our cousin's car and den go shoppin at Angsana... Haha, great idea rite? It was fun but darn tiring... Cos i was wearing heels n the place was darn big... But nvm, all the members of my family got to buy sometin... I bot a jacket which i longed for... Hehe... So fun... Den return car den went back to s'pore... Also no jam... So we literally breeze thru the checkpoint... Hehe... Darn tired... Niwaes, really appreciated dat trip cos got to put my mind of him for awhile... I smiled for the 1st time afta dat incident... Yeah, i've thought bout it... No use waitin for him cos notin's gonna happen... Unless miracles do happen... Haix... I've choosen to move on, be frens like wat he says... Haix, but it's hard dat's for sure... How do i do it, i also dunno... But if i finally do, dat's a miracle... Haix... He tinks so easy to do it.... Kanasai sia... Stupid, fucktarded asshole... oOoOps... Stop it.... Dun curse him, he's not in the wrong... [i tink..] Kk, i'll stop here...
Byezz....

Helo...
Back frm chalet... It was disastrous... So boring sia... I noe i'm suppose to haf fun but... Haiz, forget bout it lar huh? Newaes.... Had a really hard nite... Somtins happen... Truly, teribly sad... :( Yup.... Haix... My fault, his fault? I also duno.... But seriously, haven't recovered frm it until now... Damn the fact dat he knows my feelings towards him... Darn it.... Had a terrible day, followed by a terrible nite... Haiz... Duno haw to face the fact.... Very2 sad... Infact every aspect of dis blog is like dedicated to him.... Haiz, gonna miss him.... I duno wat are his principles... So different frm others... My diary, is like worst.... If onli he can read it... Dat'll be so damn good... But everytin's too late... How am i suppose to be frens, yup, he prefers us to be frens, wit him when i my feelings for him are der but i noe dat nothins gona happen... Feel so down, can't even smile...

HATE THE FACT DAT HE NOES EVERY DARN THING!

I'll stop here....
Byez..

Helo..
Dis will be short... In the mornin, me n fathin went jogging... Hehe, healthy living... But i onli ran like 3 rounds n fathin ran like 5 rounds... Haiz... My stamina rabak sia... Haha... Kk, again had a great nite... He msged me... Whee... But was stupendously guilty afta dat cos of somethin... wat the... Haiz... Niwae goin out later n i might not be updatin cos i'll be at pasir ris chalet... Costa sands der... So do miss me k..?? Hehe... K lah, miss him so darn much! Haha... Nvm... Dat's all...
Byezz....

Hi..
Argh... Dis blardy keyboard a lil bit spoil so i'm unable to update usin all those xclamation marks... May seem boring.. Sorry... Had band just now.... It just rox.... Esp. ALPHA.... Can't beleive we've finish everythin.... But my parts in the S'pore Rhap. was still not gd probably cos i was not usin my own eupho... My senior's inst., was sent for repair so my whole section literally had to downgrade our ins. for the time bein... Haiz... But nvm... Havin a performance on wed... Sembawang n Yishun Town's combine concert.... We're the guest band... Yay... Goin back late... Haha... Hope history repeats itself... Hehe... Niwae, saw him, was like darn scared at first, but den cooled down n yes, finally smile to him... Haha, my heart like wanna come out like dat... So excited plus scared plus happy... Hehe... Niwaes, band was fun.... Can't wait for the next prac... Den durin fall in more fun lah... James shout so loud until i almost go deaf... Next time fall in need to use earplugs.... Hehe.... K, so i tink dat's it...
Bye.....

Helo ppl...
So bored... Niwae, just finish talkin wit iz for 2hrs++... Heheh... Long huh?? The funny thing is dat i dun rmb a single thing we talk abt... Haha.... [Short term memory...] not my fault... Btw, sorry huh renee if i haven't been returning ur calls... Hehe... Yep, i had a really bad mornin but a great nite ytd! Yes, ytd, he msged me!! Whee.... So happy... But not for long ah.... But at least the joy lasted in me till now... Yay!!! So happy... N, yup tmr haf band... Swiss Winds `04 rocks!!!! We all do!!! Haha... Miss band soooo freakin much... Bout dis mornin, i'm still freakin pissed... But wat to do... Onli iz noe bout it... Haiz... Fucktarded bitches tryin to spoil me... Y is it dat so many ppl hate ppl like us??? Wat wrong did we do.... Haiz... Forget it lar... K, i'll end off here...
Byez....

Argh!!! Fuck u ar!!! NO! Fuck the both of u..! NO! Fuck all those who knew bout it but didn't wanna tell me!!! Fuck ur ass off!!! Damn it... Sheesh... Yes, i had a bad mornin... Found out somethin bout some peeps... Hey! Hint to u... Dun act good if u neva liked me before....!!! Go to hell!!!! I dun need attention frm u!! Tink dey all are dis cool peeps who everyone likes!!! Fuck, fuck, fuck!!!! I've never like u before, n i'm never gonna.... Haix! Once i've got a bad impression on u, i'll alwaes rmb it... Fine... If dis is the way u wanna it, let the game begins...! So much for callin ourselfs frens!!!! Fuck lar!!! Now dat i noe everythin, i'm not gonna regret it... Liein straight to my face... Tk cukup kwn per!!! N pls ah, dun be so bossy if u noe things dat i dun... Dun! I hate dat tone of voice!!! I'll stop here... Sorry for the so many fucks... Too angry... Update later...

Hello...
Well, today... Had loads of fun goin out wit iz to Causeway Point... N later Fizzah... Haha... Met iz to go shoppin for fizzah's b'dae present... Find2 den eat a t McD., den met her... Haha... Gave her a present... N she was really happy cos the guy dat she admires msged her on her b'dae... Haha... How sweet n how lucky rite... But my experience was beta... Hehe... Niwae, den shop for my school bks... Whoa! A lot of books was out of stock... Haiz.... My HMT books was one of dem... Glad the sec 2 bks so much thinner den the sec 1 bks... So den afta dat, dey all go to my house n we wrap bks n just talk n talk bout who we like for dis one whole year... Me? I onli like a pathetic no. of 4 boys... Hahaha.... Looks like i seriously go for long term relationships.... Hehez... [Hint to the guys...!] Haha... Den afta dat, we all went down to Causway Point again ate at KFC den i met my mum to go shoppin den parted of wit iz and fizzah... A day not really wasted... Den at nite talk to iz on the fon... Haha, the fact dat i really hated her at the beginning of the year was darn funny!!! Hehe... Anyhoos, dat's wat i had for the day... Off to doin my homework... Hardworkin rite??? Haha... K, ah...
Byezz....

Hi...
Recovered frm my super bad temper wit my family... Haha, planned to go orchard but ended up goin out to eat Pizzah Hut wit my family... Haiz, wish i was at orchard cos dat place holds so much beautiful memory esp. Wisma Atria... Haiz... :( Shan't elaborate.... K,k... So went to Causeway Point and ate.... *yum yum* Although i didn't get to eat my fav. chicken wings alot but newaes, it was nice... Ate till cudn't fill my stomach.. Haha, so much for i wanna eat everythin... Hehe... So u wanna noe wat???? I'm gettin a fon...! Whee... My parents gettin me a much xpensive hp... Yay!!! I can forget bout 6610i... Hehe... But dats the least i wanna get... Plannin to buy 7610... Hehe... *evil grins* As long as i get a new hp wit camera, i'm HAPPY!! Oh, well... Maybe not... Der's another thing dat can make me more happy... Can't tell... Haiz, i shall stop here... To tired...

Too obsessed.... ;)

Bye...

Helo...
Y must i get sick at such a wrong time... Uh huh... I noe i'm beta but y did i get sick durin band camp???!!!!! Y,y??? I mean i've been readin all the band members blogs n dey seem to had a lot of fun! Gosh... I want to be there!!!! All in all, a lot of peeps got sick n if i had went der it was gonna be ok... Not dat bad! See lah... Regrettin my life again... N i miss band a lot!!!!!! I miss my instruments, my frens, seniors n not forgettin him! Argh! Sh*t! The next band prac's gonna be like on wed.! Wat am i suppose to do??? Rot at home again??? I want to go band!!! K, let's drop the topic... I want a new phone... Yep, since my fon's contract finishin soon so i want a new contract n a new fon! N my parents ain't gettin me one unless i use my own money! Like god, i'm alomost broke! wtf... Life seems so sucky now... Ain't gettin much... Y must it change? Y? Y? Argh!!! If only ppl noe how i feel... Argh!!! Dats it for today...
Bye...

p.s: I WANNA GO BAND!!!!!!!!

[[updated later]]
K, change my blog layout... I noe it's all mushy n stuff, but just bear wit it lar... I was sick of my old layout n wanted to change n dis was the 1st nice layout i found n so i just took it... The music n the wordings around s*cks, but the pics. look great... I'm not havin dis layout for long... Changin when i have the mood which i tink's gonna be like afta wed... Those who noe y, just shut up aite? So bored... Wanna go skool, wanna go out, wanna haf fun... Haiz... Life sux now... Officially sux...

