man.. loong time nvr update. lazy ar. n truly not in the mood. life, is so complicating. lets not get started lar. no mood to type even. man, i wish time could just fly back to the day we went out together.. 101204.. everythin was just fallin into place. y did u change? y did others came? yea, its like long ago, 10 fringgin months, but.. haiz.. just dat cos of other probs, den reminded bout him.. dun want to type nimore..byezz..

quotes dis frm a malay song:
"melewati diriku kenangan cinta lalu,
berada di hatiku meronta-ronta.
tertinggal padaku hati yg kegersangan,
kehausan ku ingin mendakap cintamu.."

-might not be updatin for a while.

hello.. i'm tired uh.. but just making myself go on cos later alot of things.. hehe. dis few days have been okay. luv it lar actually. dunno wat else to write. teachers day audtion was urm.. okie. man. holiday was nice. if only eighty nine could perform again or swiss five. hoho. dats nice. ~she will be loved..~ nice like hell. k nar~. very tired.
wahas. btw, i'm in lub? in lub wit who?? MD HAIKAL A.AZIZ. yess.. who is he? he's the Anak Metropolitan guy. heh. the malays wud not wat i mean. hahs. kk. i'm tolkin crap. nitez.. n ya. i met a new fren. hi, je**! =))

aloha..! today was just nice. hahs. once in a lifetime experience yaw~. hahs. take a look below n u'll understand.=)

this was where i wnet today!! SEMAKAU LANDFILL!! =))
me n amira.. =)) my mummy for the day! hahs. notice our hair?! btw, dat was when we're in the ferry. dat explains the hair. hahs.
the plant. trust me. its kewl~~!
took dis frm the island itself. dats another island. nice??
frm the bus, dats the cells dey put our rubbish. interesting eh how it looks like notin happened to it?
the mangrove. woow. i didnt noe dat der was swamps. n btw, dis swamps are der for sumtin. hehe..
the view of the sea frm the ferry back. nice man.. too bad the sunset werent der..
me n mummy again! hahs. =))

yep. so dats abt all the pic i took. my hp memory was low u see. trust me. took a ferry der n the teachers allow us to stand by the side of the boat.. unfortunately, i went slightly dizzy but lucky no vomitting. hahs. the breeze was just so cool. the ferry was also nice. den the island was damn nice. nicer den sentosa! hahs. its just totaly not wat i expected. man. kewl~!n the ferry was just nice. how i wish i was wit ZIYL. hehe. seriious. or maybe whoever else. hehe. one thing, the island was just so scenic. well, not dat went u first see it, but later went u go deeper. man. wanna go der again sia.. hahs. nice. double triple nice! =))

niwae, had debate too. wasnt it obvious dat e1 was winning.. hahs. our speakers were jsut not gd. haiz.. wad de.. nvm, at least our class was more enthu. hahs. rawk on e5!!
k nar~.. i'm tired typing all dis ardy.. so till den. byezz..!

-wateva it is, i dun want my heart to shatter. *smiles weakly*

whee.. hahs. today i wake up n i received a msg frm him. him the one i love. hahs. den he go to skool, ate recess, wait for me outside class, went home wit him n i had splendid time n today is the best day of my life!
wahahas!! who de hell am i kiddin. dat was an outright blatant lie! today. was urgghhh.. damn irritated wit sumone. dun say. on the other hand, i'm havin butterflies. coss.. okie. dun say here again. heh. pass few days damn tired like hell. hahs. hmwk piling like crazy n test all wk. ive got 4 karangans to complete, maths wkshts, exercixes, test, eng compren the list goes on.. my notebk ardy cover 2 page of all the hmwk i needa do. gosh. last min work really doesnt helps yeah. lucky i finished my art! hahs.. k narh~ byezz..

-he just called!!. =))))

haiz.. wad de hell. watch the news? abt 16 year old kid. pass away cos he drowned. it would mean nothing if i didnt knew dat guy. but now, i noe. haiz.. i pity my sis man. one moment, ur confused on choosing who u wanna love, the othe moment, hes gone. gosh. how cruel can fate get. i wish sumhow i cud make my sis happy. shes out now wit my family. hope she gettin a grip. man, she loved him, but argh. fate. fate, too difficult to comprehand. i cud see it in her eyes. wadeva it is, hope she carries on. i keep rethinking on my life sumhow. gtg.. wanna get some sleep.

- in a moment everything can change.

wahas! i love my blog. hee.. i dun get the idea of banning blogs. but wth. this bloggin was such a minor stupid thing last time but now so big issue.. heh. but nvm. todays entry, is long again. cos, yeah, i'm bored. o.O^
national day was okie. hahs. infact great, stayed home. watch ndp. damn. our PDS was not heard. gr.. but nvm. the thingy was boring.. dne suddenly, he msg. wahas. den msg2 until late at nite. den cundnt sleep. so den he wanted to call. so, yeah. there we were talkin in the wee hours of the morning. yeah. my dreams came true. if it happens i hope its not the stupid silence, irritatin or wateva fights. if it happens, im detemine to really make it happening. xP hahs.. i'm crazy cos i'm happy. =)) talk until abt 5 like dat, den sleep. funny how we talk.

hahs. kau.aku.u.i.awak.kite.
"nice..

heh. den sleep. suppose go yana's house today but den pretty lazy la.. so stay home lar.. wanna study.study.study. sreamig ard the corner. must work hard. hehe. den u noe wat, read her blog. jealous. haiz.. y thier relationship nice like hell. y?? y?? y she get all the nice things. wad de hell lar.. nvm.
dear god: when it ends.. let it end badly. horribly. amin.
hahs. i mean. yeah. so wat..

