hey all!
prelim results are out.
hahs. hooray for SS!! ((:
and also english! so unexpected.
but im so scared if i fail e.geog. ):
anyway. one thing i learnt frm this is dat i should have started revision long long ago. its kinda too late now. if only my maths was better, could have gone to JC for 3 months.
but its not too late. really gotta buck up.
made my decision to drop chem.
hahs. after so very long.
should have done it like long ago.

ok moving on.
hahs. call me childish, but i love HSM2.
hahahahs. just fund it so nice.
(: like fairytale like that.
......
the lyrics are like so amazing.
learning to play EVERYDAY on the piano.
yayness! (:

hmm...
been wondering wat i'll do for the hols.
1st things 1st:
SHANGHAI TRIP!!!! =D
cant wait.
wit mr.kamal and andrea and the other gals.
soooo fun!
hope it snows! (((:
and i got loads of other stuff to do.
and plan to go for work.
feel so wrong to plan now.....
cos o's not even over. =.=

also also..
feel so happy for ppl who found new partners.
hahs. i've always like the feeling sharing the joy wit someone.
to those who broke up,
esp fizzah. though i dunno ur story,
i really do feel for u aite. =\

finally.
I MISS BAND! ))):
hais.. kinda feel sad cos im losing the touch.
wherever instituition i go nxt yr, i ardy promise myself not to take up band.
i dunno why but if feel that i've never been entirely happy.
but still,
i miss SWISS WINDS.
-band of the swiss cottage secondary school and command band of the national cadet corp.
hahhahas. feel so nice to repeat that phrase.
(:

ok luhh. notin much to say.
gd night.
and i'll be updating after o's.
thanx for ur omments peeps.

have the sudden urge to blog cos im bored.
kinda lonely now. just wanna say some things.
been a long time since i did so.

hmm.. ever since im wit hanyang, many ppl think dat as if im controlling his life. but i wonder how many ppl really think wat i feel. i know its not wrong to have assumptions but come on.. in class i dun really have gd frens and i agree that it was to a large extent my fault cos i was the one who distant myself frm u guys ever since dis yr. and i do miss some of them.. jazreel, wenjing, cheltton. will nvr forget u guys buying me the germany jersey last yr. (: but after certain things happen things change and we cant help it. hanyang has always been der for me lahh and i thank him for dat. i rarely have dis kind of company. furthurmore, the other mly peeps are in another class, our timetables clash so its not like i dun have frens its just dat we dun have the same free time. and thus, i depend on hanyang. ok. so just spare a thought for me ya?

however, out of the whole thing. im just so so so so SO damn thankful that zin, izzati and liyana has nvr been affected by dis. and dats why i love them. (: the others mighttink dat im neglecting my frens and i do realise dat but the fact that u guys till stand by me, i feel so blessed. (: u guys are really true frens. (:

the point of expressing this is not to gain sympathy its just dat i feel a lil confused. thus, frm now on, i'll try to spend lesser time wit hanyang and more time wit my frens cos i dun wanna lose them. i dun want ppl to think dat i cannot live w/o a boyfriend. cos dats no true. i think i cherish so many ppl i love so much dat i tend to oversee lil things dat matter most to them. sometimes i feel so guilty because i have directly or indircetly broken some close relatioships dis past few months.

its been a long time since i write this kind of things but i just have been thinking. its time to change my priorities which should haf been done long ago. sorry to all of u who have been affected.

anyway. tmr my b'dae! ((((:
so wanna take dis opprtunity to really thank ppl i love love so much! ppl who really make my life worth living.
IZZATI (my most best companion!)
ZIN
LIYANA
-thnx for standing by me and understanding me.
MY FAMILY.
HANYANG.
-u know me best. (: