hahahaha.
i dunno wat to feel.
(:

today went someplace
veryVERY far. ((:
but TIRED.
LOL.
i REFUSE to say so much!
hahaha.
btwn ermmmm....
onli sum ppl ahh. xD

he's NICE!
xD

AHH..
nuts ahh. (:
morning was funny too.
3 GUYS WAITIN. . . . .
LOL. (:

abt youyouYOU.
i dun wanna know. dun wanna care. haha. exam period dun even wanna care. say wat u want to say i just dun wanna tink! ok. but actuali, quite dissapointed wit ur behaviour. but. its ok!

to YOU.
thnx for standing by me! xD
really really. hahas.

exam was okie.
sect1 was super nice.
real life experience! hahaha.
writing writing only stuck when at the endin.
lol. okok.

stop here.
bye! (((:

today was so eventful.y
hahahs.
went to sch again wit him! (:
ehh. the day i stop startin my ntry wit the above sentence means i go nuts ardy.
hahaha.
sch was ok.
i really dread maths lessons.
dunno why.
i want more science. LOL.
ok ahh. den sumtin tragic happen. ):
BUT. saw sumtin.
VERY HAPPY AGAIN.
xD

today was supposed to be GREAT.
went to sch again wit him! (:
yaa. damn early sia. lols.
but doesnt matter.
very very noisy morning indeed.
hahs.

HANYANG.
though u disturb me time n again.
today. ur the best! (:
hahas. thnx!!

so went home.
ahh. i miss my gals.
been neglecting them.
): sorry. loads to story ok?
hahs. otw home.
a few things happen.
upset at 1st but now.......
HAPPY. hahas.
VERY HAPPY. ((:
thnx ahh! (:

ok. off to screw the damn
chem n physics to my brain!
~adios. amigos.

sumhow.
i'll tink i'll love tmr more.
(:

VOTE FOR
HADY!!
(:

ok. im contented. (:
haha. went sch wit him.
ahhhhhh.
n the whole class knows.
damn. haha. (:

ah, cannot write much cos later dey come my blog.
hahas.

today. was nice also.
talk to *******!
afta so long............. (:
yeah. so despite all the class makin noise.
today was NICE.
hahaha.

ahaha.
ok today was okie lahh.
today just rock! ((:
hahaha.
lessons was okie lahh.
and den afta sch ya...
went out to get han yang present wit him.
ok. identity is discreet cos secret lahh..
hahs. and den. only god knows how sway we were today.
we met so many ppl we didnt want to.
n everybodys makin so much noise.
hahahaha.

niwae.
the presence of u today didnt bring down any of us ok?
so dun try!!! =x
cos u alwaes fail when u do.
=x heh.
tmr! a new day awaits.
DIFFERENTLY.
nyaha. gtg.
bye!

i really dun want to post today.
BUT. i just got to get dis off my chest.
when.WHEN? will ppl just let me haf my happiness.
i dunno why seein sumtin today hit me so hard.
but i really dun want to care but i just did.
its like ur purposely tryin to steal him frm me.
ok.LITERALLY.
bleahh! i feel so sad. ):
last time also u did the same.
not now. PLS.
cos i really really **k* him.
)): stop it gal.
i just dun wanna be angry cos ur my fren.
haiz..................

BUT. heh.
he just talked to me.
(((((((:

i'm pissed off!
arghhhh! u fuckin bastard. dun come into my life to spoil it! damnDAMNDAMNIT! bloody son of bitch. cowardice fucker. god. i dun need u lahh! so stop intefering my life. gosh!! i need to tell somebody bout dis! ahhhhhh! but i dunno who! u suck lahh! u suck in lovin ppl n makin ppl feel good! damn it. argh!

