Hi...
Well, today can write long2... Nothin to do, i mean there's loads to do but can alwaes bring forward...*Lazy me* K, let's start... Started of wit history... Boring sia... Nvm, den e.t ran a whole big round cos it was raining... ~Rain, rain go away, come again another day...~ CRAP!!! Hahakz... Mr sashi today not fun lah.... Nvm, den recess den lit... By den, i still haven't see him... Den eng, purposely go toilet so i can see him cos i noe he havin recess... Pass by his class, he was not in...*Sobs* Nvm, still determine to see him so when i went back, YAY, he was there!!! But den, PRETEND like nothin happen cos Jordan was talking to me bout Fizzah thingy... Den suddenly realise he was not in class, panic but went i turn he was there... *Jumps around in joy*.... He wave at me... So his not angry at me!!!! YAY!!!! K, den my spirits were lifted up n i practically smile during the whole day after dat.... See how he can make me smile....??? Hahakz.... K, den after school, everybody got no mood, budden still decide to stay to wait for him n to accompany iz since she dun wat to go home.... So walk aroound the school, den suddenly i remember i wanna study science today but my science thingys was in class... So i ask Fizzah to accompany me up n she was so excited cos can see hers.... Den i also remeber dat i can also see him... YAY!!! So go up saw him talkin in class, all his frens were like calling him, wanted to turn den scared paisey so i decided to make fizzah my victim... Hahakz... Evil me... Kept sayin her name wit [ahem!]... Now i tink almost everybody in 2N1 noes... I'm so bad... Hehez... Den on the way down, wave at him den decided to ask him to go back wit me, but i dun have enuf courage to ask him... Haiz.... Niwae he was talkin to his frens... Really hope i can spent time wit him... So waited in the canteen den again purposely wait in the canteen long2.... Went they FINALLY go down, i also go back lorhz... Wanted to take bus so dat can see him, but den tot of it, i say nvm... Tmr can see him loads of time... So dat's basically wat happen... Now i'm at home after dis i wanna study... Btw, i didn't fail my maths test... *Phew...* So, lemme see, nothin else to write so till here onli...
Byez...
Miss ya...

Hi...
Haiz... God, so GUILTY!!!! Dun wanna expand on wat happen.... Haiz... Miss him n luv him.... Haiz.... Tot of goin back wit him but den tot they had remedial but actually dey all dun have... Haiz.... Not the point... Sorry so much if i'm in da wrong just now... Hope dat wave was enuf to make up... Well, today was not fun.... Dunno wat to say.... So CONFUSED!!!! I'm so sorry k.... :( Nvm, just stop here cos i wanna study... Studyin is like just another few things dat i still hold on to...
Bye...
I'm sorry....

Hi...
Just came back frm religious classes... So "kecoh"..... We were like tryin to annoy the teachers, haha, including the girls, includin me....WaHaHa.... *Bad, bad gerl...* Now, i got headache sia, tink i laugh too much... Gotta rest afta dis so dat i can go 2 skool tmr... The thirst for knowledge is so great... MuAhAhA... Hmm... Lemme see, tink i got nothin much to say, just dat i'm sad cos cannot msg him today... Haiz, i just need to remember dat dis thingy must not affect my studies... Been slackin so much, dat i spent like onli 1 hr studyin per day... wth... Need to buck up... So, till here onli...
Byez...
Keep taggin...

Harlow...
Just came back frm my hmt exams... So tired but nvm, loads to say... Well, well, yesterday he msg me... Talk n talk n talk n den suddenly he ask me for stead... YAY!!! Finally.... Hahakz... So wat else, obviously i accepted... Whee..... Aite, so i noe i'm suppose to write his name but i wanna wait till it's really official den i reaveal his name... K.. Well, let's see, so i'm msging him n can't wait till monday... Haiz, so sad, tmr he might not be msging me cos his prepaid low... Hope i got money so can buy for him prepaid but too bad i'm not loaded.... Btw, 4 those who know who i'm referring to, u may find dis weird dat i like him n everythin but it's true, i luv to him bits... MuAhAhA... K, so i dunno wat to do, guess i study after dis... Yup, btw, just now i go lot1 i saw one of the boys frm my skool, shan't reveal his name so dat he wudn't be paisey... Hahakz, he's so like "anak mak"... WaHaHaHa!!!! So funny... Confirm went he see us he paisey.... At least now got somethin bad to say bout to say bout him... Weel, till here onli...
Byez...
Missin u....

