hey.
okok. lets re-edit dis post.
nyaha. cos i feel HAPPY.
~lalala. y..??
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cos i finished all my Amaths 1 2 3!!
haha. ok lah. not ALL.
but ALMOST ALL.
yayness. soo satisfied.
just hope tmr wont kena call back.
and and. i just realise dat the whole of nxt wk is wakin up at 6.30.
just 15 mins later den usual wakin up time.
*hurr. ok lah. blame me for bein stupid.
nyaha. ;)

actually i cant wait ahh for tmr.
i really wanna study!!!
my aim is L1R5=25 by nxt term.
ALOT TO DO!! but i ardy put in my mind the target.
wat i must i do.
just hope its not short-lived. =x
i wanna study pretty hard dis term.
nah.. not "pretty hard".
VERY HARD.
i was not born to be a loser.

-i just wanna make it happen..

CONDO CONDO!
i want live in CONDO!!
hahahs. so damn cool.
got pool got gym.
lift lobby like hotel.
go in the condo area got special key one.
toilet also like hotel.
got place for bbq.
got playground.
wahhas! damn ~coooool ahh!.
=)

afta band was funn!!!
i really wanna know how to speak chinese.
lols. i understand but i cant speak.
=.-" aniwae. aaron very noisy lahh!.
hahs. pity him sia.
same case like me. ~boo.
i dunno wat else to write ahh.
im just fascinated by CONDO!!
~lalalas. i wanna school!!
cos i want study!! hahas.

n ohoh..
i'm suddenly remininscing on the past..
wonder why.. =l
hmm.

-its's me agaonst the world.

~oohs. today slack alot ahh. hahs.
such a fun n full of suprises day.
hahahas.

came to school. not kinda gd mood.
dun even know why. hahs. rushin thru amaths.
rushin thru corrections. worryin bout dis n dat.
didnt even want to go down for recess ahhs.
lol. jing ask me comfort cheltton when i myself nt good.
lol. so ended up keeping quiet n givin dumb suggestions. -.-
hahahs. i'm so dumb. lol.

ohoh. den FINALLY know wat VeggieGal was all about.
hahahas. =p but ended up tellin jaz too. hahs.
so its a "win-win situation". hahs.

den kinda bored again..
really ahh. band fall in had drills. i'm like huh??
so blur.. so lucky got PTM.
i'm a dumb kid.
every other subject which failed get 40+..
except a.maths. i'm like ARGH!!!!
most disappointing is CHEM n EMATHS.
i wanted a PASS lah damn it! ~boo. ):

sum interesing comments:
1) MsSeah: "she doesnt haf enuf time studyin."
MrRavi:"wat CCA are u in?"
Me:"band."
MrRavi:"no wonder she say dis."
hahahaha. get the irony?? =.-" lol.

2) MrRavi:"wat does she do at home?"
Mom:"alot of internet."
MrRavi:"blogging?"
Me:"sumtimes." -.-
MrRavi:"are u sure? u can get addicted u know?"
hahahahs. damn ironical.
o.0

ok lahh. i'm just waitin to discuss wit dad.
i want to make it too! haiz..
but ders just one thing ahh..
how many other ppl must say dey're disappointed wit me until they realise i myself am depressed n sad??
OPEN ur EYES man..

aniwae aniwae.
kexuann is real fun lah! hahas.
gossip ard n den CJ came.
hahahahs. the freakin truth is superbly awesome.
NOOB. hahs. i cannot beleive it!!
n its so fun to haf sumbody who just understand perfectly wat u're sayin!
kexuan! hahah. u rock lah! (=

BAND was boring. hahas.
ok lah. i stop here.
i'm sick. urgh!
and and..........
I MISS MY GALS!
~boo.
and and.
Clay Aiken once again nvr fail to take my breath away...
hahahas. =p
his hair i like!!!

~dat strong perfect human..

(:

ahh.. so long nvr post.
im feelin very er.. confused.
dunno ahh. results damn blardy bad.
hey hey. i feel disheartened too so dun need to rub it in.
i seriously dunno wat went wrong.
REALLY. i studied better den in sec2. put more effort.
but everytin just dun want to go my way.
haiz.. i know i dissapoint u. but its really not only u.
its my teachers. frens. ppl ard me. n MYSELF.
i just wanna setle everytin in a nice way.
n TOGEDER. i can attain wat we want.
insyallah.. =x

eheh. house games was cool ahh.
watch true the whole thing.
kept supporting diff house except blue. my own house. =s
lols. i tink most impt. is jus the effort u put in.
win or lose. its a matter of fate.
so to the participants. U DID WELL! SO CHEER UP!
(:
k ahh. stop here.
byezz.

