DIS MIGHT BE THE LAST... I MIGHT BE SLAUGHTERED TO DEATH OR TILL I BARELY CANNOT DO ANYTING TONITE... WISH ME LOADS OF LUCK... LUV ALL OF YA OUT THERE... THANX 4 EVERYTHIN... GOODBYE....

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Bleah... 2 words: Results sucks!!! K,so got the report bk, improve a little biiiiiiiiit onli... Stupid sia... I fail maths again... Improve arhz, but still fail.... Stupid... Klass position lagi, teruk.... Improve but a little biiiiiiiiit onli... So disspointed dat "THEM" n ~*HIM*~ will be far frm our classes... *SOBS* So veli sad... Den today got to noe more bout band... Mati sia... Mr Chew talk bout red, yellow, green light thingy... Red means not safe, yellow means quite not safe, green means safe... Bein in red means totally out of band n da rest follows... I'm in yellow... Arghh!!! So worried... Anytime i can be kick outta band.... Argh... I dun want... I lub band so much dat i dun wanna be kick out it... Been in this cca for like nearly 7 years, n den end up just like dat??? Duh... I'll never ever skip band w/o a valid reason... Dat i promise myself... I learnt my lesson already... K, now i'm so tired... Run here, run there just now... So tired... Skool closes today n i'm gonna miss all of them... Each n every single 1 of them esp. my DarL... K lah, off to make Fathin's blog...
Adios...

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Haha, Lub TAUFIK 2 da core... He was so great durin his performace... So cool..!!! Wonderful performance... Surely gonna be voting for him n u guys out der better do k...??? Pls, pls,pls.... He just gotta stay in dis comp... K, so lemme see, tmr last day of skool, so sad... Receivin report book... So scared... Haiz, gonna mis LOADS of ppl... Esp. "THEM"n ~*HIM*~.... *Buries head in hands n shouts in disapproval* K, so today i've learnt not to fool ard wit band... They gettin serious day by day... So, just now went to zin's house n finally saw who was Razid, Zin's ex... So cute... Haha... K, so now i'm so sad at the fact dat skool's closing tmr... The pile of homework is just not gettin any lesser... Arghh!!!! Gonna haf a long, bored holiday comin up... Miss the pri 6 years whereby ard dis time all of us were free of exams n were havin the fun of our lives... Miss it... Btw, next yr me will be in 2E5... No surprises i guess... Well, so i tink dat's all i've gotta say...
Byez..

Hi..!
so today had band... Wow! The council has gotten more strict... Saw all the "never-ever-come-for-band" faces... One of dem is Renee's [ahem!]... He look like a retarded boy wit his guitar n his hair... Haha, no offence Renn, it's a fact... MuaHaHa!!! K, so Mr Chew began his lecture n he said dat we are ~BLESSED~ to be in Swiss Winds... Well, tink bout it again, it's true, considering dat we're one of the top bands in S'pore.... Therefore i am sooooooo BLESSED... BwAhAha!!! Soo, completed Alpha...! *Jumps around wit joy* The song not bad afta all... Tink now we all haf to just brush up on all the weak sections n my section got 0% confidence... Esp. me... Senior never play, i go silent, senior play i play veli loud... HaHahA... I dunno, gotta build up my own self-esteem b4 next year so dat my juniours get a gd example... MuAhAhA..! K, dat's 4 band... Den on the way back saw dis cute guy... He look like Luqman... Got dimples, cute, the baby face look but onli darker a lil bit... So cute... Uh-oh... Sorry DarL if u happen to read dis... Haha, just can't resist cute boys but u'll alwaes be more cuter den any of dem... Oh ya! Btw, iz, fathin, zin n renee created nicknames for ppl... HahAHA... So funny... Here r some of them...
Idris: Ice-cream cone wit cherry on top
Zameer: Gummy Bear/Hershey's Kisses
Ahmed: Wafer wit cherry on top
Cute eh..?? Dat's a few... The rest i forget... Yar, btw, these nicks r onli fer awhile... So read n remember it fast.... Yupzz, so all 4 now...
Byezzz!!!!

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K,change my layout again... Nothin surprising cos i'm a layout changer... Dis time, my bestee fren, Firqin A.K.A PIKASOR, is the designer... She make fantabulous designs... Muahaha... But seriously, no kidding she's gd at dis stuff... K, so tmr haf band... Whee.... Btw, yesterday was exactly 1 month me and ~*HIM*~ are together... Yay!!! Well, well, i'm challengin myself to be beat the 6 months(the longest relationship) i had wit my ex last time... MuAhAha... Iz, Liyana, wat do u tink... Huh, huh..???? Dat's all for now folks...
Buaiz...!!!