Hi...
Well, nothin to do, so blog... The fact dat i shud be studyin is so not in my mind despite the fact dat tmr is my hmt exams... I shall do it later... Haiz... So sick dis days... Well, today started out wit the maths test... Damn, i didn't study... There goes one failure dis term... Nvm, my fault n khairul's fault... Hehe... Made me talk to him till i very drop dead tired yesterday... Den e.t., ran 7 rounds... Dat old freak is killin me... Nvm, den recess, ate, saw them, but i dunno y one of them was bein sarcastic to iz... WTH!!! Nvm, science wasn't concentrating except dat we look at stupid cells... Honestly, i can't see a thing.. MuAhAhA.... Den, m.t was practically sleepin n den eng dat Sarizah made us stay back... She sux to the core man... Nvm, after skool, meet Khairul, talk2 den dey dunno go where, i went back to the canteen budden, to bored go guillin... Den a whole lot of thingies happenin... Dun wanna expand on dat... But to Fathin, relax wit him k... He wants his own freedom... To Khairul, chill out k... Dun take things to hard... Den, took neos so fun but den we tersalah print... Haiz, so sad... But it turn out great... Hope i have a scanner to put it in dis blog... Nvm, so now, slackin at home, he just msged me... Whee... Just waitin for dat day to come... MuAhAhA.... Well, till here onli....
Byez....

Hi..
Today's entry is gonna be veri short cos i dun haf anytin to say... Well, after skool, go lot1 n took pics wit iz, zin... So fun... Den go mac, n eat den go home... So here i am, dunno wat to do n someone just called me but i dunno who... I hate havin missed calls by ppl who i dunno... Stupid me... Always doin the wrong things at diff time... Shud have brought my hp along to this room... So, all for now... Btw, can just anyone pls tag my board... I mean dun care if u use a secret identity or anythin, but pls, tag my board!!!!
Bye....

Hi Hi...
Today so fun... Whee.... In the mornin i was miserable cos i can't get my beauty sleep.... But den, after e.t, check my hp den got his msg... *Smiles n jumps around...*So happy cos at least got someone to msg lorhz... I tot our msging was gonna be short but not... Sms den suddenly he say he wanted to go out wit me but i was not free today, so den he decided to send me to BPGH... Ain't he the sweetest.?? ;) Niwae den after skool, waited for him till 2, but den receive msg say he was at CDANS so we met at the bus stop... Den, guess wat, saw HIM, and saw Idris co., Firqin, Fathin, Amira and Aida... 1st i panic but den nothin happen... HE was also in the bus... Well, i can't really tell in details wat happen in the bus just glad HE was there to c dat i noe longer "u noe wat" him... HE kept quite but den whu cares... Exchange glances but i was like to annoyed to look at him properly... But it was fun... After hmt, went lot1 meet izzati... Well, dat's all for the facts...
Bye Bye...

Time has pass me by so slow cos till today,

i still haven't get you....

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Harlow...
Well, b4 i touch on anythin, let me tell those out there who is tryin 2 make ppl's life miserable or difficult... Just pls, stop it k... I mean wats the use of it... If it's just to fulfill ur heart's desire, den stop it... Dun go round talkin bad things behind thier back...Even worse went some peeps out there spread stories dey dun even noe true or not... Oh, please lah... Wanna talk so many bad things abt us den come to us urself ah... Ur life may not be changin n therefore ur jealous but pls, just understand dat other ppl's life do change.... Urs might just come later... I already had enuf of it n i dun want more... My life's changing n i dun want it to change cos of ppl who just can't get enuf of themselves...

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Well, nothin much to talk about, so it's just gonna be very short... Just now Mr Ngoh came into our class to observe our maths lesson... Every1 so scared... Hehe, just now i hear Him sing... So nice, but still able to control my emotions... Hehez... Well, dat's it 4 now...
Byez...

The sight of ur face, is enuf to make me happy....