ZIYL'06.

we've been thru one heck of a half year. hahs.

simply LOVE em so much! (:

veh bored. so let me edit dis ntry.

today did notin much.

had a long chat wit yuh ting.

dats gal is a nice one. =))

hahs. thanx for all the advice senior! (:

talk to iz n jing too.

hmm. thanx to all of em i feelin better ahh.

thanx guys.

abt himm.

i dun wanna be bothered ah.

studies for me is top of my list!

heh. L1R5 by next term must be at least 20.

impossible but must strive. hees.

i dunno whther ur usin me or wat.

but i just reall tink wat ur doin now is not right.

cos i feel totally awful.

one last chance den its goodbye.

aites. stop here.

byez! ):

~lalalas.
the wireless thingy thingy really rox!
hahhas. at last can use internet at the comfort at my own house!
yayness.

right now. i really needa talk to sumone.
not just anyone but ahh. sumone.
cudnt beleive wat i fell into.
u just suck. :(
nah.. u dun. *hurr..

to IZZATI:
gal. soo sorry for friday. im darn sellfish lah. truth is mase aku marah ko aku sendiri takot. hahas. SORRY K!! =)
LOVE U SO MUCHH!!

BAND. tirin. no stamina. =s
slack so much. sound not dat good.
durin tunin, iskandar kept sayin "flat.push in stomach."
hahhas. used to be consistant now ahh.. lousy.
work hard work hard. we want dat GH again.
hahs. too KENNETH:
sorry for sayin band ***! truth is it really ROCKS!
;) SORRY DUDE!

wat else... oh ya. fail both science.
CHEM!! cudnt beleive i fail ahhs.. damn it.
all is becuse nvr read ques properly. haiz.
but at least got better marks for physics. hahahs.
maths. improve ar but still fail. wth! i reall suck ah.
:(

wat a long n meaningless ntry.
hahs. bored la.
i wanna go out!! hmm. k la.
stop here.. ~toodles! :)

it really is true eh?
u just suck lah. USER.
i hate u so much. boys are all the same.
just one thing: i dunno wat was my mistake or even if der was one.
but i really hope ur reason its not cos of dat big big diff .
cos dat ntirely dumb. i seen it happen sucessfully.
so we can do it. i just dun get wat the fuck is ur prob! *ARGH!!*

hahahas..
i feel so pathetic. -.-
hehs.
dun say lah but nvm. thank god for initiative.
hahs.

exam results?
dun tink bout it.
but one things sure.
I HAVENT GIF UP!
yes! hahs. realli wanna work hard.
hehe.

today. found out some things bout somebody too.
not y** lah! hahs.
sumone else. nah. too used to even have emotions.
twice. dats enuf.
my conclusion: ur just much of a USER.
yes. sorry if im harsh but dats wat i tink.

kk. endin here.
bye peeps n wont be updatin dat much!
n all my loyal taggers:
keep taggin! :)
~toodles.

hmm. so bored.
just came back frm causeway pt.
shopping. hahas.
kinda feeling down now..
hmm. dun even know y.
suddenly so worried bout exam results.
:s i know its not gonna be gd lah.

seriously cant wait for monday.
its ony been a day, but i miss my gals terribly.
hias. too dependant?? maybe.
i reall appreciate damn ar..
dey have alwaes been by my side, together.
even at times when i get sellfish or stupid dey are just der to gif u hugs n kisses n dat warmth to feel dat ur loved again.
hahahas. so mushy. =p
but seriously,
to IZ, YANA N ZIN.
ur the bestest besties ive i ever found!
*MUACKZ MUACKZ!*

ooh. ok. i dunno y suddenly at paragraph.
hehs. ok la.. its a crappy post.
n.. to u, ** ***** **!
lols. :)

~woah!
like FINALLY!
exams are OVER. yayyyyy!
lookin forward to so many things. heh.

Firstly, FIRSTLY.
on wed nite. ahh.. ~so sweet.
:))) one simple msg, so many diff feelings.
happy ones dat is. ahhh. =)

chem paper was okie.
tink can pass ahh.. hahs.
den at nite, HAPPY AGAIN. lols.
den went to watch MI3.
wooh. so super nice! =)
tom cruise sooo cute la can??? x)
hahahas. but the sound was really blasting.
but made the impact better. hahs.

today is more of shoppin wit my mum.
den sat is BOREDOME.
same as sun. but MONDAY!
yes yes. me n my gurls will go out! hees.
cant wait cant wait!
L-O-V-E em sooo much! :)

okok. so many crappy things here.
stop here ahh.. wanna eat. byez!

