Hi..
Tmr's the new year... Yeah, as one wud say, here goes another year... I've decided not to haf any more resolutions for next year... I admit dat i wud not be committed.. Lol... Phew.. One year seems so fast... Felt like everythin happened just ytd... Hehe.. Here's some of the many memorable things dat happen to me dis year...

- 1st day at swiss

- meeting iz for the 1st time

- making it into SWISS WINDS!!! =)

- liking the 1st guy in swiss[F*****] hehe...

- the fight wit fizzah

- gettin close wit Zin, Liyana n Fathin

- going steady wit him[Z*****] LOL!!!

- gettin A1 for HMT... Whee...

- gettin F9 for maths... Hehe..

- my 1st blog was born...

- likin HIM

- the small or big crushes i had along the way...

- those very nice n horrid recess times..

- the many performances wit Swiss Winds....

[Swiss Serenade 2004]

[Fiesta In the Gardens]

[NCC Dining-In]

[BB Sharity Gift Box]

-Band Dinner `04

- the most memorable yet, being the guest band for YTWinds n Sembwinds.. Whee...

Yar, n the list goes on n on n on n on.... Yeah, but the greatest thing dis year wud be how bein the band has change my life... It really has... It has been a year which i can say dat i've been really lucky... Yeah, i've realised dat... But i've regreted alot of things which i haf done dis year but i'm glad God has been kind enuf to gif me extra chances n i count myself lucky enuf... I think dat's it...

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!
Toodles...

Haiz... Had an average day, worsen by soOoOoOo many peeps... Haix... Seriously, i dunno wat's up wit guys now days... Either too sensitive, over protective, over confident, stO0OoOopid or i dunno lah... Feel so fucked up... I wanna forget bout dem cos it just brings tears to my eyes everytime i tink bout dem... StoOoOoOpid... Skool's reopenin, wanna concentrate on my studies... I dunno... Seriously... I feel so stupid n stressed up now but dey just dun get wat i mean... I dun want to tink bout it, but somehow, i just do... Duno, wat to write... For the millionth time: Life officially sux....

Helow...
Whee... The band concert was a total fun... Was really cooooool... Went to school, bored the bus den talk wit dama, saiful, haikal... Den when wanted to alight, zhi hao like talk to me... I was like oh my gosh... U remembered dis place...! Our 1st SYF together... Hehe... He very cute one but jacob more cute... Hehe... So heard Yishun Town n Sembwinds played... Darn gd, was searchin for dat gal, n yar, tink i got a shot of her face... So kuai2 wan... So decent lookin... Hehe... But duno, suddenly felt so excited to start wit everitin... Recorded S'pore Rhap. n Alpha, great! But the s'pore rhap. my parts, kanasai sia... Paisey2... Haha... But yar lar, was so excited but got lost while searchin for the other half of the band... Haha... Den durin the real thing, we played so well...! Soloists didn't screw up, we were GREAT! I tink i twas the best i've ever played wit Swiss Winds so far... Yeah, proud of ma band!!! Hehe, k, so den in the bus watch football on tv mobile... So crazy, gals n guys kept cheering for s'pore... Haha, it was fun... I'll never forget those moments esp. when wanted to goal.... It's like the brasses was like darn united to just talk or shout wit each other... Den go home, it was darn dark... Hehe, but den went back wit azimah... She not bad leh, like wat i heard... but somehow afta talkin to her, made me think bout loads of things in life... Haha, weird rite??? Azimah, u beta dun tell ppl hor bout wat we talk...! Hehe... Alrighty den, i tink dat's it...
Byezz...

SWISS WINDS `04 ROX!!!!

Hi...
Ytd, was so tired... Went to orchard to find a new hp n guess wat???? All the hps dat i wanted was OUT OF STOCK!!!! How great??? Went like the whole of the eastern part of s'pore just to find it... Sheesh... Nvm, today had band... The sound totally sux today... Serious.. Niwae, can't wait 4 tmr's performance cos of sometin... Hehe... Meetin dat gal... Haha... Yep, avoided him but at last he was like the one doin things 1st.... Haha... Wat the... Haix... Niwae duno wat to write... Anybody got 7260 want to sell to me??? I really want dat fon... Haha... All 4 now...
Adios...

Helo...
Haiz, so darn tired... Went to malaysia... Early in the morning my dad was screamin for me to wake up... Haiz, at first dun want to follow but end up good...! Hehe, went der, lucky no jam... Went to my cousin's house got wedding... Haiz, go so far den not even one of my cousin i recognize... Haha... But nvm, didn't really mine... Den my family bored, we borrow our cousin's car and den go shoppin at Angsana... Haha, great idea rite? It was fun but darn tiring... Cos i was wearing heels n the place was darn big... But nvm, all the members of my family got to buy sometin... I bot a jacket which i longed for... Hehe... So fun... Den return car den went back to s'pore... Also no jam... So we literally breeze thru the checkpoint... Hehe... Darn tired... Niwaes, really appreciated dat trip cos got to put my mind of him for awhile... I smiled for the 1st time afta dat incident... Yeah, i've thought bout it... No use waitin for him cos notin's gonna happen... Unless miracles do happen... Haix... I've choosen to move on, be frens like wat he says... Haix, but it's hard dat's for sure... How do i do it, i also dunno... But if i finally do, dat's a miracle... Haix... He tinks so easy to do it.... Kanasai sia... Stupid, fucktarded asshole... oOoOps... Stop it.... Dun curse him, he's not in the wrong... [i tink..] Kk, i'll stop here...
Byezz....