Hello ppl of the earth!!!
Hahakz... I'M BACK!!!! My bloody mouse prevented me frm doin anytin on my comp. so dat's y i didn't update.... Haha... Alot to write... I'll write frm as far as i can rmb... Wat was it??? Oh yar! Band dinner... Yepz, it was a cool event... But the food sucks! Hehe... Niwae2 the table game was lame, but the events was fun... The Swiss Five performed... Wat a lame name but niwaes, dey didn't sound dat bad... Consisted of Luqman, Sathiya, Shafiq, Feroz n Suffian... Luqman n Sathiya sang... Hehe... They performed a couple of songs which was urm.... pleasant to the ears??? Hehe, tink so.... N it was like i wore black n amirul also wore black so we were like the couple for the day... Haha! How sweet?!Den lemme see.... Oh yar, after dat i felt sick for almost 1 week... How great??! Just when der was band pracs., performances n not forgettin BAND CAMP! Great...! So i'm stck at my house unable to go for band camp... N i'm bored... Haha, but niwae, life's change n i'm lovin it! Thanks to all those ppl whowas der to cheer me up when i was sick... U noe who u are lar k... K, so goin out later... Wit iz n miza... My mum's b'dae comin up... Same day as Fizza... God! I dunno wat to write... It seemed like i had a lot on my mind just now... Oh well, den i shall stop here.... Pics for the Hari Raya n Band Dinner will be out soon!!!
Bye!!!

Hi...
K, i noe it's early enuf to write anyting so i'm gonna write bout ytd... Haha! Ytd, was so fun, so much fun...!!! K, so i started out very badly... Went to school, got prob. wit my hair, shoe, clothes... So i tot dis whole day was gonna be bad... I kept thinkin i was cursed...! Haha... But actuali, the day turned out good.. Haha, so went down to SAFTIMI... Rehearse n everything... Den ate our dinner.. The food was good, felt like eating summore but was so full.... K, so afta dat the performance start, den in the bus, talk, talk, talk like nobody bussiness..!!! Hehez.... K, so help carry instrument den he offered to help me!!! Yippee!!!! But i was polite to turned down his offer... But, i was happy lor.. How sweet of him n me rite??? K, den help2 den was brief on Monday's performance.... Wearing No.1 uni... Haiz, it's gonna be hot! So lemme see, afta dat me n nas walk out togeder... Den she met zul, i met my sis.. Zul very cute seh... Den in the way to the mrt, my sis go n approach Sufian n Shafik for urmm, let's just say somethin.. Haha, so walk togeder n parted off somewhere near the coffee shop... K, i noe if u read dis it's boring, but i just excluded sum more fun details... Haha, sorry...! K, so dat's it..
Byezz....

Gawd... So bored, so bored... So, i decided to update again... Haha... Niwae sumtin funny happen... Just now my sis fren came to my house wit dis batch of guys i never seen... But, 1 of dem was familiar... Budden i malas nk nengok btul2 i buat bodoh ar... Den skali heard one of dem say "Adik kau dari Swiss Cottage eh??" translation: "Is ur sis frm SCSS??" In my heart i was like, who the hell is he? Den skali my sis call me den dat guy say, "Helo! Knal tk ni sape??" translation:"Noe who i am or not??" I was like who the hell are u...?? I tot a those guys wanna play prank on me seh, budden skali i rmb it was Zul...!!!!! (Dunno ful name... Zulfadli, i tink...) Hehez... U noe dat NCC guy the CLT who alwaes u can see in skool when got NCC training... Yar, dat guy... U can imagine how shock i was larhzz!!! I mean we nvr talk in skool n to tink dat he actualli recognizes me...! Hahahahaha...!!! Funny, funny... N summore out of all places, here, in my house...!! K, ah... Gtg...
Byez!!!

Hi....
K, so had band today... Haiz, band actualli started at 7.30 budden i overslept... So hurried to skool den at the gate saw Suphian[sp?]... Haha, he was also late... So we hurried in budden saw all the sec 3 gals sittin at the canteen... Lek ajek... So ask dem den skali found out dat band start st 7.45... Haiz... Buat panic kite due jek... Haha... The band room look so naked witout the curtains n risers... So had band, wasn't so good... Afta dat me n nafisah went down to westmall to find things for the band performance tmr... Yupzz... We're havin a performance tmr at SAFTIMI... NCC Dining-In... Do u noe dat i find my band so privileged... I mean NCC students dun even get to touch the No.1 u... But we, haha, worn it a dozen times... So proud!!!! Hehez... K lah, afta dat went back to CDANS to find a beg for our uni... Den guesss who i saw..??? ~*HIM*~!!!! Hahaha... He had his CCA just exchange smiles dat's it... Hmph!! *frowns* K ah, so i tink i got no more to write...
Adios!!!

Hi...
K, so had band today... Not dat gd... During lunch i went back cos go jln raye... Dis time go wit my pro. skool frns... Quiet funny but bored.... The guys still haven't mature yet... Run here, run der, like idiotic ppl... Haha, niwae it was a fun day... Very lazy wanna type summore... I tink..... I tink............. I tink................................ Urmm, ah nvm ah... Cannot tell u guys arh... But i've just made an important decision....... MuAhAhAhA..... K, i'll stop here...
Byezz.....

Hi...
K,k.. So happy plus tired... Layan 3 boys... Haha... Very fun plus mengarot... Haha, k lah... My ex skool frens plus my ex came to my house just now... Funny lah... I mean it's been a long time since we last chated... He looks beta u noe... Any1 intrested??? Hehe... K lah... So had band today... Was late AGAIN!!! Paisey... Haha... Budden it was MARVELOUS!! Never heard the band so good... I meant i was late n heard the band from outside n was shock cos it's like i've never heard our band sound so GOOD!!! Yar, so had a wonderful prac... Mr Chew was praising us all.... Can't wait to play Alpha again.... Den afta band, when i wanted to collect back NCC uni, for sat's performance, skali my shoes was nowhere to be seen... Haha, so called Sathiya, called Luqman all find for me... Paisey sia... Search the whole band room den at last Luqman ask me to check at dis pile of plastic bags... At first we check dun haf, so he decided to go to the QM room i find at dat pile... Find, find, find i finally found it at the pile of plastic bags... Haiz... Buat malu jek ask every1 to help... Budden Dama shoes plak was not seen... Find again, nowhere to be seen... I help arh... So at last me, Dama n Luqman gaf up, we just took any shoe which Dama can wear den we take... Hahaha!!! He so cute arh...! He say just take whicheva Dama can fit...! Hehe... So reach home like at 7... So lambat... Den the boys called me at 7.30... I haven't even bathe n everythin... So kelam kabut ah... Dey reach like at 9.30... Buat panic jek... Haha, but niwae it was fun... All was frm my pri skool n 1 of em was my ex... Dey stayed like until 10.30... Fun!!! Den my parents say i intrested at my ex again... wth... Haha, so dat's my day.... All, 4 now..
Byezz...

Hi...
K, let's see, early in the morning go jln raye again... Haha today was the best... Met the "wdls ppl" at the mrt station n den took the train n LRT to Hakim's house... Hehez, so kecoh cos we were tryin to persuade hidayat n shaizzrin to come down... Stupid hidayat alwaes dun want to answer so at last, afta dat go Irfan's house den Shaizzrin's house.. Wah... Shaizzrin's house was the best... So nice n den the toilet also so clean... Haha, but seriously... Very, very nice.... Very creative... So den headed to marsiling 4 ain's house... Dat one, the mum cook power sia... Haha, me n renee felt like finishing everythin up! But obviously we didn't... Haha... Den, it was my house!!!! Haha, den again der, dey ate Nasi Ayam... By far the only house dat haf rice... So ate den some go n pray was fun lar, talkin to Iskandar, Shaizzrin, Irfan, Hakim all when dey were eatin... So farnie...! But dat wasn't the fun part... Afta dat when to Zin's house n ate again! N we watch You Got Serve[d]... Dat show rox!!! Luv the dance steps... So cool... But didn't manage to watch until finish... Haiz... But den again dat's not the best part... Den we went to Fathin's house... Dat was darn funnie!!!! Tk bleh tahan sia... Dis was wat happen... The guys was sittin at the other table n was talkin2.... Den when i went to thier table to take more water, dey go n say dat me n shaiz was like a couple... wtf... Just cos we wear almost the same colour... It was not really same colour u noe... I mean he was like wearin white n me, light grey... Like was i paired[sp?] wit him? Den dey started to pair everyone up... So darn farnie...!!!! Den iz came n join it... Den zin plak go n sebok2 masok.... She was paired wit Nazri n Izkandar... Hahahah....Padan muke... Den all was like tellin how dey will live togeder n a lot arh...!!!! Who not der, sure rugi.... Was laughin my ass off esp. wit dat Farid.... Make very lame jokes but was farnie...!!!! Haha, so den the guys solat den, we decided to go to Causeway... Alah, budden frm der, everythin died down.... N we took neos... Haha... Sempat eh... So dat was my day.... After all it was fun!!! Confirm next year wanna do dat again...!!! Can't wait... At least knew every1 a lil bit more... YAY!!!! K, ah... Gtg...
Bubbiez....=>

