i feel so ignored. =/
ok.. MSN-ing really sucks on my lappy.
it always disconnect by itself.
besides its running on WINDOWS.
bleahhhh. talkin to FAEZAH.
my god.. can all guys die. =x
stop breakin girls heart lahh!!!
i sympathise her soo much, cos she was also fooled like i was.
haiz. "love makes the world go round"
ahh.. bull lahh.
guys are blardy nice when they are but... khairil is a really sweet guy cos i know him too.
but when things happen i can help but tink differently. same like him too. and i tink der's no use hidin who my ex was.
MARCUS was nice too. blardy sweet and when really wants.
BUT. at the end of the day.
ahh.. ): i refuse to say much.
as my dear dear dear FAEZAH is feelin now.
.
.
.
i miss him. yeah i do.
hanyang is nice but not now lahh. anyway. im really hopin i pass the physics test.
cos i want to so BADLLYYY.
ok lahh. i stop here.
byezz..!
Monday, January 29, 2007
Sunday, January 28, 2007
today is so shiok..
(: im sittin at my balcony.
the wind blowing my hair. (:
ahhhas. i wanna go to the beach.
cant wait for o levels to end!!! after band ytd went lunch.
rushed home to watch match at national stadium! =D
the atmosphere was amazing lahh. (:
"ole, ole, ole... ole, ole..."
GD JOB LIONS!
ahhhas. i WILL go for the finals.
but its on wed. so kinda like havin doubts. the eng passage im readin now is interesting.
"transformed from rough to gem, they would come to symbolize romance, strength, beauty and wealth. why do diamonds , more than any other substance on Earth, capture people's imagination and excite passion?"
hmm.. interesting eh? ok. i ciao now.
tk care ppl! (:
(: im sittin at my balcony.
the wind blowing my hair. (:
ahhhas. i wanna go to the beach.
cant wait for o levels to end!!! after band ytd went lunch.
rushed home to watch match at national stadium! =D
the atmosphere was amazing lahh. (:
"ole, ole, ole... ole, ole..."
GD JOB LIONS!
ahhhas. i WILL go for the finals.
but its on wed. so kinda like havin doubts. the eng passage im readin now is interesting.
"transformed from rough to gem, they would come to symbolize romance, strength, beauty and wealth. why do diamonds , more than any other substance on Earth, capture people's imagination and excite passion?"
hmm.. interesting eh? ok. i ciao now.
tk care ppl! (:
Friday, January 26, 2007
i'm exhausted. ):
i feel like sleeping but ders so many things to do.
sec.4 life sucks.
RARRRR!
basically i've got notin to say.
ahhas.
im still tinkin over the break up.
doesnt make sense lahh. but wat the hooo.
i dun gif a damn bout u though.
yahh. der are better ppl out der.
god knows... ok. i tink i shall do some physics.
den go to sleep PRONTO.
i dun want to be late for band tmr.
i feel like sleeping but ders so many things to do.
sec.4 life sucks.
RARRRR!
basically i've got notin to say.
ahhas.
im still tinkin over the break up.
doesnt make sense lahh. but wat the hooo.
i dun gif a damn bout u though.
yahh. der are better ppl out der.
god knows... ok. i tink i shall do some physics.
den go to sleep PRONTO.
i dun want to be late for band tmr.
Monday, January 22, 2007
edited. ulied.ulied.ulied.ulied.ulied.ulied.ulied.U LIED.
)):
the truth always hurts.....
throughout the whole relationship i've been tryin my best to understand and be so nice to u. and to tink dis is wat i get in return. boo u! ): u tink wit ur attitude like dis, she will like u? go and die lahh. even after having to ask u myself ur still a coward and u still refuse to tell me the truth. wat are u? a jerk? gosh.. i know i sound very mean but i seriously cannot help it. the least u can do is tell me the truth. even after we broke up, i ask u has it got anytin to wit her, u refuse to tell the truth. i dun even haf any respect for u now. i just cant emphasis more how much i hate seein ur face and how U LIED. at the end of it all, have the bloody guts to own up. an innocent frame, but inside.. urgh. how wrong. 7 days of cryin and to tink it was all for dis. i cant possibly say u use me rite? or can i? ahh.. so much for tryin to be nice.
):
)):
the truth always hurts.....
i wish u just had the bloody guts.