Helowz...!!!!
K, k... I noe i've not been updatin 4 like 1 week?? K, so my results is ok but the sad thingie is dat the important subjects r the ones dat i get veli low... Stupid larhz... Science i get "C6"... 4 the first time in my life i get dat low for science... So sad liao... To be precise, I was just 2 marks away frm a failure... Pathetic rite... Maths i improve but still i fail... So i guess u can guess how lousy i am in maths... Mayb i never like maths dat's y alwaes fail dis subject... So i tink now i'll TRY to like it n see whether it will improve my maths... My english, B4... I'm so freakin damn mad wit my ownself... All the other subjects, i pass wit FLYING COLOURS... Whee.... So wat happen dis few days... Yar, didn't go band today cos woke up wit sore eves... Funny liaoz... One eye big, one eye small... But so sad, cos the other time i didn't go also b'cos got cramp... Miss band peeps, the music, Alpha n my inst.... Well.... Nothin special bout my life but everythin has got back to full swing b'cos well... I dunno... But enjoyin life so much..! So i tink not much to say except for the fact dat i seriously can't wait for HARI RAYA!!!!! Just today was changin the curtains n my daddy was painting the house.... Whee... Summore i help a lot so i was like so enthu... Yar n my house was painted RED... Yar.... Red, such an "angry" colour... N btw my mummy also say dat i movin house next year so dis might be the last Hari Raya at dis house.... But still in wdls... No regrets cos iz also shiftin to wdls... Yupzz, dat lil gal, ma best fren, is goin to wlds.... So can go anywhere n everywhere wit her.... Hehez... N lemme see, goin Geylang tonite... Whee... Can't wait!!!! Can't wait!!!! So till here onli...
Bubbyez....

Helo...
I'm in a so like no mood situation... Exams are over but i still find nothin to celebrate bout it... Firstly, the maths paper 2 was DAMN difficult... wtf... So i ended the exam period wit a head full of anxiety... It's tricky... Dat teacher fool my ass... Nvm, den afta dat zin, liyana n iz came to my house again... Everything was fun at the beginning but everythin died down in the end... So, den my DaRLiN din reply my msges... wtf... Why he so late one.. I mean i dun want to assume dat his prepaid low cos i noe if it is, he'll tell me in advanced... So i'm so the very the sad... Summore on monday maybe cannot see him n the following days cos he got dat bloody camp... Onli the sec2's goin... wtf... I'll be stupendously boring... N den on tuesday summore no skool... N i tink it's gonna be like 5 days before i can see him again... Y must everythin end so boringly at the end of exams... Freak man... Btw, i changed my song again... The previous song was too boring... Dis one's tittled I WAS BORN TO MAKE U HAPPY... So long never here dis song, so oldies... N i tink it reflect my luv 4 ~*HIM*~... Hahakz... So i guess i'll write till here onli...
Byez....

Hi!!!!
Wat a fun n xciting day... Sat for the home econs paper for a pathetic 1 hr... Section A went thru well, section B not really confident, section C totally lose my confidence... Niwae, still tink dat i can pull thru... K, afta dat rush down to jurong point... Me, iz, liyana, renee, zin, fathin went there... All were very hungry n so when we reach der, went to Banquet to eat... So noisy... But it was nice goin out in such a big group n den in the middle saw Naseha n co... Yesterday also see them at Lot1... Haiz... Den i was so excited abt seeing the FAMOUS AMOUS shop... First time bought something frm there.... MuAhAha... Bought brownies n was so overjoyed afta dat... Nvm, afta dat went n walk around Jurong Point... So big n zin, renee, liyana n fathin was like so n enthu bout clothes... Wat do they see in clothes when u have no money to buy dem?? LoLx.. K so afta dat iz n liyana went to my house again... Hahakz... In the bus had so much fun disturbing liyana abt her No.2 n imitating every1's action... I guess the three of us make good Jokers... Hahaha.... K so in my house dey surf da net n took loads of pics... Check dem out... Just click on my links n u'll see it... Any1 want thier no. approach me... Hahakz... Niwae, just now iz found out day the guy she like is attached... *WoRx*Haiz... So sad... In my opinon dey make a VERY gd couple... Btw, i've changed my blog song... It's tittled A MOMENT LIKE DIS... The lyrics r so meaningful... So all for now...
Byez!!!!!!!!!!