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Hi...
Let's start frm the beginning... Maths, boredom as usual... Just studied bout Dot Graph how simple is dat?*Hehez, at least i noe wat we are studyin* Niwae, den Home ec. got test... Confirm 1 ques wrong... Stupid me... Nvm, den P.E.... Whee.... It was raining so Mr Sashi decided to talk to us in class... Hehez, he's so funny... We talk bout alot of things but the funny part was abt the soccer boys... HAHAHAHAHA!!!! Mr Sashi was telling us abt wat happen during the soccer camp... The class was laughing their hearts out.... Including me... Wanna noe the story, ask me or the soccer boys themselves... Haiz, so funny, somemore wit the cuteness of Mr Sashi... He's the coolest man... Well, after school, had hmt... Boring... Btw, he tried to talk to me... WTH??!! He thinks i forget wat happened yesterday so easily is it??? Jerk... N, dat izzat is another one big freaking, idiotic jerk... Haiz... I pity Renee sia... I knew frm the start it's not gonna be good... Well, i dun wanna expand on the frens part... So all for now... Btw, u r really cute leh...(I hope u noe who u r...) Hehez...
Byez...

Just when i tot i could enjoy the drizzle, wit brizzy winds, the lightning came wit the thunder n destroy my happiness...

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Wth?? Y is everythin changin in just a blink of an eye... Just today i dunno y i've decided to stop all comunication wit my family... N i dunno y, suddenly a gal claim dat i'm disturbing his guy... WTH?!! I dunno anytin... Haiz.. Now i feel so guilty n she say dat i disturb him furthur, i'll get it... I mean if his hers, den he can fuck off frm my life rite... I can even fuck of myself frm his life... Is it my fault in the 1st place??? He did not say anytin bout his gal n i tot he was single... In the first place i dun even like him, i dun even noe him dat well... He even denies dat he has a gal... I'm so confused now... Is dis like proving to gals dat all guys r bastards??? Haiz... Wit my family, boys, studies i dunno how i can cope... Feel like cryin seh... Haiz, i dunno lah... Tmr some more my dad b'dae, i dunno wat to gif him.. Well i tink i'll stop here...Byez...

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(updated later)

K, i just found out dat, dat gal was just a prank... n guess who was the prank maker??? Midzi... God, i'll strangle him to death... I hate guys like dat... They tink annoyance is like wat gals enjoy... GTH lah... Fucking asshole... Nvm, now no mood to do anytin so just blog... Hey, peeps if u read my blog, tag k??? Just write a few words, dat's enuf... I'm sick lookin at the blank tagboard... Haiz, i'm so full... Just ate one of the most bestest food in the world... My mums cookin... YAY!!!!! I was like tryin to impress her every single second so dat my father wud be jealous... Hahakz... Despicable me... His always tryin to brag abt things, n i hate dat especially when i get involve in his egoistic acts... I'm so bad rite??? Well, i tink i'll write until here onli...

Will you ever?

I don't think you will

ever fully understand how you've touched my life

and made me who I am.

I don't think you could ever know

just how truly special you are

that even on the darkest nights

you are my brightest star.

I don't think you will ever fully comprehend

how you've made my dreams come true

or how you've opened my heart

to love and the wonders it can do.

You've allowed me to experience

something very hard to find

unconditional love that exists

in my body, soul, and mind.

I don't think you could ever feel

all the love I have to give

and I'm sure you'll never realize

you've been my will to live.

You are an amazing person

and without you I don't know where I'd be.

Having you in my life

completes and fulfills every part of me.

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Hehez... Ver lovey-dovey today... Niwae the poem is nice and sweet and very meaningful... Hahakz... well, i had band just now... Was fun... Played Alpha... Alpha rock the band man!!! The 2nd movement is so fun... Niwae now stand down already... So good... Can u beleive it, i'm making a resolution to study like hell startin frm tmr... Hehez... Wish me luck, k?? Dunno, wat to write, so stop here lah... Btw, he msg me today... Whee...

Byez...

Hi again...
Well, wasn't dat fun today... He came... *Smiles* Forget bout dat... But he look so pathetic just now... Guess he's still sick... *Frowns* Get well soon k... Niwae was not okay... I didn't felt tired during et... Infact i felt fresh and rejuvinated... Hahakz... Den after skool went to lot1... Hehez, our hangout... Went wit iz n liyana... We n talk n talk n talk n talk n laugh n laugh n laugh like mad...But it was fruitful... Talk bout everythin in the world... Btw, when i go popular i read dis horoscope book... Very fun... Btw to him, i'm really sorry if i hurt ur feelings k... We can still be frens... N dun gif me dat look... Well i tink all 4 now...
Bye...