):
Saturday, January 20, 2007
ahhh. i think dis blog is DEAD. =.=
hahahahas. so i'll just talk to myself. (: had band today! ~wheee!
we sound so blarrdddyyyy nice.
i mean at least better den previous ones.
and and... FINALLY. my section has grown!!
including sec ones i have 7 or 8! hahas.
ok lahh. maybe small to some of u BUT.
haha. good enuf lahh. (((:
but i keep forgettin thier names. ahahas. i miss ZIN. ):
i know she's missing me too. (:
she's probably in SAUDI ARABIA tryin to undstnd wtf they are talkin.
hahas. but. im sure she'll meet some cute boys.
hahahaha. tink gonna e-mail her afta dis.
*the wonders of TECHNOLOGY.* (: AHH. anyway. some sad points..
i dun like YOU-KNOW-WHO.
(if any souls are readin dis, DUN ASSUME YOU KNOW WHO! (:)
but i think i shud stop hatin he/she.
cos like my new partner, LAUJUNWEI, says..
my character too is like half of he/she.
so dat makes me bad toO! ahhhas.
THEREFORE. i shant hate he/she, INSTEAD.
i will IGNORE he/she. ((: and to youyouYOU.
heh. sorry couldnt find the thing u ask me to find.
but, haha. didnt know i dared to call u. hahahs.
soHAPPY. ((: anyway. I LOVE 4E4'07.
ok? hahahs. theyROX.
will show u guys "THE EZ-LINK" pic some day.
so hilarious! hahas.
"joke of the days" too make our learning environment VIBRANT.
ahahahs.
and i love to go to schooL! (: hees. oh oh.. and i did i tell u,
I FINALLY UNSTND MMMMMOLLLE(mole) CONCEPT?
all those last yr chap and dis yrs. (:
yes yes. i feel so HAPPY. cos i finally UNDERSTAND!
hahahs. CHEMISTRY ROCKS!
uhuh. (: ok. i think dis is a darrrnn long entry.
i wanna go sleep! (:
yay. today so rockk! hees.
i love my life to DA MAX! lols.
ok. haf a gd rest ppl. and dun tire urself out.
~chiao!
hahahahas. so i'll just talk to myself. (: had band today! ~wheee!
we sound so blarrdddyyyy nice.
i mean at least better den previous ones.
and and... FINALLY. my section has grown!!
including sec ones i have 7 or 8! hahas.
ok lahh. maybe small to some of u BUT.
haha. good enuf lahh. (((:
but i keep forgettin thier names. ahahas. i miss ZIN. ):
i know she's missing me too. (:
she's probably in SAUDI ARABIA tryin to undstnd wtf they are talkin.
hahas. but. im sure she'll meet some cute boys.
hahahaha. tink gonna e-mail her afta dis.
*the wonders of TECHNOLOGY.* (: AHH. anyway. some sad points..
i dun like YOU-KNOW-WHO.
(if any souls are readin dis, DUN ASSUME YOU KNOW WHO! (:)
but i think i shud stop hatin he/she.
cos like my new partner, LAUJUNWEI, says..
my character too is like half of he/she.
so dat makes me bad toO! ahhhas.
THEREFORE. i shant hate he/she, INSTEAD.
i will IGNORE he/she. ((: and to youyouYOU.
heh. sorry couldnt find the thing u ask me to find.
but, haha. didnt know i dared to call u. hahahs.
soHAPPY. ((: anyway. I LOVE 4E4'07.
ok? hahahs. theyROX.
will show u guys "THE EZ-LINK" pic some day.
so hilarious! hahas.
"joke of the days" too make our learning environment VIBRANT.
ahahahs.
and i love to go to schooL! (: hees. oh oh.. and i did i tell u,
I FINALLY UNSTND MMMMMOLLLE(mole) CONCEPT?
all those last yr chap and dis yrs. (:
yes yes. i feel so HAPPY. cos i finally UNDERSTAND!
hahahs. CHEMISTRY ROCKS!
uhuh. (: ok. i think dis is a darrrnn long entry.
i wanna go sleep! (:
yay. today so rockk! hees.
i love my life to DA MAX! lols.
ok. haf a gd rest ppl. and dun tire urself out.
~chiao!
Thursday, January 18, 2007
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken.
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken.