hi...
Argh!!! wtf... Everythin was a mistake... A BIG FAT STUPID MISTAKE!!!!!! Y was i so blind... Y, Y, Y??? Y was i blinded by his stupid words?? Wasn't it over??? Y did i started it back, i mean after all dat he did... Arghh!! Is it too late to turn back?? Cos, if it's not, den i want to.... God.. I 'm so freakin damn mad wit my own self... Y the heck did i do dat???? Y??? I's so STUPID!!!! To tink dat he has repent... Bleahz.... Is dis retribution?? I mean after all, i did reply him, n bah, i cud say i was realli happy, but den he didn't reply me... Aghh!!!! Damn dat moment i decided to gif u another chance! Damn it!!!!! So wat if ur depress, i'm more depress havin to accept u back but u r just the same!!! EMPTY PROMISES!!!!!!!!! K, kz... 4 those who noe wat i'm talkin about, just keep it on the low aite... So went out jln raye had fun, was $_$.... Was so happy, to haf HIM msg me the whole day... Whee... Haha, u noe wat i meant until the other ~*HIM*~ msg me again... Did, i tell u i did broke up wit him ytd, n yet again today, i'm, wit him again....??? Yep... Dat's wat happened... N, now u cud say dat i'm regrettin it.... Make me wait like a stupid fool.... Haiz... Nvm... Till here onli...
Byezz...

PS: Damn dat moment i gaf u a second chance!!!!!

Hi...
K, loads n loads to say... Firtsly, say wat do u do when one day someone call n say, "Hey, ur mum's dead..." Do u shout back n say "R u kidding??!!" or drop the phone or wat??? Well, ytd learnt a lot of lessons... Not goin to say wat really happen, but i'll leave to u guys to go figure out urself aite? K, so firstly i've learnt dat alwaes cherish realtionships.... B'cos in every relationship there is some bit of luv... Even if u say u dun, tink again, serach urself, u will find dat lil bit of luv.... Every single relationship... Be it goin steady, marriage, between siblings, frens anyting... Just cherish it cos u never noe when it's gonna end... U never noe when the world will come to an end or whether dat someone is not gonna be there the next day or u urself will be gone tmr.... There'll be no use, cryin when everythin comes to an end... Next, alwaes tell someone when u love dem... N i mean love not when u admire dem or just have a stupid crush on dem... Only when u really LOVE dem, den go n say it... Even if u r goin to look like a fool, just do it... So at least, if dat someone dies tmr, u noe dat they noe dat there is at least one person dat loves dem... N u noe, dat person dat has bought a lil piece of u back wit dem to the other world... Next, never be egoistic... Egoism will never bring u anywhere... It will not show dat u're a leader or u'll not get respect from anyone... But again i beleive dat in evry single one of us, dat is egoism but try to hide it... Next, never talk rudely to another person... B'cos if once someone gets hurt n she hates u for dat time bein, n the next moment she's dead, u'll leave wit the the guilt dat u r not forgiven... Lastly, never be complacent wit wat u haf.... Complacency is in evry one of us who has position.... Complacency itself have destroy me.... A lot have lessons i've learnt dis past few days... But 1st thing 1st, i'll like to say sorry to every1 of u aut der, if i ever hurt u, pls 4gif me... 4 if i die tmr at least i noe dat i've ask u all ur forgiveness... N help me along the way to change myself... Cherish life while it's der cos u never noe when it's gonna end...
Bye....

Hi...
K, so i didn't update ytd, b'cos... I dunno... *Slaps forehead* Okie, did i tell u he msg me on tues.?? Did i?? Well, yesh, he did... Bah.. Wasn't so happy cos i was not happy at dat time n he made me more unhappy lah... Lol... K,k... Can't be bothered wit him if he can't be bothered wit me... MuAhAhA... Sum1 tell me am i gettin crazy???*Search for ppl* Haha... K, so wanted to go to zelda's house but den dat day i'm not free... Bah... He's gonna be der u noe... *Sigh* Eh, forget bout him lar... Yar, it's true lily say i got bad taste... Bwahaha!!! So not goin band today... Got to go to my bro's performance... wtf... I want to go band u noe... N, btw, ppl... Do u like my new layout??? Huh??? Not really meant for him k... It's just dat da colours nice, n very sweet... Haha... i'm not gonna be dat sad until my blog is affected.... Hahaha!!! K, ah... Dat's it...
Adios!!!!

Hi...
Well, hari raye wasn't dat bad... But the sure thing is dat the money was so little... Didn't manage to get more than $100 dis year... Bah... Just came back frm school... Miss my frens... Had fun... N did i tell u i saw him?? Miss him so much but i just refuse to look into his eyes... T_T Just finish readin thru my previous blog entries... So much memories... Haha... How i deleted my 1st blog b'cos of Midzi n especially how i use to like F*****.... Haha... Hey, after all, his okay... Still handsome as always... MuAhAHA... Seriously, his the 1st i like in swiss n how iz told him dat i like him n how we stare at each other now n how i alwaes watch him doin his cca n how i alwaes search for him durin recess... How crazy.... Oh yar, n i remembered i use to like H****... N den, how i was wit ~*HIM*~.... All those memories... *Sigh* A lot of things has happened dis year... N it has just flown by like dat... Still remember meeting iz when i 1st go into Cikgu Netty's class... Den got to noe all of dem n became close wit iz n fizzah... N how we quarell wit Fizzah until now... My joy when i was accepted into Swiss Winds... N yup, all those guys dat we ever like along the way... All unforgetable... It's thru... Strong frienships are only built in sec. sch... U guys notice dat?? Wat a year... K, lah i tink dat's it...
Byez...

Bleah... I'm in a no mood to do anyting... I feel so empty, i dunno why... No mood to celebrate Hari Raya tmr... Dis morning my grandad was hospitalised... My parents had to rush down n settled a lot of things... Feel so sorry for my mum cos her father which is my grandad is in hospital, n her mum, which is my grandmum is bedridden[sp?].... Down wit cancer... Dis sure is gonna be a tough year for my mummy... *Sigh* I cud see it in her face... She's tired i can feel it... N i feel so guilty cos, we as her children r not makin it any better for her... Haiz, need to buck my siblings... My sis is like one hell of a biatch... So selfless... Den my bro, is like so petty... Everyday complain to my mum... I cud only hang on to my youngest bro to gif my mum support... Somehow, i beleive dat my youngest bro is able to bring joy to my family, my mum esp... God... Y a lot of things happen at dis time??? The day b4 Hari Raya to make it worse... Haiz... i'm just praying to god to gif my mum strength for tmr... So, well, had band today... Almost completed the 1st movement... N for band, i feel so hopeless... I mean if wateva Mr Chew say is true, den i feel so dissapointed... It was my dreams to get a gold wit dis band... But now all dreams seems shattered... N den wit HIM... It just sucks... Bah... I tink i'll stop here... Oh ya, btw Slamat Hari Raya to u guys out der who r celebratin tmr...
Byez..

Hi again...
I'm still so tired... Early in the mornin go to mosque again help out not fun ar... Onli like 3 peeps was there...Bleahz... Den afta went to Sheng Song wit Fathin again... Went back surf the net now i'm listening to the song All My Life... The song's nice u noe... I still remember when i was in Pri.1 i sang dis song during teacher's day wit my frens... N Afrodisiac by Brandy is also a nice song..It may sound very 'mengarot' but very meaningful....K so, later got to isi the ketupat... N thank god, Taufik's not out... I vote last min. arh... I voted like dat 5 times onli... Felt like voting 20 times, but if my mummy find out i vote more den twice she's gonna kill me... =x Alah.. nvm, wat matters is dat cuttie lil hottie is not out... MuHAhAha... My body is aching[sp?] all over... Need to sleep like one person who has nvr slept for a thousand years... But again, there's band tmr... Bleah... I'm goin cos i'm not goin to break my promise... N, btw, the truthful fact is dat i miss him lotssssssss.........*Sigh* Wat to do... He chooses dis path.... Bah, forget it... I'm just gonna concentrate on band, Hari Raya, spending my time wit my family, frens..... K, lah all for now... Feel so "sianish"...
Bubbyezz....