Helo...
Back frm chalet... It was disastrous... So boring sia... I noe i'm suppose to haf fun but... Haiz, forget bout it lar huh? Newaes.... Had a really hard nite... Somtins happen... Truly, teribly sad... :( Yup.... Haix... My fault, his fault? I also duno.... But seriously, haven't recovered frm it until now... Damn the fact dat he knows my feelings towards him... Darn it.... Had a terrible day, followed by a terrible nite... Haiz... Duno haw to face the fact.... Very2 sad... Infact every aspect of dis blog is like dedicated to him.... Haiz, gonna miss him.... I duno wat are his principles... So different frm others... My diary, is like worst.... If onli he can read it... Dat'll be so damn good... But everytin's too late... How am i suppose to be frens, yup, he prefers us to be frens, wit him when i my feelings for him are der but i noe dat nothins gona happen... Feel so down, can't even smile...

HATE THE FACT DAT HE NOES EVERY DARN THING!

I'll stop here....
Byez..

Helo..
Dis will be short... In the mornin, me n fathin went jogging... Hehe, healthy living... But i onli ran like 3 rounds n fathin ran like 5 rounds... Haiz... My stamina rabak sia... Haha... Kk, again had a great nite... He msged me... Whee... But was stupendously guilty afta dat cos of somethin... wat the... Haiz... Niwae goin out later n i might not be updatin cos i'll be at pasir ris chalet... Costa sands der... So do miss me k..?? Hehe... K lah, miss him so darn much! Haha... Nvm... Dat's all...
Byezz....

Hi..
Argh... Dis blardy keyboard a lil bit spoil so i'm unable to update usin all those xclamation marks... May seem boring.. Sorry... Had band just now.... It just rox.... Esp. ALPHA.... Can't beleive we've finish everythin.... But my parts in the S'pore Rhap. was still not gd probably cos i was not usin my own eupho... My senior's inst., was sent for repair so my whole section literally had to downgrade our ins. for the time bein... Haiz... But nvm... Havin a performance on wed... Sembawang n Yishun Town's combine concert.... We're the guest band... Yay... Goin back late... Haha... Hope history repeats itself... Hehe... Niwae, saw him, was like darn scared at first, but den cooled down n yes, finally smile to him... Haha, my heart like wanna come out like dat... So excited plus scared plus happy... Hehe... Niwaes, band was fun.... Can't wait for the next prac... Den durin fall in more fun lah... James shout so loud until i almost go deaf... Next time fall in need to use earplugs.... Hehe.... K, so i tink dat's it...
Bye.....

Helo ppl...
So bored... Niwae, just finish talkin wit iz for 2hrs++... Heheh... Long huh?? The funny thing is dat i dun rmb a single thing we talk abt... Haha.... [Short term memory...] not my fault... Btw, sorry huh renee if i haven't been returning ur calls... Hehe... Yep, i had a really bad mornin but a great nite ytd! Yes, ytd, he msged me!! Whee.... So happy... But not for long ah.... But at least the joy lasted in me till now... Yay!!! So happy... N, yup tmr haf band... Swiss Winds `04 rocks!!!! We all do!!! Haha... Miss band soooo freakin much... Bout dis mornin, i'm still freakin pissed... But wat to do... Onli iz noe bout it... Haiz... Fucktarded bitches tryin to spoil me... Y is it dat so many ppl hate ppl like us??? Wat wrong did we do.... Haiz... Forget it lar... K, i'll end off here...
Byez....

Argh!!! Fuck u ar!!! NO! Fuck the both of u..! NO! Fuck all those who knew bout it but didn't wanna tell me!!! Fuck ur ass off!!! Damn it... Sheesh... Yes, i had a bad mornin... Found out somethin bout some peeps... Hey! Hint to u... Dun act good if u neva liked me before....!!! Go to hell!!!! I dun need attention frm u!! Tink dey all are dis cool peeps who everyone likes!!! Fuck, fuck, fuck!!!! I've never like u before, n i'm never gonna.... Haix! Once i've got a bad impression on u, i'll alwaes rmb it... Fine... If dis is the way u wanna it, let the game begins...! So much for callin ourselfs frens!!!! Fuck lar!!! Now dat i noe everythin, i'm not gonna regret it... Liein straight to my face... Tk cukup kwn per!!! N pls ah, dun be so bossy if u noe things dat i dun... Dun! I hate dat tone of voice!!! I'll stop here... Sorry for the so many fucks... Too angry... Update later...