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
Sunday, January 14, 2007
Saturday, January 13, 2007
ytd was just too hard to beleive. ): after band today, met a friend.
thanx for makin me realise soo much. i dunno wat to say.
i feel like breaking down everytime i think bout it.
i knew it was coming, but why so soon? ):
usah lepas genggaman tanganmu,
usah biar semua berlalu,
usah terlupa perasaan hati,
pertama kali kita bertemu. [i know u wont undstnd the above, dat's why it's der.] i want to change my URL.
and hideeee. ):
i cant explain this feeling
i think about it everyday and
even though we've moved on
it gets so hard to walk away.
thanx for makin me realise soo much. i dunno wat to say.
i feel like breaking down everytime i think bout it.
i knew it was coming, but why so soon? ):
usah lepas genggaman tanganmu,
usah biar semua berlalu,
usah terlupa perasaan hati,
pertama kali kita bertemu. [i know u wont undstnd the above, dat's why it's der.] i want to change my URL.
and hideeee. ):
i cant explain this feeling
i think about it everyday and
even though we've moved on
it gets so hard to walk away.
Friday, January 12, 2007
today is super hectic.
))): .... stressssss!
ok. i really cudn't catch wat mrs chua was teachin.
she was like so fast! =x
screw phy prac too! ):
i was distracted by dunno wat!!
den didnt feel like goin band so came for it really late.
den things happen. ):
i really dun like the state of things.
cos i have my own probs too!! *ROAR!!*
gif me the probs later not now..
but yahh. thnx ms seah for helping me! ((:
ok. i tink im done.
wont be updatin as much though.
busybusyBUSY! heeees.
i have flaws too. but im willing to correct it. dis past wk haf really been hell for me. not talkin and everythin. i'm really sorry for all my faults. just dun gif up easily. i wont ask u things dat u dun like. i wont ask for ur time. i wont even disturb u at nite. but just dun let go like dis. lets talk things out and settle dis. i hate seeing u talking to the rest and know dat i cant talk to u. i really tot we could last. really. and.. i really miss you. ):
SEVEN DAYS WITHOUT YOU.
i run to phone when it rings.
i hope its you when a msg comes.
i want u to smile when i look at you.
i wish you'd talk to me.
watever it is, in case u forget.
HAPPY ONE MONTH.
-are u proud of who i am?
))): .... stressssss!
ok. i really cudn't catch wat mrs chua was teachin.
she was like so fast! =x
screw phy prac too! ):
i was distracted by dunno wat!!
den didnt feel like goin band so came for it really late.
den things happen. ):
i really dun like the state of things.
cos i have my own probs too!! *ROAR!!*
gif me the probs later not now..
but yahh. thnx ms seah for helping me! ((:
ok. i tink im done.
wont be updatin as much though.
busybusyBUSY! heeees.
i have flaws too. but im willing to correct it. dis past wk haf really been hell for me. not talkin and everythin. i'm really sorry for all my faults. just dun gif up easily. i wont ask u things dat u dun like. i wont ask for ur time. i wont even disturb u at nite. but just dun let go like dis. lets talk things out and settle dis. i hate seeing u talking to the rest and know dat i cant talk to u. i really tot we could last. really. and.. i really miss you. ):
SEVEN DAYS WITHOUT YOU.
i run to phone when it rings.
i hope its you when a msg comes.
i want u to smile when i look at you.
i wish you'd talk to me.
watever it is, in case u forget.
-are u proud of who i am?
Monday, January 08, 2007
Sunday, January 07, 2007
i am veryANGRY...
at my dad.
came home late ytd after band.
den.. we talk talk talk.
den i asked him so wat he want me to do.
and his reply was.....
.
.
. "IT'S TIME YOU QUIT BAND."
damn it. i broke down right der n den.
))): nobody and i mean NOBODY will or even have the cheek to ask me tOQUIT band.
HELL NO. ):
damn pissed off.
i know my studies are important but being in band have given me lessons dat i can use a whole lifetime. things dat ppl like u wont understand.
9 yrs in band and it is DAMN rediculous for u to say dat easily.
but im ok ardy lahh. (: the new year is tough!
monitress AGAIN which im not so enthu of doin.
cos cos... of certain reasons.
but anyway! monitor is him! ((:
so.. ahahas. ok lahh. (:
o level is scaring me. ): ok lahh. stop here.
gonna go get help for a.maths. ):
bleahh.. screw the quiz. ):
~chiao. -no one can survive on a diet of hope.
at my dad.
came home late ytd after band.
den.. we talk talk talk.
den i asked him so wat he want me to do.
and his reply was.....
.
.
. "IT'S TIME YOU QUIT BAND."
damn it. i broke down right der n den.
))): nobody and i mean NOBODY will or even have the cheek to ask me tO
HELL NO. ):
damn pissed off.
i know my studies are important but being in band have given me lessons dat i can use a whole lifetime. things dat ppl like u wont understand.