Elo...
Whee.... Taufik's so hot!!!! Better vote for him!!! Well, well so obviously just finish watching S'pore Idol.... Syl's so cute but nobody beats Taufik... MuAhAhA.... So today went to the mosque wit Fathin to help out... Quiet fun lar... Tmr go again so not goin band... Oh well, i rather help out in tings like dis rather den go band although i promise myself to be commited... Hey, not my fault... Cos most probably have to repeat everything again... So den afta went to Sheng Song... So tired... Had to carry chickens, prawns n 2 cartons of coke... No doubt it's tiring but for the sake of Hari Raya i dun mind! K, den afta dat slept n btw, dat freakin COURTS store go and sent the wrong sofa to my house... They sent the wrong colour... I'm so freakin damn mad cos the colour can only be change next week... Arghh!!!! How to Raya like dat... God... K, lah, i'm so excited to Raya but a lot of ppl like no mood like dat dis year including my mom... Haiz... Cheer up lar everybody....=) N btw, i'm too tired to miss HIM... It's so suffering to live in 2 weeks w/o anyting frm HIM... So it's now all up too him to keep it or break it... I had a looooooooooong, sufferable, miserable week of missing him but nothing seems to happen... So be it if he's following us for Hari Raya, for now i just wanna like heck care... Dat's y u guys notice dat there aren't any more things i say bout him in my entries... God... Dun want to bring myself down b'cos of dis... Had enuf before n it's not gonna happen again... K, lah dat's it...
Bye....

Hi..
K, dis is gonna be short... Cos i'm gonna break fast soon... Well, stayed home today n did nothin... Can't find the mood to finish cleaning my room so pratically did nothin... Den afta dat, watch tv n plyaed my bro's P.S. n Xbox n Gameboy... Whee... Quite fun eh... Kept shouting like one mad women everytime i lose... Hahakz... To think dat all dis games were lame... I was totally wrong.. Well, i tink dat's it... Me goin crazy as Hari Raya comin nearer..
Adios...

Elo...
Well, let's see... Today i had band, n guess wat... I overslept!! I reach there like 30 mins later... Luckily Mr Chew haven't take my section... Sianz... Got scolded like a million times.. Bleah, afta dat gotta do sectional on our own again... I dunno wat's wrong wit my playin until i had to repeat a million times also... Bah... It's tiring me out, but just puttin my best effort in it... I didn't g into Swiss Winds for nothin... K, so den, haiz... Dat haikal ah... Pity him sia... Play like until eternity... I gues he himself bingit... Den, yar went back like 3 like dat, so now i'm home... Help my mummy make ketupat... Whee... Already master some of the skills... But not pro yet lar... K ah, i tink dat's 4 today... Tmr i hope i can finish clearing up my room... Darn it... Aitez... So all for now..
Adios...

Hi...
Well, well... Today was a useless day... Had band which was a waste of my enrgy, time, sleeping hours n a whole lot more... FYI: Not my fault... We did absolutely nothin... Not playin Alpha anymore... Great news but hook to the song already... Darn it... Kept singin it every single minute... Bleah... K, so decided to sleep budden cud not... Just finish chattin wit Syamirah... Haiz, so long nvr talk to her... She's change, dat's 4 sure... But of course, not her fault, she's pretty... All the guys wants her... Cant' beleive we use to be the best of frens... Dat year when we were together was so memorable... Haszereen, Nick, Hanis... The few of the many dat i knew when i 1st into WRPS... *Sigh* How everythin has past so fast... K i tink dat's all... Havin band again tmr... Dunno when i can get my room into perfection... Oh ya btw, change somthings in my blog... Now it's purrr-fect... Bwahaha!! Took frm ppl's blog.... K, lah...
Byez...

Hello...
I'm drop dead tired... Early morning my dad say goin Malaysia... Felt like not goin budden i tink, it's been a long time since we had a family outing so just tagged along... So packed off n den take the bus when thru, S'pore checkpoint but the nightmare was at the Malaysia checkpoint... Mcm nk pengsan sak.. It was damn hot n very crowded.... It felt like decades b4 i got my passport stamped... Den afta dat went to Angsana... It was so huge den skali walk, walk, walk, my leg cramp... So i walk like tortoise like dat... I guess my mum was like annoyed cos i kept asking her to walk slower... Haha.. Sorry ah mummy... K, so bought cookies n shoes 4 hari raya... Whee... It's exactly 7 days b4 Hari Raya... Can't wait!!!! The cookies, the money, the visiting n yup, finally the tiredness... But who cares when u r havin a lot of fun... K, so went back around 4... The jam at the causeway was like DUH!, so irritating... So hot n so long... Went home, straight away sleep... Oh ya, ppl, ppl..!!! *ATTENTION!!!* Gif me ideas on wat to wear for band dinner... Pls..!! Well, besides dat, i tink dat's all...
Adios...

Hi...
Bah.. I'm so tired... Had band which lasted fer almost 8 hrs... Ain't dat enuf to tire u out... Well, niwae it was not good but fun... Haha... My secton FINALLY i tink bonded.. Kept laughing... N den when we cannot talk, i decided to ask my senior to take out paper n den we write our messages... Cool... Whee... Urm, well, next prac tues n i'm forcing myself to like band again... Eh, no no no, i want to force myself to LUV band again... Just do my best... Build up my self confidence again... K, so todae went home "created' cookies, which turn out nice... Hahakz, can't beleive it... Arghh!!! Hate my dad todae... Do u noe he was peeping into my personal life... N i almost got scolded b'cos of guys... Stupid... Alah.. Dun gif a damn lah.. He's collecting all the sins, not me... K, so i tink all for now... Oh ya, btw, i seriously dunno wat 2 wear 4 band dinner... Niwaez, wish me luck hor... Dun wanna look paisey later...
Adios...

Elo..
Urm, well didn't go band today... Had slight fever n stomachache... Ape tak nyer... Bangun sahur makan lauk chili padi.... Haiz... K, so afta dat slept like until 9... Early rite for some1 who has nothin to do..? Haha... I am an early waker... K, so sat infront of the comp like 4 ages... Guess wat i did beside updatin my friendster acc..??? Haha, u wud find funny... I open a NEOPETS accout again..!!!! Suddenly like nothin to do, i decided to open it.. Whee... It's been like 3 years i haven't go neopets... I named my pet ~Sweety_Unni~... Sweet name rite..??? So played games, open a shop, open bank account... Woah!!! It feels gd... K, so den took my bro frm his school... Sianzz... So paisey one have to carry his bag all the way... Urmm, guess dat's it today...
Byezz....

Hi...
Went to school met nafisah, den saw iz n zin.. Hahakz, seriosuly, miss iz a lot.. Miss my DarL, miss skool, miss everythin.. *SOBS* Ish.. Y am i so mushy, mushy.. K, stop it.. Well, went to Leadership Course today.. Wat i tot dat it was goin to be a boring, "gd-4-nothin-day" turned out quiet gd.. Fun actually... So first had to listen to the talk which i tot again was a waste of time budden i tink the way the coach said it made it fun... Coach Jo u ROCK!! Hahakz, seriously... She was so supportive.. I like it, no maybe say i luv it.. Pity dos whu were not selected... Had to play games which again, i intially tot it was LAME turned out fantastic... Though tiring to hear her blab all the way n had to run up n down wit dat stupid string all around us it was EXCITING... I did learn a lot of useful things which i beleive is of gd use in future... A day not wasted... K, so went back wit zin, n we talk bout how the year has passed by so fast... *Sigh* Still remember the 1st day i step to Swiss... Honestly, i didn't like Swiss b'cos it was sort of old n went i first saw Amira, Ain, Nafisah i tot dat will be the end of me... Eh, no offence ah u 3 but i tot u were not my type... So i was miserable... Budden when i 1st knew iz, dat was when all friendship blossom... Hahakz, izzati... The person who i tot was the worst in the exp. stream.. Can't beleive it... K, lah.. Write more bout dis stuff in later entries, tired ah..
Byez...

Hi...
K, so it's the holiday n i'm bored to death n it's onli the first day... Have been sittin infront of the com since afta i bathe... Hahakz.. K, so i've a lot of plans during the holidays... Bake cookies, cook special dishes, clean house, clean room n many more lah... Oh yar n it's gonna be a holiday bombed by band practices...*Sigh* It's gonna be exhausting.. Like on saturday, Mr Chew flared up n all his nonsensical[sp?] stuff came out... Bleah.. Wat lah he... He say we haven't completed Alpha when we already did a few days ago... Den he blab bout the greatness of his other bands... wtf.. I mean i do agree dat our band standard is lesser, but does he haf to pull our self-esteem dat low by talking greatly bout his other band??? Stupid sia... Haiz... Musn't gif up... K, so i dunno wat else to write... K, so till here onli..
Byez...

DIS MIGHT BE THE LAST... I MIGHT BE SLAUGHTERED TO DEATH OR TILL I BARELY CANNOT DO ANYTING TONITE... WISH ME LOADS OF LUCK... LUV ALL OF YA OUT THERE... THANX 4 EVERYTHIN... GOODBYE....

