ok. short updates.
-got my lenses!! ((:
-CUT MY HAIR!
omg lahh. so short. forget had parades so now very diff to tie up. idiot lahh. hahs

okok. saw sumtin den i freakin happy lahh. hahs.
but den short lived. ^^
haiz. ok lahh.

and and. memories came floodin back when i heard
"SAY GOODBYE" by ChrisBrown.
http://www.seeklyrics.com/lyrics/Chris-Brown/Say-Goodbye.html
check out the lyrics.

ok la. back to hmwk.
~toodles.

p.s: sorry if i misunderstood ur intentions!

((: *peacePeace*

i deleted wat i meant to post.
i figured out i have alot to do lahh nxt term n im prepared. i really need alot of support lah esp frm my parents. soo much went thru my head abt my family last semester. haiz. ok lah. of to do sum hmwk. studies!!! to die for. hahs. ((:/):

"A Million Miles Away"

Here we lay face to face once again
Silence cuts like a knife as we pretend.
and Im wondering who will be to first to say what we both know
We're just holding on to could have beens and we should be letting go.

[Chorus:]
It feels like your a million miles away
as your lying here with me tonight.
I cant even fine the words to say
I can find a way to make it right
and we both know that the stories ending,
we play the part but we're just pretending
and I cant hide the tears
cause even though your here,
it feels like your a million miles away.

Was it me, or was it you that broke away?
for what we were is like a season love is change
and every time I think about it,
it tears me up inside.
Like the rivers of emotion but
I got no more tears to cry.

[Chorus:]

We can try to talk it over
but we walked that road before,
while our song is playing its last note, we
both know for sure that its time to close that door.

ahh! im back!!
okok. firstly i cant beleive so many peeps tag.
lols. thx peeps!!
ok. past few days been roller coaster ride.
its gonna be a darn long post so u may skip lahh. ((:

alrite. lets start frm last wed.
hoho. 3e4'06 yet again orders food.
dis time CANADIAN PIZZA.
hees. yay. soo lovin it.
but dis time mdm ong went off ardy so didnt keep for her.
hahs. 3e4 '06 simply rock my day!!
den went watch movie!!
me.xuan.jas.jing.cheltton.edward.
hahs. nice time spen wit them!
~weee! edward so funny. hahs.
nice knowin him. lols.
alot of drama ahh actually before dat. heh.
so wanted to watch SHE'S THE MAN.
but ended up watchin BENCHWARMERS.
ok lahh. well spent on the movie.
i like it when we were choosin seats.
haha. jing go and spoil plan. lols.
so afta dat everybody went home.
i luv dem alot!!
so happy lo dat day.. ((:
catch another movie soon k!!
dis time wit jaz. =D

thursday remedial again.
but no food cos everyine was broke.
hahs. so went hom early but saw sumtin on the way back.
really sway day.
it was like the same thing i saw one yr ago.
i dunno wat 2 say but i really dun get it.
aniwae. at nite set off wit family to MALAYSIA!!
fun..

ok. the trip was cool lahh.
eye-opener. refreshin. coolin.
FUN. yes.
went to KL den CAMERON HIGHLANDS den MALACCA.
~weeee! funn!!
cameron highlands was COLD.
freezin like hell.
but on the whole nice lahh.
i like it! bought some stuffs for my gals!
((:

watch world cup der too!
okok. dis may be late but......
GERMANY!!!!! ahahas. nice game.
england was disappointin.
as good as no goals. =x
ytd match. Germany was good lahh.
BUT. can do better. no doubt.
Saudi's match was cool. nice one.

okok. i tink dats about it lahh.
chattin wit yuh ting again!!
hahs. n i miss my gals alot!!!!
its not fair lahh.
dey all malay dance meet.
remedial meet.
here n der meet.
not fair to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*screams!!!
dun blame me lahh if one day i prefer goin out wit wen jing kexuan jazreel dey all.

oklahh.. i tink is one damn long post.
sorry no pics.
stop here. ~toodles.

~im so missing you.

today! was FUNNN!
haha. tough correction camp wasnt cool!
but its ok!
i L-O-V-E 3E4'06 LOADS!!!
the coolest class ever.
afta physics had amths.
so did hmwk and den LUNCH.
everybody was like:
"aiyah. lazy want go lahh."
kenneth: "ORDER LAHH!"
okok! so we ordered!!
8 MCSPICY MEALS.
cos jing came afta dat.
soo. wait outside school gate n was like rioting for FOOD outside school gate.
total 52.60.
hahaahhas. :p
denden. ate at canteen.
everyone look at us one kind. hahs.
den pack for mdm ong fries.
~lalalas. we are nice ppl lahh.
den write note:
"TO MDM ONG: WITH LOVE FROM 3E4'06 AMATHS SA1 FAILURES."
hahahs. she read n she was like laughin.
~awww. she loves us.
hahahs. den continue.
shes nice n good teacher man!
make me feel motivated. hahahs.
den den. m n xuan waited for dear cheltton to play bball den went home!
fun rite? we're one damn cool class i tell u!
i dun wanna retain sehh! hahas.

sad part.
wai i felt today cannot be compared to how i felt like 1 or 2 mnths ago. u were nice but i knew dis time round im just not dat special one in ur heart. but thanx aniwae for the company n i appreciate it loads! thanx for dat last part of the day. as much as i wish we cud be but its just nvr gonna happen. thanx alot for today. (:

ok lahh. feel so motivated to pass maths!
~lalalas.
3E4 '06 ROX!!!!!!!
(((: *loves.