k narh.. dunno wat else to write.. now, i luv my life. contented. nvr happy cos i found him too early. oh well, i'm talkin crap. ~toodles.. =)

whootss.. hahs. dis gonna be a long entry cos im dead bored. hahs. went skul, was late. damn. hahs. den stayed in band room, practice for some. wait till 11 den start. hahs. play n play den my turn to receive price. hahs. best in higher malay uh.. hahs. i'm so proud of my class.. so many prize winners. hehe. den went back. met yana, adi n din. go lot 1. met the rest. then eat at let's eat. adi blanja. haha. he's the OKB. hahas.. so rich like hell man.. hahs. den eat fast,fast. went home. met sis. went back. i tot we were goin msia but nooooooooo.... sum ppl blame me for bein late. fine. but nxt time, if u dun wanna go, dun blame others! grr.. if not i cud have met him(!) or watch movie or not get angry wit my frns or gave iz zumtime alone or wadevalar.. grr.. fuckin irritatin sia. sheesh..

n oh yar! btw, i dun gif a shit nimore how u wanna flirt. flirt la, flirt. u haf no shame at all! yeah, ur pretty, everybody adoressss n luvsss u.. so fine. even him! grr.. u noe how jealous i get when i see u wit him! argh. for gdness sake. he even got a so called gal!!! damn u bitch! damn u! so wat if everybody loves u.. u tink everyone tinks dat ur the most popular gal in town. fuck off man.. so yeah, i've got nothin to do wit him, but i exactly noe how his so called gal would feel..!! grr.. man, damn all the pretty gals in the world. yes, yes. i do look like a despo writtin all dis, but fuck de lar.. i seriously hate those pretty gals who even the ugliest man they want to attract attention n in return still get attention.. god! just fuck off will ya.. cos everybody noes ur pretty.. gif achance to others lar. damn.

n yar, i so agree wat faezah say in her blog.. all boys are the same. ever heard of this thing: "i like u more den my gal." uhuh. who the hell are u kiddin..?? damn man. hate all those ppl. haiz..

BUT! at the end of it all. i'm not saded. i'm still happy. =) so used to seein u n her.. so nvrmind. just wait till ur so called gal finds out n to hell u'll go. n u! dun flirt dun flirt!!! hahs. kk. off to do hmwk.

~byezz..!

-gif me the sweetest gdbye..

heloo..! gosh. i'm fringgin tired. ytd was great. GREAT. the happiesi i've been for sometime. even the nite was happy. hahs. okie. the carnival was fringgin hot. grr.. if i was not performin, i'd seen taufik n the fireworks. hahs. niwae, it was nice lar.. really nice. glad that we are turning to frens not those cold shoulder stuff.. heh. den when come back skul, got KFC. haha. so eat under void deck. den he msg!!! hahs. god FINALLY answered my prayers.. n den the wind started blowing. it was ncie. fringgin nice! hahs. k narh. gtg.. byezz..

helo ppl! hahs.. okie. its early. i noe. i'm an early waker. get dat. hahs.. had breakfast which was burgers.. btw, btw. i hate parents who intefere ppl.. wahahas. the world is so unfair! hees. okie. not updatin cos i was studyin. get dat. studyin..! hahs. niwae, it touches my heart n soul when ppl notice my dissappearence. wahhas! yeah. i noe im exagerattin, but urmm.. lets stop here de.. i'm havin stupid tots. hehe.. pass few days have been hard for my frens n me. hehe. all boy probs. damn the guys of the world. wakaka.. kiddin oni. my dear will alwaes stay wit me lor.. hehe. so actually i haf notin to worry abt.. hehehee..
ytd was bad.. haha. but ultimately.. i so love my frns.. ZIYL Rawks to the core. wahas. lub them to bits n pieces.. hehe. n thanx to fizzah too. luv u guys.. okie.stop bein mushy n stuff.
later. PERFORMANCE! MARINA SOUTH NDP CARNIVAL. hahs. the most great part is playin the music out from the bottom of my heart wit him by my side. wakaka.. okie. gettin all crazy.. tink stop here..
~toodles..

"u dun miss ur water until the well runs dry.."
-quoted from I****. hehe. =)

"the love we made, can nvr be erased..."

helo.. haiz. didnt go skool today. stayed at home and do hmwk n watch bring it on. hees. wad de hell. den rmbered got test so go hmt. otw saw "him". haiz.. he didnt even look at me de.. wad de hell.. saw "him" wit a gal too. so i guess dats his matair.. grr.. so saded. haiz. den made the rest.. everybody is sad today bout guys. tmr cannot meet f*r cos got IPW. wad de hell lar zelda.. grr.. stupid man. den afta dat go eat at KFC. den like dat lorzz. went home. saw farid. hahs. wad de.. den i tink like dat lar.. wanna do maths now.. so lackin.. ~byezz..

so lets play dis game baby..
when ur happy i'll smile,
when ur sad i'll cry.
for dis is a game.
a game urs to make,
and mine to fake.

(when yati?? when we'll ya let go n appreciate wat god gifs??!!)
*go figure*

wad de hell.. hahs. stress lar today. grr.. skul was okie. band was tiring but yeah nice. accpet one part. one tiny part. suddenly tot bout sumthins but yeah. i hold on. lets just be thankful hes still der. ohkie. den went home, eat, finish maths, n here i am. yes, i have a boring life. more fun pls! thanx. :) k nar.. still got loads to do. byez..