Hi...
Bleah... 2 words: Results sucks!!! K,so got the report bk, improve a little biiiiiiiiit onli... Stupid sia... I fail maths again... Improve arhz, but still fail.... Stupid... Klass position lagi, teruk.... Improve but a little biiiiiiiiit onli... So disspointed dat "THEM" n ~*HIM*~ will be far frm our classes... *SOBS* So veli sad... Den today got to noe more bout band... Mati sia... Mr Chew talk bout red, yellow, green light thingy... Red means not safe, yellow means quite not safe, green means safe... Bein in red means totally out of band n da rest follows... I'm in yellow... Arghh!!! So worried... Anytime i can be kick outta band.... Argh... I dun want... I lub band so much dat i dun wanna be kick out it... Been in this cca for like nearly 7 years, n den end up just like dat??? Duh... I'll never ever skip band w/o a valid reason... Dat i promise myself... I learnt my lesson already... K, now i'm so tired... Run here, run there just now... So tired... Skool closes today n i'm gonna miss all of them... Each n every single 1 of them esp. my DarL... K lah, off to make Fathin's blog...
Adios...

Hi...
Haha, Lub TAUFIK 2 da core... He was so great durin his performace... So cool..!!! Wonderful performance... Surely gonna be voting for him n u guys out der better do k...??? Pls, pls,pls.... He just gotta stay in dis comp... K, so lemme see, tmr last day of skool, so sad... Receivin report book... So scared... Haiz, gonna mis LOADS of ppl... Esp. "THEM"n ~*HIM*~.... *Buries head in hands n shouts in disapproval* K, so today i've learnt not to fool ard wit band... They gettin serious day by day... So, just now went to zin's house n finally saw who was Razid, Zin's ex... So cute... Haha... K, so now i'm so sad at the fact dat skool's closing tmr... The pile of homework is just not gettin any lesser... Arghh!!!! Gonna haf a long, bored holiday comin up... Miss the pri 6 years whereby ard dis time all of us were free of exams n were havin the fun of our lives... Miss it... Btw, next yr me will be in 2E5... No surprises i guess... Well, so i tink dat's all i've gotta say...
Byez..

Hi..!
so today had band... Wow! The council has gotten more strict... Saw all the "never-ever-come-for-band" faces... One of dem is Renee's [ahem!]... He look like a retarded boy wit his guitar n his hair... Haha, no offence Renn, it's a fact... MuaHaHa!!! K, so Mr Chew began his lecture n he said dat we are ~BLESSED~ to be in Swiss Winds... Well, tink bout it again, it's true, considering dat we're one of the top bands in S'pore.... Therefore i am sooooooo BLESSED... BwAhAha!!! Soo, completed Alpha...! *Jumps around wit joy* The song not bad afta all... Tink now we all haf to just brush up on all the weak sections n my section got 0% confidence... Esp. me... Senior never play, i go silent, senior play i play veli loud... HaHahA... I dunno, gotta build up my own self-esteem b4 next year so dat my juniours get a gd example... MuAhAhA..! K, dat's 4 band... Den on the way back saw dis cute guy... He look like Luqman... Got dimples, cute, the baby face look but onli darker a lil bit... So cute... Uh-oh... Sorry DarL if u happen to read dis... Haha, just can't resist cute boys but u'll alwaes be more cuter den any of dem... Oh ya! Btw, iz, fathin, zin n renee created nicknames for ppl... HahAHA... So funny... Here r some of them...
Idris: Ice-cream cone wit cherry on top
Zameer: Gummy Bear/Hershey's Kisses
Ahmed: Wafer wit cherry on top
Cute eh..?? Dat's a few... The rest i forget... Yar, btw, these nicks r onli fer awhile... So read n remember it fast.... Yupzz, so all 4 now...
Byezzz!!!!

Hi..
K,change my layout again... Nothin surprising cos i'm a layout changer... Dis time, my bestee fren, Firqin A.K.A PIKASOR, is the designer... She make fantabulous designs... Muahaha... But seriously, no kidding she's gd at dis stuff... K, so tmr haf band... Whee.... Btw, yesterday was exactly 1 month me and ~*HIM*~ are together... Yay!!! Well, well, i'm challengin myself to be beat the 6 months(the longest relationship) i had wit my ex last time... MuAhAha... Iz, Liyana, wat do u tink... Huh, huh..???? Dat's all for now folks...
Buaiz...!!!

Helowz...!!!!
K, k... I noe i've not been updatin 4 like 1 week?? K, so my results is ok but the sad thingie is dat the important subjects r the ones dat i get veli low... Stupid larhz... Science i get "C6"... 4 the first time in my life i get dat low for science... So sad liao... To be precise, I was just 2 marks away frm a failure... Pathetic rite... Maths i improve but still i fail... So i guess u can guess how lousy i am in maths... Mayb i never like maths dat's y alwaes fail dis subject... So i tink now i'll TRY to like it n see whether it will improve my maths... My english, B4... I'm so freakin damn mad wit my ownself... All the other subjects, i pass wit FLYING COLOURS... Whee.... So wat happen dis few days... Yar, didn't go band today cos woke up wit sore eves... Funny liaoz... One eye big, one eye small... But so sad, cos the other time i didn't go also b'cos got cramp... Miss band peeps, the music, Alpha n my inst.... Well.... Nothin special bout my life but everythin has got back to full swing b'cos well... I dunno... But enjoyin life so much..! So i tink not much to say except for the fact dat i seriously can't wait for HARI RAYA!!!!! Just today was changin the curtains n my daddy was painting the house.... Whee... Summore i help a lot so i was like so enthu... Yar n my house was painted RED... Yar.... Red, such an "angry" colour... N btw my mummy also say dat i movin house next year so dis might be the last Hari Raya at dis house.... But still in wdls... No regrets cos iz also shiftin to wdls... Yupzz, dat lil gal, ma best fren, is goin to wlds.... So can go anywhere n everywhere wit her.... Hehez... N lemme see, goin Geylang tonite... Whee... Can't wait!!!! Can't wait!!!! So till here onli...
Bubbyez....

Helo...
I'm in a so like no mood situation... Exams are over but i still find nothin to celebrate bout it... Firstly, the maths paper 2 was DAMN difficult... wtf... So i ended the exam period wit a head full of anxiety... It's tricky... Dat teacher fool my ass... Nvm, den afta dat zin, liyana n iz came to my house again... Everything was fun at the beginning but everythin died down in the end... So, den my DaRLiN din reply my msges... wtf... Why he so late one.. I mean i dun want to assume dat his prepaid low cos i noe if it is, he'll tell me in advanced... So i'm so the very the sad... Summore on monday maybe cannot see him n the following days cos he got dat bloody camp... Onli the sec2's goin... wtf... I'll be stupendously boring... N den on tuesday summore no skool... N i tink it's gonna be like 5 days before i can see him again... Y must everythin end so boringly at the end of exams... Freak man... Btw, i changed my song again... The previous song was too boring... Dis one's tittled I WAS BORN TO MAKE U HAPPY... So long never here dis song, so oldies... N i tink it reflect my luv 4 ~*HIM*~... Hahakz... So i guess i'll write till here onli...
Byez....

Hi!!!!
Wat a fun n xciting day... Sat for the home econs paper for a pathetic 1 hr... Section A went thru well, section B not really confident, section C totally lose my confidence... Niwae, still tink dat i can pull thru... K, afta dat rush down to jurong point... Me, iz, liyana, renee, zin, fathin went there... All were very hungry n so when we reach der, went to Banquet to eat... So noisy... But it was nice goin out in such a big group n den in the middle saw Naseha n co... Yesterday also see them at Lot1... Haiz... Den i was so excited abt seeing the FAMOUS AMOUS shop... First time bought something frm there.... MuAhAha... Bought brownies n was so overjoyed afta dat... Nvm, afta dat went n walk around Jurong Point... So big n zin, renee, liyana n fathin was like so n enthu bout clothes... Wat do they see in clothes when u have no money to buy dem?? LoLx.. K so afta dat iz n liyana went to my house again... Hahakz... In the bus had so much fun disturbing liyana abt her No.2 n imitating every1's action... I guess the three of us make good Jokers... Hahaha.... K so in my house dey surf da net n took loads of pics... Check dem out... Just click on my links n u'll see it... Any1 want thier no. approach me... Hahakz... Niwae, just now iz found out day the guy she like is attached... *WoRx*Haiz... So sad... In my opinon dey make a VERY gd couple... Btw, i've changed my blog song... It's tittled A MOMENT LIKE DIS... The lyrics r so meaningful... So all for now...
Byez!!!!!!!!!!

