-i will not fall the way u did.

aitez. i'm back. had band. gosh. starting to think bout him ar. f*ck. hate it man. cant beleive its ardy one year. 1st time sia. haha. niwae, tink bout it, ytd my cousin ask me whether i still like him and i said duh. n here's wat she say:"wow! so long. nvr mind wait a lil longer and he'll come to u. i've seen it happenin a lot of times dis yr." i was thinkin bout it den i was like argh. as if. he'll do dat. aites. tmr haf band. measn jln raye cancel. damn. argh. pity azimah ar. n found out we both dun really like somebody. haha. okie. dunno wat else to write. stop here. ~byez.

helo. well. deleted wat i just wrote and now a new. i shall write really long cos been a long time since i'm here and i'm bored. hah. ok. so on thurs and fri, went to jln raye. heh. interesting ba. reali very fun. got bout nearly $40. whee.. haha. went back late both of nites. was dead beat. on sat had band. okie. things are really bad lar. dun wanna complain or say anythin here. but to my juniors, work hard eh. SYF aint easy and start workin ur butts off and dun PON!!! it's a crime! argh. hah. on sunday, had open house. hell. fringgin tired lar. had fun though. mum cook alot. n i mean ALOT. hahs. today, didnt go maths. had headache lar. so didnt go. stayed home and rotted. =x ahakz. started maths hmwk. yes. i did. hah. tmr haf band. niwae, band dinner comin up. god. no mood to go sia. confirm not fun. haiz. but i paid ardy lar. so cant do anythin. hope it'll be as nice as last yr. but obviously different. at least last yr we still talked. now no more. haiz. k. nvm. urm. on wed go jln. heh. hope we'll be fun. thurs and fri go again! yeah. $_$ ahakz. k ar. i shall stop here. byezz.~

-my heart cant possibly break when it wasnt even whole to start with.

whhosh. i'm back. went out just now. go lepak. wahas. fun eh. tmr mayb go out jln raye. yayness. hehe. k. not much to blog abt. listening to because of u. argh. wat nice song. simply describes how i feel now. heh. aitez. goin off. ~byezz!

; cos i nvr had nobody do me like u.

ello.. whees. listening to like u. nice man. hah. just came back frm remedial. ok lar. mykk teach so fast ar. cannot catch up. nvm lar. dunno wat to blog abt. ah yar. band christmas songs all so nice but it reminds me of sumtin so sad lar. haish. dun wanna think. but alwaes come back. nvm. aitez. i'll re-blog later. tired lar. hah. wanna makan. btw, hows the song. dun ask me wat or where dis song come frm. hahs. ~adios!


i aint nvr had nobody show me
all the special things dat u show
me in a special way,
and dats how i feel babe
we gona alwaes be togeder,
baby dats wat u tell me and i beleive it,
cos i neva had nodody do me like u.

-we had joy. we had fun. we had seasons in the sun.

hello. looong time didnt update. bz lah. niwae, made a decision ytd. hope its gd lar. today didnt do much. went out in the aftann. woah. his hair blonde! haha. like mat rep[sp?]. hahs. den tink dats it. went home. accompanied sis cut hair den here i am. hah. tmr haf band. damn. must come out $40. haish. big lobang in my collection sia. nvm. ask mummy lo.. hahs. cant wait to jln raye wit all my frens. even band ppl goin out. yayness. hah. k lar. tink dats all i wanna say. thinkin hard bout sumtin. haix. nvm lar. k peeps. stop here for the day. btw, how was ur day? =) ~byezz..!

-kill the fun. its not bout the merry rides nimore.

HELL. hah. today so tired. had band. wat else? heex. b4 i start just wanna say, scratch dat fuckin previous ntry. it was at moment of when things were swirling. oh fuck. how petty i was. niwae, few days back, when we msged, it hit me dat it was ard now dat it started. yes der were those oohlala thingy feeling but not so major lah. hah. after all, he has someone else. fullstop lock. hahas. forget bout the crap. i'm movin on. oh wat shit, as if. niwae, on much much much more happier note, Slamat hari raye to all those out der. money came rollin lah on thurs. *grins widely* ahakz. had band today. i was fooled. tipah tertipu man. hah. tot their "earlier" was some 12 o'clock like dat but den it was at 4. -.-" *stupified* ahakz. went back home, when i took the trouble to jaga my adek skali kena scold. wat fuck. pissin me off lah. sheesh. like as if my freakin fault. niwae, now readin DAN BROWNS: DIGITAL FORTRESS. ~oohwee.. the only book dat captures me besides harry potter. but harry is still 1st lah. dis bk second. embarkin on da vince code soon lah. tot wanna write sumtin else but forget. ooh.. nvm la. keep it for nxt yr. ahakz. dunno wat else to write ya. so ~adios.! =)

~it ends here..

haix. really no mood now. read sumtin. omg. so touched. now i know where things went wrong. nvm. it has to end one day niwae. i dunno and i dun want to write more now. everything is running so fast in my mind. so the hope stops here but it still continues.. i wana breakaway. let go. i dun blame anyone. just dat now, i wish things didnt even started.. =( ~byezz.