~HereWithoutYou.
-nice song sang by PAUL!
hahs.

but it brings back memories.
if only i could sing this song back to u.
but its too late.
rite?

okok. im bored.
im bein ps by my family again.
*hurr. so bored.
so afta bloggin i want sleep.
be a pig for one whole day.
nyaha.

aniwae. i tink the world is unfair.
iz gets to watch movie wit................
ahh. lets just say sumone she loved. alot.
but cannot get. SO COOL.
n as a birthday treat summore.
hiaz. *jealous.
if only mine can..................
hahas. wat a joke.

band. had parade.
afa such a nong nong time.
i miss it. not it as in the parade.
but but.... ahh.. nvm.
it just hit me dat the parade is gonna be one hell of a big thang.
to think marching w/o......
lets just say sumtin. i miss last year.
ALOT.

but i miss last LAST year more.

stop here. i miss my frens.
get back to piano den sleep.
~toodless!

1st things 1st.
i just wanna say:
IM BLESSED IN MANY WAYS.
yes. let me type a looong essay bout happen ytd n today.
as u know. i pon oral camp for half day.
nyaha. cos im clever.
hahs. turn up at CDANS only for the movie. little did i know my class was gonna rock the hall!
~yeah!!! 3e4'06 simply SIMPLY ROX my freakin SWISS SOCKS!.
hahahas. ytd was just great lahh.
wit jarad providin LOACKER biscuits. n lame kias of my class. n jasmine n kexuan by my side. hahs. wat better ways to watch a movie! (((: okok. BRIDE N PREJUDICE is a nice show. intersting lahh. but too short for bollywood movie. hahas. den my class performed. BOWEN!!! SO KE AI!! lols. den so on n so forth. n so does the group. HANYANG!! u made our class proud too! such a gd MC. hahahs. den finale. DVP, N ZHIYANG!! hahaha. so LAME. n dave was also enthu bout performin again but no time. *argh!! our class cud haf won!! but nvm. we did try our best. hahas.
me n jazreel were like cheerin our lungs out for this peeps lahh. n to KEXUAN!! sorry!! i wont disturb u anymore! ((: u CrappyLady. hahs. ((: so so. nevertheless. we got second. FROM LAST TO SECOND!!! *threeCHEERS! ~so happy!! (((:

'threeEfour 'ZeroSix.'
'GOA'
*hearts. (((:

went home. went online.
and talk to WEN JING. yay!
thank god he's der.
i cud haf died.

today BAND. ahhas.
okok. SWISS WINDS must add oil!!
i dun want see the band die! =x
MChew is nice. ((: nyaha.
my impression bout him totally change today.
Lesson learnt:
"hes not blind. must just go all the way n dun gif up. keep the fire burnin n one day u'll be recognized."
hees. *happy!
~iwannakeepitup.
=D

aniwae. my piano need tuning.
cant get my songs rite.
*argghhhh!!
my nice nice songs spoilt cos of the un-tuned piano.
hurr. miss the old sound.
my skills rusty ardy.
wanna practice n go mad wit music!
nyaha. n chi. songs are nice to play on the piano.
~coool. hahs.
i wanna take up piano again too.
BUT. so busy!!
wanna go nxt grade!!! hahs.
(: -let the passion stay.

OKOK. think dis is a darn loong post.
so stop here.

-im just missin u again sumhow.
; let the past be it.

alrite.
decided not to go to the oral camp.
considering todays stuffs so boring.
bsides the food ders notin else to look forward too.
total waste of time.
n also takin into considerin the events of ytd itself n the nite.

some asshole-muthafucka-cowardice-idiot-SOB suddenly msg me.
n was bein an idiot playin cat n mouse wit me.
i'm so @#$%%^**^%$##!!!!
im just sooo angry lahh.
some anonymous guy suddenly msg u u not angry meh.
den still dare say i was scared n childish.
i'm like WTH!!!
can i refer dis to police??
cos i really dun like ppl goin ard like dat n intimidating me.
and and. to make it worse.
it was at nite.
my whole foamily ardy slept n der was i trembling n pleading dat cowardice jackass to tell me the real deal.
WAT THE FUCK!
go n die lahh u KNN-CHIBYE!

n cos of dat i cried myself to sleep.
argh. after soo long.
n when ur like dat u just cant help feelin helpless n become more sad.
haiz. i'm so pathetic.
i'm just so angry at dat idiot!
n when i woke up.
didnt feel like goin skul at all.
soo yaa. here i am.
im just gonna watch movie the whole day n
slack slack slack!
whoever dat *toot* son-of-a-bitch is better own up ahh.

-i just cant help feelin helpless.
where were u dis time durin my lonely nites.