Sheesh......!!!! Can u just disapear frm my entire world...?? U r so lame to the extend dat i cannot take anymore frm u... Fine, go ahead tell the whole DAMN world dat i'm writing bad things bout u.... Go!! Run along n tell every single living creature in the whole entire universe dat ppl r against u...!!!! Or no, maybe tell the whole entire universe dat I am the onli person dat hates u... Tell every1 dat u receive tender loving care frm everyone except me... Just tell me, do u ever in ur life of knowing me, like me??????? If u dun fine... It wud NEVER be a problem to me.... Just dun HIDE it... All u need to do is tell me... I noe i'm hiding it frm u, but lemme tell u dat dis wud be the last... I never tot i will even meet someone so HORRID like u... I tried frm the very beginning, when i knew u didn't like me, I tried to go back wit u, tried to tell u who i really i am... But i guess i FAIL... So now, i dun gif a damn!!!!! I still have frens who wud support me... I think all i can do now is just admit DEFEAT in ur DAMN face but i noe i'll never let ppl so PATHETIC like u bring me down.... DAMN U MAN!!!!!! I noe u already established ur own group of supporters, well be it... I'm not goin to take any of them... In other words i'm not goin to do like wat u did.... Just FARK OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Helo.......
The song ur hearing is tittled SO CONFUSED... Lyrics veri meaningful... Hahakz...
K, so let's see.. Today was a bad day... Woke up in the mornin go 2 skool had butterflies in my stomach the whole way thru... So msg, tot of meeting liyana but i send the msg wrongly... So didn't meet her... Den sat for the science paper... OMG!!!! It was like, DUH, so DIFFICULT.... I studied so hard bout cells, alcholism, drugs all but a lot come out abt force... WTH!!! I'm so pissed off wit myself b'cos i felt asleep yesterday during studyin.... Arghh!!!! I can flung it sial... Let me tell u wat happen...
Teacher:"You may begin.. Paper starts at 07.47 ends at 09.47 ..."
Me: Opens the paper wit enthusiasm beleiveing i could do it... Stares at the paper read the first question shouts in my head, "Oh my god!!!!" I didn't even noe which chapter it was referring to... Skip the question when to the next one, LUCKILY, i knew the answer....
Teacher: "Anyone has a marker?"
Me: "Wat the hell... Isn't a teacher suppose to have a marker? Carries on...
Teacher: "Is ur name Norhayati?"(Taking attendance)
Me: Nods my head den continue work... By den skip like abt 5 question...
Teacher: "The time now is 08.30a.m."
Me: Does dis teacher need to inform us the time...!!!! Disturbing sial..!!! By den was at section B. In my head i was like, "Shit! SectionA already so full of "FORCE" questions dun tell me sectionB also there will be ques, on dat..." Budden still had hope so continue but my hopes was crushed when i see the 1st ques... Ques:"Draw a spoon to show how it is used to open the tin can, label your diagram n explain the answer... I was like wth!!!! I never studied anythin bout the moment of force, levers n stuff like dat... I was so panic...But still, continued writing n i just gave up in the end... I didn't even bother to check... Omg... I dun noe wat i was thinking bout...

So after skool, watch Wimbledon wit DaRLiN... He's so sweet.... N the story was nice too... So dat's it for the day... Afta dat meet iz, liyana n fizzah at the library... Wth... But nvm, it was a fun n memorable day... K, so dat's it...
Bye...

Helow!!!!!
The demand for me to be updatin is so overwhelmin... I'm so touched... Hahakz... K, so wat happen today... In the mornin go skool early to meet liyana den suddenly she cannot come b'cos she overslept... Wth... Lame sia... K, den reach skool, studies history which i literally didn't study the night b4 cos i went out to eat... ~Yum, yum...~ I practically forced them to bring me out to eat....MuAhAha!!!! The food was d-e-l-i-c-i-o-u-s !!! Although my mum was pissed of wit the attitude of the workers der, but still din't affect us too much... Luv my daddy and mummy alots!!!! Hahakz... So after all the paper was easy but still i was like not sure at some of the questions... I was SOOOOO relief when i saw dat the paper was set by Mr Seng... I tot Tang sia... During the paper, i was spending 40% daydreamin or sleepin... Haiz, so tired... So afta dat went to my "dearly" Amirul's house... Wahh!!!! Dat "makcik" got a lot of magazine catalog sia... So me, iz, fizzah n liyana flip thru everythin n decided to buy somethins... So, den we decided to go to my house to play n studied... Dat's when the fun part comes... Firstly dey used my computer, den in the middle, Liyana slept... So, the evil me took my Digicam n took her pics...!!! MuaHaHa!!! So cute... Hahakz... So some played n some watch 13 goin on 30... Had loads of fun... We were throwin balls at each other, bloghoppin, takin pictures n so many more!!!! So, tmr i have my science paper n watchin movie wt DaRLiN!!!! Yay!! Ermm... I tink dat's just all on wat happen today... A day where our mission to studied FAIL... Hahakz... So all for now...
Byez!!

Hi...
Arghh!!!! Wat's happenin to da WONDERFUL world i use to live in??? Where has it gone... Y has it fade away....???!!! I mean well, firstly it's b'cos of my frens.... Fuckin B**** is not happy bout all the thingies in the world... Lemme tell u dat in my opinion u r LAME!!!! Life wud be better off witout u!!! Pls, dun go around n behave like an angel when u r just a pain in the butt of all the living creatures in dis world... Wat's up wit all those talking behind the backs??? I mean wat wrong haf we done to u... U not happy bout me, i also not happy wit u den it's done rite??? Y try to find ppl who barely even noe u to support u??? Lemme see, lack of supporters or is it low self esteem to support ur ownself??? Pls lah... I mean i'm begging u, dun pull INNOCENT peeps in ur STUPID SCHEMES lah...Just fuck off frm this earth n all will be fine... I noe u read my blog... Dat's good... At least i dun need to reinforce again in skool when i see ur DAMN face... K so i think u get my point rite???

K, sorry for startin wit such angry words... K, i noe i'm not updatin for a long time dat's b'cos loads haf been goin on... So, let's update wat been happenin n dis might be the last time i'm updatin until after the exams.... K, so the frens part ders more to dat but shan't expand so dat she wudn't be paisey... MuAhAha.... K, so haf been STUDYIN... See dat??? I'm studyin... Haiz, i really wanna improve on all subjects... Haha, such high expectations.... K, so in skool, think he didn't come todae.... Haiz... Not gonna see him tmr so i'll guess i'll suffer frm the pain of missing some1... Hehez... K, den e.t ran the whole perimeter of our school n St. Anthony's primary... So big sial, so i'm so tired.... Was not concentratin on the following lessons simply b'cos it's DAMN BORING!!! But actually i regret it cos den later got to study like mad at home... Science it's like one of those chapters.... So now i'm at home later watch Double Happiness 2.... Miss him lots!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So i think dat's it... N to dat "FREN" if u happen to read dis, hope u noe it's u.... MuAhAhA!!!! K, so dat's it i guess.....
BubByEZzZzZ....
Luv all of ya....
Keep all those taggin....

Hi...
Well, well... Let's start frm the beginning... So, started off wit assembly... Had a bad stomachache but still pull true wit e.t.... So proud of myself of having the determination to run despite my stomachache... Hehez... K, den as usual everythin went on, den after school, followed Fathin, Liyana, Khairul n My DaRLiN to 2e3 to settle some problems... I didn't noe it'll turn up dis way.... I mean i spend so much time wit him n i'm EXTREMELY HAPPY... But emotions were high.... Hahakz... So after dat went back wit My DaRLiN take 187 budden at the bus stop, saw Naseha n co.... Well, k, personally, i felt loads of things... But in the end, in the bus we sat wit each other n talk until his bus stop... Well, finally i'm able to spent time wit him... YAY!!!!!!!!!! Luv him so very much....! Well, till here onli...
Byez...
Luv ya!!!

The way u can change my mood for the whole day,

dat's wat i like bout u...

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Hi...
Well, lemme see... Just updating for, hmm... the sake of updating?? Hahakz... Well, i've noticed dat i've been writing too much personal stuff so i'm gonna cut it n write more bout my skool life... Well, today was not dat bad, but just didn't feel good the whole day... So after skool, went to lot1 den read book, eat, talk n a whole lot of thingies happen... Whee..... 1st time talk to him leh... So cute but of course my DaRLiN is much, much, much, much, much, much more "cuter"(Is there such a word???)... Stop it!!! Haiz, have been experiencing so many diff. types of feeling bout him n my point of views keep changing... Forget it... Just wanna keep to myself... So till here onli...
Byez...
Miss ya....

Hi...
Well, today can write long2... Nothin to do, i mean there's loads to do but can alwaes bring forward...*Lazy me* K, let's start... Started of wit history... Boring sia... Nvm, den e.t ran a whole big round cos it was raining... ~Rain, rain go away, come again another day...~ CRAP!!! Hahakz... Mr sashi today not fun lah.... Nvm, den recess den lit... By den, i still haven't see him... Den eng, purposely go toilet so i can see him cos i noe he havin recess... Pass by his class, he was not in...*Sobs* Nvm, still determine to see him so when i went back, YAY, he was there!!! But den, PRETEND like nothin happen cos Jordan was talking to me bout Fizzah thingy... Den suddenly realise he was not in class, panic but went i turn he was there... *Jumps around in joy*.... He wave at me... So his not angry at me!!!! YAY!!!! K, den my spirits were lifted up n i practically smile during the whole day after dat.... See how he can make me smile....??? Hahakz.... K, den after school, everybody got no mood, budden still decide to stay to wait for him n to accompany iz since she dun wat to go home.... So walk aroound the school, den suddenly i remember i wanna study science today but my science thingys was in class... So i ask Fizzah to accompany me up n she was so excited cos can see hers.... Den i also remeber dat i can also see him... YAY!!! So go up saw him talkin in class, all his frens were like calling him, wanted to turn den scared paisey so i decided to make fizzah my victim... Hahakz... Evil me... Kept sayin her name wit [ahem!]... Now i tink almost everybody in 2N1 noes... I'm so bad... Hehez... Den on the way down, wave at him den decided to ask him to go back wit me, but i dun have enuf courage to ask him... Haiz.... Niwae he was talkin to his frens... Really hope i can spent time wit him... So waited in the canteen den again purposely wait in the canteen long2.... Went they FINALLY go down, i also go back lorhz... Wanted to take bus so dat can see him, but den tot of it, i say nvm... Tmr can see him loads of time... So dat's basically wat happen... Now i'm at home after dis i wanna study... Btw, i didn't fail my maths test... *Phew...* So, lemme see, nothin else to write so till here onli...
Byez...
Miss ya...

Hi...
Haiz... God, so GUILTY!!!! Dun wanna expand on wat happen.... Haiz... Miss him n luv him.... Haiz.... Tot of goin back wit him but den tot they had remedial but actually dey all dun have... Haiz.... Not the point... Sorry so much if i'm in da wrong just now... Hope dat wave was enuf to make up... Well, today was not fun.... Dunno wat to say.... So CONFUSED!!!! I'm so sorry k.... :( Nvm, just stop here cos i wanna study... Studyin is like just another few things dat i still hold on to...
Bye...
I'm sorry....

Hi...
Just came back frm religious classes... So "kecoh"..... We were like tryin to annoy the teachers, haha, including the girls, includin me....WaHaHa.... *Bad, bad gerl...* Now, i got headache sia, tink i laugh too much... Gotta rest afta dis so dat i can go 2 skool tmr... The thirst for knowledge is so great... MuAhAhA... Hmm... Lemme see, tink i got nothin much to say, just dat i'm sad cos cannot msg him today... Haiz, i just need to remember dat dis thingy must not affect my studies... Been slackin so much, dat i spent like onli 1 hr studyin per day... wth... Need to buck up... So, till here onli...
Byez...
Keep taggin...

Harlow...
Just came back frm my hmt exams... So tired but nvm, loads to say... Well, well, yesterday he msg me... Talk n talk n talk n den suddenly he ask me for stead... YAY!!! Finally.... Hahakz... So wat else, obviously i accepted... Whee..... Aite, so i noe i'm suppose to write his name but i wanna wait till it's really official den i reaveal his name... K.. Well, let's see, so i'm msging him n can't wait till monday... Haiz, so sad, tmr he might not be msging me cos his prepaid low... Hope i got money so can buy for him prepaid but too bad i'm not loaded.... Btw, 4 those who know who i'm referring to, u may find dis weird dat i like him n everythin but it's true, i luv to him bits... MuAhAhA... K, so i dunno wat to do, guess i study after dis... Yup, btw, just now i go lot1 i saw one of the boys frm my skool, shan't reveal his name so dat he wudn't be paisey... Hahakz, he's so like "anak mak"... WaHaHaHa!!!! So funny... Confirm went he see us he paisey.... At least now got somethin bad to say bout to say bout him... Weel, till here onli...
Byez...
Missin u....

Hi...
Well, nothin to do, so blog... The fact dat i shud be studyin is so not in my mind despite the fact dat tmr is my hmt exams... I shall do it later... Haiz... So sick dis days... Well, today started out wit the maths test... Damn, i didn't study... There goes one failure dis term... Nvm, my fault n khairul's fault... Hehe... Made me talk to him till i very drop dead tired yesterday... Den e.t., ran 7 rounds... Dat old freak is killin me... Nvm, den recess, ate, saw them, but i dunno y one of them was bein sarcastic to iz... WTH!!! Nvm, science wasn't concentrating except dat we look at stupid cells... Honestly, i can't see a thing.. MuAhAhA.... Den, m.t was practically sleepin n den eng dat Sarizah made us stay back... She sux to the core man... Nvm, after skool, meet Khairul, talk2 den dey dunno go where, i went back to the canteen budden, to bored go guillin... Den a whole lot of thingies happenin... Dun wanna expand on dat... But to Fathin, relax wit him k... He wants his own freedom... To Khairul, chill out k... Dun take things to hard... Den, took neos so fun but den we tersalah print... Haiz, so sad... But it turn out great... Hope i have a scanner to put it in dis blog... Nvm, so now, slackin at home, he just msged me... Whee... Just waitin for dat day to come... MuAhAhA.... Well, till here onli....
Byez....

Hi..
Today's entry is gonna be veri short cos i dun haf anytin to say... Well, after skool, go lot1 n took pics wit iz, zin... So fun... Den go mac, n eat den go home... So here i am, dunno wat to do n someone just called me but i dunno who... I hate havin missed calls by ppl who i dunno... Stupid me... Always doin the wrong things at diff time... Shud have brought my hp along to this room... So, all for now... Btw, can just anyone pls tag my board... I mean dun care if u use a secret identity or anythin, but pls, tag my board!!!!
Bye....

Hi Hi...
Today so fun... Whee.... In the mornin i was miserable cos i can't get my beauty sleep.... But den, after e.t, check my hp den got his msg... *Smiles n jumps around...*So happy cos at least got someone to msg lorhz... I tot our msging was gonna be short but not... Sms den suddenly he say he wanted to go out wit me but i was not free today, so den he decided to send me to BPGH... Ain't he the sweetest.?? ;) Niwae den after skool, waited for him till 2, but den receive msg say he was at CDANS so we met at the bus stop... Den, guess wat, saw HIM, and saw Idris co., Firqin, Fathin, Amira and Aida... 1st i panic but den nothin happen... HE was also in the bus... Well, i can't really tell in details wat happen in the bus just glad HE was there to c dat i noe longer "u noe wat" him... HE kept quite but den whu cares... Exchange glances but i was like to annoyed to look at him properly... But it was fun... After hmt, went lot1 meet izzati... Well, dat's all for the facts...
Bye Bye...

Time has pass me by so slow cos till today,

i still haven't get you....

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Harlow...
Well, b4 i touch on anythin, let me tell those out there who is tryin 2 make ppl's life miserable or difficult... Just pls, stop it k... I mean wats the use of it... If it's just to fulfill ur heart's desire, den stop it... Dun go round talkin bad things behind thier back...Even worse went some peeps out there spread stories dey dun even noe true or not... Oh, please lah... Wanna talk so many bad things abt us den come to us urself ah... Ur life may not be changin n therefore ur jealous but pls, just understand dat other ppl's life do change.... Urs might just come later... I already had enuf of it n i dun want more... My life's changing n i dun want it to change cos of ppl who just can't get enuf of themselves...

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Well, nothin much to talk about, so it's just gonna be very short... Just now Mr Ngoh came into our class to observe our maths lesson... Every1 so scared... Hehe, just now i hear Him sing... So nice, but still able to control my emotions... Hehez... Well, dat's it 4 now...
Byez...

The sight of ur face, is enuf to make me happy....

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Hi...
Let's start frm the beginning... Maths, boredom as usual... Just studied bout Dot Graph how simple is dat?*Hehez, at least i noe wat we are studyin* Niwae, den Home ec. got test... Confirm 1 ques wrong... Stupid me... Nvm, den P.E.... Whee.... It was raining so Mr Sashi decided to talk to us in class... Hehez, he's so funny... We talk bout alot of things but the funny part was abt the soccer boys... HAHAHAHAHA!!!! Mr Sashi was telling us abt wat happen during the soccer camp... The class was laughing their hearts out.... Including me... Wanna noe the story, ask me or the soccer boys themselves... Haiz, so funny, somemore wit the cuteness of Mr Sashi... He's the coolest man... Well, after school, had hmt... Boring... Btw, he tried to talk to me... WTH??!! He thinks i forget wat happened yesterday so easily is it??? Jerk... N, dat izzat is another one big freaking, idiotic jerk... Haiz... I pity Renee sia... I knew frm the start it's not gonna be good... Well, i dun wanna expand on the frens part... So all for now... Btw, u r really cute leh...(I hope u noe who u r...) Hehez...
Byez...

Just when i tot i could enjoy the drizzle, wit brizzy winds, the lightning came wit the thunder n destroy my happiness...