~just the way u look tonite. hees.
(:

~lalalas.
hmm. no paper today.
means NO SCHOOL! =)
hahs. but still gotta go out later to take hmt results.
=x argh. damn scared.
tink wont do well ar. :(

im so bored. dats y i blog.
haha. my parents arent workin so its like:
=.= hah. cant do much ar.
must study study study.
cant wait to get out. hees.
tmr hist paper. hope i wont write shit.
hope mr kamal smpathises wit me n the rest so dat we can at least pass.
=s jun wei like so pro like dat.
everybody like either just pass or fail he get A1.
~woow. salutes him man. wonder wat medicine he take.
-.-" lol.

im so bored bored bored.
completed chap 3 of hist but not chap4.
hmm. shud i just skip dat chap??
ok la. wth am i crappin.
wanna watch a movie soon!!! hmm.
i miss alot of ppl lah currently.
as in my frens n classmates.
exams really prevent us from talkin alot.
its like go school. take paper, go back study.
hmm.. such a wasted life. hahs.

dis days not so fun too cos of sumtin..
he busy.. hmm. its ok.
afta exams ya?? we'll haf loads of fun!
:)

stop here la.
its a looooong n meaningless ntry.
hahahas. byez.
=)

i feel weird. verry weird.
maybe bcos.... ahh.
nvm. feel so tired ah.
went to some wedding thingy,
den the freakin maid lock the gates n i was like so f*cked up n like ahh.
i dun wanna continue.
"FED UP SWAY-DAY"
baa..~

i dun even know my purpose of updatin today.
hahas. back to studyin hist.
i just realise dat ders alot ALOT to study.
hahas. but luckily. completed chap 1-2.
*yay*
2 more chapters to go den its maths all the way.
boo. stop here la.
byez..

-ever felt like u just cant make it again?
*hmm...*

i'm tryin to kill the boredom.
today.
today was nice.
specially nice.
=) nyaha.
BUT. hahs.
dat day was again,
way way way nicer.
;)

maths paper 1.
fail or just pass.
haiz. i tried my best. but..
still got no confidence.
tink go poly better la. work so hard go JC get anytin meh?
=s
chem. must pass wit OK marks. lol
maths p2 n a.maths.
say bye bye liao la.. hahs.
=x

aniwae. haf u ever watch
A WALK TO REMEMBER.
~ooh. u must watch.
such a sweet show la.
SHANE WEST. ~drools.
hahaha. i can watch dat movie again n again n again.
BUT but but. wit someone special.
hahahaha. =p
imagine if ur boi is dat romantic.
ahh. heaven sia. LOLS.

i'm alone at home la.
so bored.
nvm. must study hist.
BRITISH INTERVENTION.
hehehe. i know nuts.
k la.. go 1st.
btw. listen to THE CLICK FIVE.
gash.. they are like so cute+nice+rockin+cool la can?
haha.
-SayGoodnite. (dis song so rox!)

~i'm fallin for u u U.

:)

im BORED.
hees. i luv dis morn.
but i love dat day way way way more.
yay. =)

i luv my gals alot la. hahs.
maybe i dun really haf a special *HIM* rite now.
but at least i haf my frens.
to brighten up my dark days.
to lift me up when i'm down.
to just gif me some happiness when i need some.
love u guys alot man. =)

all the papers left are damn hard.
maths.amaths.history.chem
*pulls hair*
ARGH.. must work hard like mad.
i wanna past maths!!! farkin badly.
n chem too. hmm.

kk. stop here.
wanna study.

ahh.. is not the same.
feels so diff la to look at u but dun fel the same.
ahh.. i dunno wat i talkin bout.
hurr..

seriously. i agree wit audrey's post.
soo many ppl dun feel he "exam" mood.
just ook at today.. slack so much.
can still watch memoirs of a geisha. lols.

n soo many things happenin ard me too.
to all my comrades in 3E4:
dun succumb so fast.
to CHELTTON esp. cheer up!
we're alwaes here for u.. :)
me, jing, jaz, drey,kexuan.
everythings part n parcel of life.

i feel weird too.
but im tryin to cast everytin aside.
cos like the rest, i'll stand again.
i wont let myself fall too deep dis time round.
*CHEERS*

This is my blog,
My way, My mind, My say,
If you don't like it,
Get out go away,
Cause this is my site,
My crib, My likes,
If you don't like it,
Get out of my site,
A place where I can hang out,
A place where I can shout out,
All the feelings I keep inside.

ahh. so many things to say..

on sunday nite when to bbq at nite..

lols. fun la but tiring.

he ps me at nite but made up by msgin me bright an early in the morn.

HAPPY la can? =D

haha. went back home. den met nana again at her house.

study study study.

n walla. reach home ad 8++. lols.

slept den woke up den study.. ok lah.

aniwae.. im so glad i haf my gals NOW. lols.

if dey werent der, i wud haf died on sunday..

T.T

hahs. nevertheless.. im happy.

hurt i was. happy i am.

n dat paragraph on top der..

lols. love dat song..

=D

- to "THE SOURCE":

i wonder who u are.. BUT.

funny how u know wat goes on in my life.

but aniwae, thanx for makin him beleived wat was not true.

- to the both of u(if u want ur names here den tell me too) :

i'm SORRY!!

get dat.. k la. no mre mean things..

infact, like i promise, no more things but u here, in MY blog.

*peace*

yup. ok. soooo... k lah.

stop here.

byez..