Monday, May 30, 2005

aloha..!!
okie. b4 i start again... just wanna say sorry to my dad again. =) ytd, opened my eyes to a lot of things. so heck, wadeva. its just me n i walk alone. nyehehe.. maybe, not realli. i got my parents n frens. hehe.. "jodoh, pertemuan di tangan tuhan." get dat.? heh. wise words of an old man. k wadeva.
oh yar.. change my blog again. wil stick wit dis.. can't put the darn song. the lyrics is btw frm Backstreet Boy's Missin You. lets see.. wat else huh?? goin to skool later.. dang! haven't kol cikgu. later i will.. so bored. so very bored. nvm. dunno wat else to write. stop here.. byezz...

*a journey to a land of succes_.

Saturday, May 28, 2005

heys..
stoopid ppl get my add den pass2.. idiotzz..! niwae, kinda down. will make dis short. mum told me dat dad was reali disappointed in me. *sigh* wish i cud turn back time. sorry dad. did a whole lot of thinkin n yep my study merathon will start on monday n will be increased as exams get nearer. won't be updatin regularly. everythin will n shall begin now. just pray dat wateva dats gonna happen, won't be bad. i'm tryin real hard to improve. pls. god, help me. =l
niwae, sumhow, life is still not gettin any brighter. but wth. i've gotta beleive in msyelf. when ders a will ders a way. gtg. feel so sian. dunno how to say. i beleive dat der'll be light at the end of the tunnel. just pray for me ya. pls. gtg..
~byeZ..


dis is all i haf to say: i mean hey. gd 4 u. well done. wish i cud be der. sorry for wat i did. feel so burdened by all my sins. =)

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

heloo.. quick update..!


i luv ms kaur! whoopeedoo!! noe y?? cos she make me realize that if u haf the will, anything can happen. including finnishin about 5 essay in 1 day. amazing eh? n the next reason is cos she didn't scold for my mistake of forgettin to hand in my 1st submission. *phew* cool eh?? might just take lit nxt year. nyehehe.. xP


today, afta school, stay back to study. MATHS. damn big topic. for 4 hrs, i only completed 4 questions. tell me when exam how?? *shivers* my ca marks are like god damn shitty. must add oil for mye. ~woohoo!! [[ u can do it!! ]] kk.. laming. niwae, read dis thing which just saddens me out. how egoistic n sellfish can one get?? dun ask me. den, sorta like start tinkin bout him. i promise myself NVR to cry for him again startin frm today until afta exams. afta exams wanna cry until flooded also nvm. i dun wanna be distracted by things which aren't meant to be. but yar.. still kinda miss him. k narhs.. back to maths..
~buhbyezz..


-swallowed by the truth of life and bittin by the bitter taste of hopes.- *nice??*

Monday, May 02, 2005

~whoopeedo..! yes! noe wat?? today, when i open the internet, i kinda forget to go to her blog which is like of course my usual routine. so let's see.. shud i be happy?? is dis the sign of moving on?? if it is. *phew* thank god.. may be, after all dis painful months, i've moved on. niwae, b4 updatin, did went to her blog. sheeshh.. sweetzz as ever lar the 2 of dem. how i wish, i did do sometin like dat b4 our parting.. *sobs*


i've completed half of my lit work. *cheers* tot of goin out but everybody also cannot. u see lazyness+unwillingness=spoil of plan. hahhs.. okie. suddenly dunno wat to write. hees. niwae, i'm gonna close down my blog cos i hafta 2 concentrate.. k narhs.. gtg..
~byezz..!