9 yrs in band and it is DAMN rediculous for u to say dat easily.
but im ok ardy lahh. (: the new year is tough!
monitress AGAIN which im not so enthu of doin.
cos cos... of certain reasons.
but anyway! monitor is him! ((:
so.. ahahas. ok lahh. (:
o level is scaring me. ): ok lahh. stop here.
gonna go get help for a.maths. ):
bleahh.. screw the quiz. ):
~chiao. -no one can survive on a diet of hope.
Monday, January 01, 2007
heyhey. gahh.. i forgot to update ytd.
which was the last yr of 2006!
hmm. aniway. not too late rite to say few things.
i wanna thank a few impt ppl! (:
3E4'06.
whoots! this bunch of ppl are great. special mention to jaz, jing, jas, kx, CHELTTON, hanyang, audrey, jarad, yu heng and and... EVERYBODY lahh! ((: when i 1st get into dis class i tot i'd be lost cos i was mly. but we overcame differences and went thru 2006 togeder! thanx for EVERYTHING u guys. and and.. not forgettin YOU!
LOVES! xD
SWISSWINDS.
yeah! haha. dis is a bigbigBIG family i will rmb for LIFE! (: BAND TOUR rox like hell! hahaha. (: love, kenneth, weiting, big nic, my sect mates, nafisah and and... everybody!! (: yeah. lets WORK HARD for GOLD WITH HONOURS next yr ya?? yayyy! =D
ZIYL.
although we not so close dis yr but i truely appreciate everyone of u! (: hope next as we haf more activities nxt yr, dis bond wont break k? LOVE U GUYS TRUCKLOADSS!
MY FAMILY.
although dis yr quarrel fuckin loads BUT. i still love dem! hahs. (: reeally need ur support next yr to pull me through my o levels ya? haha. and HAPPY BDAE TO SIS who celebrates her 18th bdae tmr! she's freakin OLD ardy. hahahaahhas. =p
YOU.
haha. thnax for briging so much joy to my life. hahs. u made me forget my past and made me move on too! (: and we've been thru quite a fair bit lahh before we were togeder so i really cherish him dis time. hahs. (: hope nxt yr wud be WONDERFUL for both of us ya?
yupyup. dats it. no resolution lah for dis yr.
just dat STUDIES is no.1 priority. (: one significant thing, i've moved on. i dun like ******* anymore and for once, i'm assured of it. gd luck in watever ur results take u too ya? (:
and one BIG wish.......
GOLD WITH HONOURS for SYF'07.
dat will be all i ask for god. (:
ok. stop. here.
HAPPY NEW YEAR PPL! =D
which was the last yr of 2006!
hmm. aniway. not too late rite to say few things.
i wanna thank a few impt ppl! (:
3E4'06.
whoots! this bunch of ppl are great. special mention to jaz, jing, jas, kx, CHELTTON, hanyang, audrey, jarad, yu heng and and... EVERYBODY lahh! ((: when i 1st get into dis class i tot i'd be lost cos i was mly. but we overcame differences and went thru 2006 togeder! thanx for EVERYTHING u guys. and and.. not forgettin YOU!
LOVES! xD
SWISSWINDS.
yeah! haha. dis is a bigbigBIG family i will rmb for LIFE! (: BAND TOUR rox like hell! hahaha. (: love, kenneth, weiting, big nic, my sect mates, nafisah and and... everybody!! (: yeah. lets WORK HARD for GOLD WITH HONOURS next yr ya?? yayyy! =D
ZIYL.
although we not so close dis yr but i truely appreciate everyone of u! (: hope next as we haf more activities nxt yr, dis bond wont break k? LOVE U GUYS TRUCKLOADSS!
MY FAMILY.
although dis yr quarrel fuckin loads BUT. i still love dem! hahs. (: reeally need ur support next yr to pull me through my o levels ya? haha. and HAPPY BDAE TO SIS who celebrates her 18th bdae tmr! she's freakin OLD ardy. hahahaahhas. =p
YOU.
haha. thnax for briging so much joy to my life. hahs. u made me forget my past and made me move on too! (: and we've been thru quite a fair bit lahh before we were togeder so i really cherish him dis time. hahs. (: hope nxt yr wud be WONDERFUL for both of us ya?
yupyup. dats it. no resolution lah for dis yr.
just dat STUDIES is no.1 priority. (: one significant thing, i've moved on. i dun like ******* anymore and for once, i'm assured of it. gd luck in watever ur results take u too ya? (:
and one BIG wish.......
GOLD WITH HONOURS for SYF'07.
dat will be all i ask for god. (:
ok. stop. here.
HAPPY NEW YEAR PPL! =D
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