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Wth?? Y is everythin changin in just a blink of an eye... Just today i dunno y i've decided to stop all comunication wit my family... N i dunno y, suddenly a gal claim dat i'm disturbing his guy... WTH?!! I dunno anytin... Haiz.. Now i feel so guilty n she say dat i disturb him furthur, i'll get it... I mean if his hers, den he can fuck off frm my life rite... I can even fuck of myself frm his life... Is it my fault in the 1st place??? He did not say anytin bout his gal n i tot he was single... In the first place i dun even like him, i dun even noe him dat well... He even denies dat he has a gal... I'm so confused now... Is dis like proving to gals dat all guys r bastards??? Haiz... Wit my family, boys, studies i dunno how i can cope... Feel like cryin seh... Haiz, i dunno lah... Tmr some more my dad b'dae, i dunno wat to gif him.. Well i tink i'll stop here...Byez...

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(updated later)

K, i just found out dat, dat gal was just a prank... n guess who was the prank maker??? Midzi... God, i'll strangle him to death... I hate guys like dat... They tink annoyance is like wat gals enjoy... GTH lah... Fucking asshole... Nvm, now no mood to do anytin so just blog... Hey, peeps if u read my blog, tag k??? Just write a few words, dat's enuf... I'm sick lookin at the blank tagboard... Haiz, i'm so full... Just ate one of the most bestest food in the world... My mums cookin... YAY!!!!! I was like tryin to impress her every single second so dat my father wud be jealous... Hahakz... Despicable me... His always tryin to brag abt things, n i hate dat especially when i get involve in his egoistic acts... I'm so bad rite??? Well, i tink i'll write until here onli...

Will you ever?

I don't think you will

ever fully understand how you've touched my life

and made me who I am.

I don't think you could ever know

just how truly special you are

that even on the darkest nights

you are my brightest star.

I don't think you will ever fully comprehend

how you've made my dreams come true

or how you've opened my heart

to love and the wonders it can do.

You've allowed me to experience

something very hard to find

unconditional love that exists

in my body, soul, and mind.

I don't think you could ever feel

all the love I have to give

and I'm sure you'll never realize

you've been my will to live.

You are an amazing person

and without you I don't know where I'd be.

Having you in my life

completes and fulfills every part of me.

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Hehez... Ver lovey-dovey today... Niwae the poem is nice and sweet and very meaningful... Hahakz... well, i had band just now... Was fun... Played Alpha... Alpha rock the band man!!! The 2nd movement is so fun... Niwae now stand down already... So good... Can u beleive it, i'm making a resolution to study like hell startin frm tmr... Hehez... Wish me luck, k?? Dunno, wat to write, so stop here lah... Btw, he msg me today... Whee...

Byez...

Hi again...
Well, wasn't dat fun today... He came... *Smiles* Forget bout dat... But he look so pathetic just now... Guess he's still sick... *Frowns* Get well soon k... Niwae was not okay... I didn't felt tired during et... Infact i felt fresh and rejuvinated... Hahakz... Den after skool went to lot1... Hehez, our hangout... Went wit iz n liyana... We n talk n talk n talk n talk n laugh n laugh n laugh like mad...But it was fruitful... Talk bout everythin in the world... Btw, when i go popular i read dis horoscope book... Very fun... Btw to him, i'm really sorry if i hurt ur feelings k... We can still be frens... N dun gif me dat look... Well i tink all 4 now...
Bye...

(updated later)
Haiz, just do my blog again... Whew... So tired but so proud... K, so keep tagging n rock on guys... Bye...

Harlowz....
Today was quite okay... I fast... I did it.... Whee....... K, everythin went well today n he did not come again... *SOBS* Wat the hell sickness is he having??? Niwae Get Well Soon k??? N, i gif him my answer... Niwae after skool, skip band and go renee house wit iz n zin... Gave then loads of idea... Hahakz... He is so sweet just now... Niwae, not much to say... So, i think until here onli lah...
Bye...

Hi...
Well, let's start from the beginning of skool... We had history which was boring, den E.T... Can u beleive it??? We only ran 5 rounds.... Hahahkz... Thanx to our our discipline maybe... Den maths boring... Den things go on which was well, quite boring..God, I hate wednesday... The tot of sleepin pops up every second... Like yesterday, i didn't utter a word to him, look into his eyes, stare at him or wat so ever... N obviously, i haven't gif him my answer... He didn't come today also... *Sobs... * Niwae, hmt was some wat better den the previous lessons except for the fact dat we had to do a very difficult essay n i mean very difficult... Den go Lot1 den go home.... Today, i'm gettin a new hp no.... Whee....... Basically i dunno the reasony i'm gettin a new one... Hahakz... Btw, renee, thanx for taggin me n complementing my clverness... Haha... Well, all for now... Maybe update later...
Byez...

(Updated later)
Well, got my hp... I'm so not happy bout it... It's unfair the way my parents treat me... Sheesh... God, Damn it... U noe wat my sis gets a line n a high technological phone whereas i get the pathetic Nokia 3100... N furthur more i'm using PREPAID... Can u imagine the amount of freedom i have wit my phone??? ZILCH... ZERO... KOSONG.... NIL... U understand?? How am i suppose 2 control myself when i used to do a lot of thing wit my hp??? N i'm onli given $30 per month to top up... WTH???!!! My sis gets all the privaleges in the world, like the free sms n outgoing n incoming calls... When i ask for a slide increase in the $30 they say cannot... Forget it... Life's never fair... Till here onli... Nitez...

Sometimes i might forget, say thing i wud forget...

Hi...
Today was a boredome... Started wit maths 4 2 periods... Can u imagine how ppl suffer when maths starts in the moring?? Lemme tell u... It's like killing u softly... I was not concentrating at all...(0% concentration) Thanx 2 the teacher also... Den eng... Sarizah was like yaking away wit ppl who haven't finish up their homework... Luckily i copied my frens early in the morning... But thanx to her, time fly n we did pri 1 work... Hahakz... After reces history, den art, den mt den art exam... I tink i'm goin to flung my prep work... Hahaha... Who cares... Niwae i still haven't gif ans to him... Gosh he look so pathetic n we didn't utter a word... Well, nvm ders always tmr... K, i dunno wat to rite anymore except for like i dunno y, i felt so excited when i past HIM just now... He saw me, i saw him... Hehehe... Den band, he wave at me... Butterflies was flying in my stomach... Hahaha... Well, till here onli...
Bye...
P.S: I'm not using ppl's name cos their identity is confidential... Hehehe....

(Updated later)
Whee.... Finally got a new template... Base on my own exploration and of course my intelligent brain... I tot it was damn difficult but was totally the opposite....*Laughing alone n beams wit pride* K... I noe, the wordings might be too small, but bear wit it ok??? Alrite, i have to run along, so tag k peeps...
Bye...

LIFE ROX!!!

Harloz...
K...It's official life rox!!*Beaming* K, wadever... I noe i haven't update 4 long2 time... Sorry, k??? Niwae, life is gettin a whole lot better... I got my progress report, and i passed all subjects!!! Whee....*Beams wit pride* So good rite... Frens are alot more understanding now... My love life, well okay... The actual fact is actually fun... Dun wanna expand on dat... Band is improving... Glad i 4get abt HIM... Movin on... Sad, b'cos the photos are not good... Today was boring... Loads of peeps sick... Haiz... *Sincere get well wishes...* Now, i'm finishing my art prep work... Getting good... To iz, midzi n zameer: GET WELL SOON!!!!! Hahakz... It's sincere k... Today i help norli... Whee... P.E was boring cos of the chinese peeps... Hehehe... Well, till here onli...
Bye...

wat's da use of living when der's nothin 2 live for....

Hi...
Today was a boring day... Except for the fact whereby zameer made a fool of himself... Cute dude... Niwae, tmr got band... Hope it's gonna be fun... I've got nothin to say 2day except for the Hakim thingy... I do not wish to get any nearer to him... Hahakz... Ppl may think i'm action n stuff like dat but i just dun wanna involve myself in any relationship... I prefer the way i am now... Unless some1 who can reali make me happy comes into my life den maybe i'll change my mind... Gosh, i reali stress up dis days... Workin on a new template... Hope it's gonna be good... Niwae, dat's all i've got to say...
Bye...
LIFE ROX!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sucking Day...

Harloz...

Today i am really fucked up and stressed up.... Really can't bear the fact... Niwae if u have notice i've literally demolished all my posts cos i wish to start everything new b'cos of some peeps... Dun wish to expand on dat... NIwae skip band cos i really wanted some fun... Went out wit izzati... She's so nice... Luv her so much............ Aniwae, let's not talk about wat happen in skool... After skool, went to lot1... Go shopping at popular den went evrywhere to find iz mother present... And den b'cos of me, the intelligent one*hahakz*, she found a perfect gift... Hahakz... Den went library talk everythin to her... So nice... I mean iz is so nice... I luv her so much.............. She really understands me... Can't wait 2 go 2 skool tmr... Dun want history to repeat itself... k, till here onli... Byez...