Hello...
Well, today... Had loads of fun goin out wit iz to Causeway Point... N later Fizzah... Haha... Met iz to go shoppin for fizzah's b'dae present... Find2 den eat a t McD., den met her... Haha... Gave her a present... N she was really happy cos the guy dat she admires msged her on her b'dae... Haha... How sweet n how lucky rite... But my experience was beta... Hehe... Niwae, den shop for my school bks... Whoa! A lot of books was out of stock... Haiz.... My HMT books was one of dem... Glad the sec 2 bks so much thinner den the sec 1 bks... So den afta dat, dey all go to my house n we wrap bks n just talk n talk bout who we like for dis one whole year... Me? I onli like a pathetic no. of 4 boys... Hahaha.... Looks like i seriously go for long term relationships.... Hehez... [Hint to the guys...!] Haha... Den afta dat, we all went down to Causway Point again ate at KFC den i met my mum to go shoppin den parted of wit iz and fizzah... A day not really wasted... Den at nite talk to iz on the fon... Haha, the fact dat i really hated her at the beginning of the year was darn funny!!! Hehe... Anyhoos, dat's wat i had for the day... Off to doin my homework... Hardworkin rite??? Haha... K, ah...
Byezz....

Hi...
Recovered frm my super bad temper wit my family... Haha, planned to go orchard but ended up goin out to eat Pizzah Hut wit my family... Haiz, wish i was at orchard cos dat place holds so much beautiful memory esp. Wisma Atria... Haiz... :( Shan't elaborate.... K,k... So went to Causeway Point and ate.... *yum yum* Although i didn't get to eat my fav. chicken wings alot but newaes, it was nice... Ate till cudn't fill my stomach.. Haha, so much for i wanna eat everythin... Hehe... So u wanna noe wat???? I'm gettin a fon...! Whee... My parents gettin me a much xpensive hp... Yay!!! I can forget bout 6610i... Hehe... But dats the least i wanna get... Plannin to buy 7610... Hehe... *evil grins* As long as i get a new hp wit camera, i'm HAPPY!! Oh, well... Maybe not... Der's another thing dat can make me more happy... Can't tell... Haiz, i shall stop here... To tired...

Too obsessed.... ;)

Bye...

Helo...
Y must i get sick at such a wrong time... Uh huh... I noe i'm beta but y did i get sick durin band camp???!!!!! Y,y??? I mean i've been readin all the band members blogs n dey seem to had a lot of fun! Gosh... I want to be there!!!! All in all, a lot of peeps got sick n if i had went der it was gonna be ok... Not dat bad! See lah... Regrettin my life again... N i miss band a lot!!!!!! I miss my instruments, my frens, seniors n not forgettin him! Argh! Sh*t! The next band prac's gonna be like on wed.! Wat am i suppose to do??? Rot at home again??? I want to go band!!! K, let's drop the topic... I want a new phone... Yep, since my fon's contract finishin soon so i want a new contract n a new fon! N my parents ain't gettin me one unless i use my own money! Like god, i'm alomost broke! wtf... Life seems so sucky now... Ain't gettin much... Y must it change? Y? Y? Argh!!! If only ppl noe how i feel... Argh!!! Dats it for today...
Bye...

p.s: I WANNA GO BAND!!!!!!!!

[[updated later]]
K, change my blog layout... I noe it's all mushy n stuff, but just bear wit it lar... I was sick of my old layout n wanted to change n dis was the 1st nice layout i found n so i just took it... The music n the wordings around s*cks, but the pics. look great... I'm not havin dis layout for long... Changin when i have the mood which i tink's gonna be like afta wed... Those who noe y, just shut up aite? So bored... Wanna go skool, wanna go out, wanna haf fun... Haiz... Life sux now... Officially sux...

Hello ppl of the earth!!!
Hahakz... I'M BACK!!!! My bloody mouse prevented me frm doin anytin on my comp. so dat's y i didn't update.... Haha... Alot to write... I'll write frm as far as i can rmb... Wat was it??? Oh yar! Band dinner... Yepz, it was a cool event... But the food sucks! Hehe... Niwae2 the table game was lame, but the events was fun... The Swiss Five performed... Wat a lame name but niwaes, dey didn't sound dat bad... Consisted of Luqman, Sathiya, Shafiq, Feroz n Suffian... Luqman n Sathiya sang... Hehe... They performed a couple of songs which was urm.... pleasant to the ears??? Hehe, tink so.... N it was like i wore black n amirul also wore black so we were like the couple for the day... Haha! How sweet?!Den lemme see.... Oh yar, after dat i felt sick for almost 1 week... How great??! Just when der was band pracs., performances n not forgettin BAND CAMP! Great...! So i'm stck at my house unable to go for band camp... N i'm bored... Haha, but niwae, life's change n i'm lovin it! Thanks to all those ppl whowas der to cheer me up when i was sick... U noe who u are lar k... K, so goin out later... Wit iz n miza... My mum's b'dae comin up... Same day as Fizza... God! I dunno wat to write... It seemed like i had a lot on my mind just now... Oh well, den i shall stop here.... Pics for the Hari Raya n Band Dinner will be out soon!!!
Bye!!!