ok lahh.
nvr go back to ur EX-es unless dey realli mean it when they say they've chnge!
bleahhH! ):
make me so upset.
n geog sucks ok!
NVR NVR in ur entire life take up geog!
wat are all those bearings n gradient n wateva shit nots for??!
GEOGRAPHY SUCKS!
shud haf taken accounts or lit man so i cud avoid dis sub!
bleahhh.!
HISTORY ROCKS. u onli memorise n listen.
geog DOES NOT ROCK!
the subject dun nor the teacher.
ok. i got notin against the teacher but onli the sub.!!!!
ahh. fuckin thing.
i dun know nuts man!
i wanna past combine humans but HOW????
geog just suck ahh!
i want more history lessons!!!!
MOREMORE.
less of maths. n geog.
its drivin me nuts.
i need help in chem n phy too!
wat the shit is heat capacity man.!
dang. the MOLE-Y concept!
wateva is dat too??
ahhhh! so stress!

ok. so darn bored.
gotta study maths.
ahh. like no time to study other sub.
): boo~!

aniwae. ahh.
der's a monster in my life!
argh! its abt the EX lahh.
eh. i dun want u cann?
stop ur bullshit lahh.
im over u!!
n u have no right to scold me if i havent forget abt my past.
so pissed dat i've to like publish it here.
ah. heck. its MY blog.
dun act like ur one romeo dat can leave ur shit everywhere.
argh. DAMN it.

but. hahahaha.
YOU made it better though!
why must i do my IC on tues!
if not........ haha. (:
friday ok?
-ok. set! ((:

im lovin every bit of my life cos ive take everytin in my stride n look at the greener side of life. of course the pass is stil clinging on strongly to me still. its hard. but der 1001 and things to do before i tink obut dis again. yes. there are challenges. but if this challenges dun break, dey just make u stronger.
(:

"u dun haf to be cool,
to melt my world."

school has been oh-so-bad.
gahh. i studied so hard for physics,
but i tink i screwed up.
so damn fuck up wit myself! ):

life is ironical.
really. soo many ironies.
hmm.. puzzling.
MrKamal's talk on race n religioun elevated my thoughts to a new level.
~woah! race n religion is only a word dat divide the human race.
to the extent dat ppl look down on each other.
hmm.. wat he said was true.
ahh. better not say everytin.
its such a sensitive issue. (:
i love his lessons. hahas.

sch has been a cool also.
haha. *irony.
i dunno whether i shud put in hopes.
cos it seems so near but yet so far.
hmm. nvm.
tinkin of you you YOU.
makes me happy n light.
it makes me forget the fugly past.
i like the feeling but sumhow................
(:

hanyang. stop ur nonsense.
or u only get a BIONICLE.
hahahaha. =p

but on top of EVERYTIN.
i wanna pass!!!! ahh.
study like mad liao dis few days.
cant afford to slack. though now i am.
hahaha. okok.
stop here ahhh.
BYE! (:

"this cud be the start of something new.

it feels so right to be here with you.

and now looking in ur eyes,

i feel in my heart the start of sumtin new."

wat i felt today was unexpected.
hahahaa.
ok. performance was tirin!
"who wat huh!"
damn fun ahh..
reminds me of sec2 camp. lols.
aniwae. didnt bring my phone so cudnt wait to go back band room.

so reach band rm, quickly switch on,
den.. haha!. ((:
all smiles can?
((: haha.. dun get horny while watchin ok?
hahaha. HAPPY LAHH!!!!
~wheeee! (:
ok. stop here.
bye! (:

"the comeback of the EX."

i'm over the moon!~
haha. (:
cos. ya. u got the hint eh?
n ya.. though it was late.
thnx for the wish. haha.
i like! but dats not the no.1 reason.

hahaha. secret lahh.
((:
mrDUCKY. rox! (:
ahhhhh.
"knape awak cute?"
~bleah... (((:

ok. i miss ma GALS.
a shoutout to IZ esp!!
haha.. ko mcm kwn distant aku plak!
hahaha. MISS YOU!