(updated later)
Haiz, just do my blog again... Whew... So tired but so proud... K, so keep tagging n rock on guys... Bye...

Harlowz....
Today was quite okay... I fast... I did it.... Whee....... K, everythin went well today n he did not come again... *SOBS* Wat the hell sickness is he having??? Niwae Get Well Soon k??? N, i gif him my answer... Niwae after skool, skip band and go renee house wit iz n zin... Gave then loads of idea... Hahakz... He is so sweet just now... Niwae, not much to say... So, i think until here onli lah...
Bye...

Hi...
Well, let's start from the beginning of skool... We had history which was boring, den E.T... Can u beleive it??? We only ran 5 rounds.... Hahahkz... Thanx to our our discipline maybe... Den maths boring... Den things go on which was well, quite boring..God, I hate wednesday... The tot of sleepin pops up every second... Like yesterday, i didn't utter a word to him, look into his eyes, stare at him or wat so ever... N obviously, i haven't gif him my answer... He didn't come today also... *Sobs... * Niwae, hmt was some wat better den the previous lessons except for the fact dat we had to do a very difficult essay n i mean very difficult... Den go Lot1 den go home.... Today, i'm gettin a new hp no.... Whee....... Basically i dunno the reasony i'm gettin a new one... Hahakz... Btw, renee, thanx for taggin me n complementing my clverness... Haha... Well, all for now... Maybe update later...
Byez...

(Updated later)
Well, got my hp... I'm so not happy bout it... It's unfair the way my parents treat me... Sheesh... God, Damn it... U noe wat my sis gets a line n a high technological phone whereas i get the pathetic Nokia 3100... N furthur more i'm using PREPAID... Can u imagine the amount of freedom i have wit my phone??? ZILCH... ZERO... KOSONG.... NIL... U understand?? How am i suppose 2 control myself when i used to do a lot of thing wit my hp??? N i'm onli given $30 per month to top up... WTH???!!! My sis gets all the privaleges in the world, like the free sms n outgoing n incoming calls... When i ask for a slide increase in the $30 they say cannot... Forget it... Life's never fair... Till here onli... Nitez...

Sometimes i might forget, say thing i wud forget...

Hi...
Today was a boredome... Started wit maths 4 2 periods... Can u imagine how ppl suffer when maths starts in the moring?? Lemme tell u... It's like killing u softly... I was not concentrating at all...(0% concentration) Thanx 2 the teacher also... Den eng... Sarizah was like yaking away wit ppl who haven't finish up their homework... Luckily i copied my frens early in the morning... But thanx to her, time fly n we did pri 1 work... Hahakz... After reces history, den art, den mt den art exam... I tink i'm goin to flung my prep work... Hahaha... Who cares... Niwae i still haven't gif ans to him... Gosh he look so pathetic n we didn't utter a word... Well, nvm ders always tmr... K, i dunno wat to rite anymore except for like i dunno y, i felt so excited when i past HIM just now... He saw me, i saw him... Hehehe... Den band, he wave at me... Butterflies was flying in my stomach... Hahaha... Well, till here onli...
Bye...
P.S: I'm not using ppl's name cos their identity is confidential... Hehehe....

(Updated later)
Whee.... Finally got a new template... Base on my own exploration and of course my intelligent brain... I tot it was damn difficult but was totally the opposite....*Laughing alone n beams wit pride* K... I noe, the wordings might be too small, but bear wit it ok??? Alrite, i have to run along, so tag k peeps...
Bye...

LIFE ROX!!!

Harloz...
K...It's official life rox!!*Beaming* K, wadever... I noe i haven't update 4 long2 time... Sorry, k??? Niwae, life is gettin a whole lot better... I got my progress report, and i passed all subjects!!! Whee....*Beams wit pride* So good rite... Frens are alot more understanding now... My love life, well okay... The actual fact is actually fun... Dun wanna expand on dat... Band is improving... Glad i 4get abt HIM... Movin on... Sad, b'cos the photos are not good... Today was boring... Loads of peeps sick... Haiz... *Sincere get well wishes...* Now, i'm finishing my art prep work... Getting good... To iz, midzi n zameer: GET WELL SOON!!!!! Hahakz... It's sincere k... Today i help norli... Whee... P.E was boring cos of the chinese peeps... Hehehe... Well, till here onli...
Bye...