eh. stop here.
got a feelin my V3i's gonna be taken away today.
n i'll be back to sch wit the sucky 3100.
band was fun too!
"PARADE OF THE CHICKENS."
ahahaha. our dear SC is funny.
LOLS.

shud i stay or shud i go?

hoho. so many things to say!!
ok. wait. BDAE WAS A BLAST!
((: thnx for the wishes.

farihin.shikin.WANI.
guonian.iskandar.yuhting.
azimah.shafiq.nafisah.firqin.renee.fizzah.
zin.iz.yana.rudy
-thnx for the wishes!

audrey.yeihern.JARAD.lanlan.nic.cheltton
-thnx for the jersey!

WENJING.JAZREEL.
KEXUAN.JASMINE.XINYI
LIYANA.EDWARD.BENGHOW.
-thnx for the splendid day today!
BBALL ROX! ((:
luv u guys so so so much.

MARCUS.
-thnx for the present n all lahh.
(=

my FAMILY.
V3i ahh i got! haha. (:
happy! ~lalalas.
NICE day spent wit all of ya.

ok.. but on top of all.
im just sad over ONE thing.
dat one person i wait n wait n wait to msg didnt.
): blardy sad ahh.
haiz. i wanna forget lahh. realli.
at the end of the day all i get is disappointment.
gahh. wateva lah. )):
was it just so difficult to do it?
i cannot get angry. i musnt.
im just sad. cant beleive after so long,
u did forget about my bdae.

"kenape awak CUTE?"

ahh. im feelin like a 3 yr old kid gettin candy.
((: han yang suck lahh.
i DO NOT like a rich ********** boy.
omg. haha. i really dunno wat im feelin.

cant wait for tmr.
hahha. MY BDAE! ((:
yay! hahahs.
hope its not the worst bdae lahh.
haha. got reasons. (:

my hp was SOLD.
no final gdbye to memories.
i know dis was comin.
dat ONE single msg dat told me how u feel.
dat NITE.
dat very DAY.
i lost dat msg. GONE.

"sori i msg. tapi i takut shafiq dngr. actuali i ader suke u sikit."

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i want dat msg back. just dat msg!
PLS. ):

i should be happy. =s

~whoo!
wat a real hectic wk.
tgiS. haha. *thank god its SUNDAY*
yayness. awaken by Marcus's msg.
ahaha. idiot. (:

TOKYO KOSEI WKSHP.
~wheee!
yesyes. although i went alone,
it was worth it. yeah. (=
effort going der was really worth it.
BUT. money no lahh.
kinda simple but really useful.
MR MIURA. whoa! *impress*
his vibrato damn solid ahh! ((:
and i cant even do one.. whoa.....
they really pro lahh.
can even form a band wit eupho only.
like how cool?? haha..
they sold dis karaoke bk dat can play alot of eupho solo,
really wanted to buy it but so ex.
n didnt tink it was worth it since i dun haf the luxury of bringin my inst back home.
): so sadded.
ANIWAE. it was COOL!
hell yeah. (:

thought me dat i still got a lot to learn frm.
seriuosly. so many more better euphoniumist.
so many more ways to improve.
and im glad i went der. ((:
tnx to MChew for makin me feel guilty so dat i went der.
ahh. i wanna watch the TOKYO KOSEI band an stage.
one day. my god! trully a great eye opener.
learnt to be independant too since i went der alone.
no fren! haha. =x

aniwae. when i went der der was dis ACJC guy.
so cute! haha. he help me all the way up.
hoho. he ask me alot of things n im astounded by his enthusiasm to just no more even if it was frm a sec3 gal.
he ask me whether i know feroz n luqman.
apparantly, e also know dat MChew like to play jazz.
i dunno how hte hell he knows.
haha. but! ya. thnx ACJC guy! so cute!
if only got more kind soul! (:
and ACS(I) is HUGE!
like really darn BIG!
not mentioning, its a cool campus!
the toilets haf automatic sink lahh! haha.

ok. gotta go do MATHS!