Sheesh......!!!! Can u just disapear frm my entire world...?? U r so lame to the extend dat i cannot take anymore frm u... Fine, go ahead tell the whole DAMN world dat i'm writing bad things bout u.... Go!! Run along n tell every single living creature in the whole entire universe dat ppl r against u...!!!! Or no, maybe tell the whole entire universe dat I am the onli person dat hates u... Tell every1 dat u receive tender loving care frm everyone except me... Just tell me, do u ever in ur life of knowing me, like me??????? If u dun fine... It wud NEVER be a problem to me.... Just dun HIDE it... All u need to do is tell me... I noe i'm hiding it frm u, but lemme tell u dat dis wud be the last... I never tot i will even meet someone so HORRID like u... I tried frm the very beginning, when i knew u didn't like me, I tried to go back wit u, tried to tell u who i really i am... But i guess i FAIL... So now, i dun gif a damn!!!!! I still have frens who wud support me... I think all i can do now is just admit DEFEAT in ur DAMN face but i noe i'll never let ppl so PATHETIC like u bring me down.... DAMN U MAN!!!!!! I noe u already established ur own group of supporters, well be it... I'm not goin to take any of them... In other words i'm not goin to do like wat u did.... Just FARK OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Helo.......
The song ur hearing is tittled SO CONFUSED... Lyrics veri meaningful... Hahakz...
K, so let's see.. Today was a bad day... Woke up in the mornin go 2 skool had butterflies in my stomach the whole way thru... So msg, tot of meeting liyana but i send the msg wrongly... So didn't meet her... Den sat for the science paper... OMG!!!! It was like, DUH, so DIFFICULT.... I studied so hard bout cells, alcholism, drugs all but a lot come out abt force... WTH!!! I'm so pissed off wit myself b'cos i felt asleep yesterday during studyin.... Arghh!!!! I can flung it sial... Let me tell u wat happen...
Teacher:"You may begin.. Paper starts at 07.47 ends at 09.47 ..."
Me: Opens the paper wit enthusiasm beleiveing i could do it... Stares at the paper read the first question shouts in my head, "Oh my god!!!!" I didn't even noe which chapter it was referring to... Skip the question when to the next one, LUCKILY, i knew the answer....
Teacher: "Anyone has a marker?"
Me: "Wat the hell... Isn't a teacher suppose to have a marker? Carries on...
Teacher: "Is ur name Norhayati?"(Taking attendance)
Me: Nods my head den continue work... By den skip like abt 5 question...
Teacher: "The time now is 08.30a.m."
Me: Does dis teacher need to inform us the time...!!!! Disturbing sial..!!! By den was at section B. In my head i was like, "Shit! SectionA already so full of "FORCE" questions dun tell me sectionB also there will be ques, on dat..." Budden still had hope so continue but my hopes was crushed when i see the 1st ques... Ques:"Draw a spoon to show how it is used to open the tin can, label your diagram n explain the answer... I was like wth!!!! I never studied anythin bout the moment of force, levers n stuff like dat... I was so panic...But still, continued writing n i just gave up in the end... I didn't even bother to check... Omg... I dun noe wat i was thinking bout...

So after skool, watch Wimbledon wit DaRLiN... He's so sweet.... N the story was nice too... So dat's it for the day... Afta dat meet iz, liyana n fizzah at the library... Wth... But nvm, it was a fun n memorable day... K, so dat's it...
Bye...

Helow!!!!!
The demand for me to be updatin is so overwhelmin... I'm so touched... Hahakz... K, so wat happen today... In the mornin go skool early to meet liyana den suddenly she cannot come b'cos she overslept... Wth... Lame sia... K, den reach skool, studies history which i literally didn't study the night b4 cos i went out to eat... ~Yum, yum...~ I practically forced them to bring me out to eat....MuAhAha!!!! The food was d-e-l-i-c-i-o-u-s !!! Although my mum was pissed of wit the attitude of the workers der, but still din't affect us too much... Luv my daddy and mummy alots!!!! Hahakz... So after all the paper was easy but still i was like not sure at some of the questions... I was SOOOOO relief when i saw dat the paper was set by Mr Seng... I tot Tang sia... During the paper, i was spending 40% daydreamin or sleepin... Haiz, so tired... So afta dat went to my "dearly" Amirul's house... Wahh!!!! Dat "makcik" got a lot of magazine catalog sia... So me, iz, fizzah n liyana flip thru everythin n decided to buy somethins... So, den we decided to go to my house to play n studied... Dat's when the fun part comes... Firstly dey used my computer, den in the middle, Liyana slept... So, the evil me took my Digicam n took her pics...!!! MuaHaHa!!! So cute... Hahakz... So some played n some watch 13 goin on 30... Had loads of fun... We were throwin balls at each other, bloghoppin, takin pictures n so many more!!!! So, tmr i have my science paper n watchin movie wt DaRLiN!!!! Yay!! Ermm... I tink dat's just all on wat happen today... A day where our mission to studied FAIL... Hahakz... So all for now...
Byez!!

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Arghh!!!! Wat's happenin to da WONDERFUL world i use to live in??? Where has it gone... Y has it fade away....???!!! I mean well, firstly it's b'cos of my frens.... Fuckin B**** is not happy bout all the thingies in the world... Lemme tell u dat in my opinion u r LAME!!!! Life wud be better off witout u!!! Pls, dun go around n behave like an angel when u r just a pain in the butt of all the living creatures in dis world... Wat's up wit all those talking behind the backs??? I mean wat wrong haf we done to u... U not happy bout me, i also not happy wit u den it's done rite??? Y try to find ppl who barely even noe u to support u??? Lemme see, lack of supporters or is it low self esteem to support ur ownself??? Pls lah... I mean i'm begging u, dun pull INNOCENT peeps in ur STUPID SCHEMES lah...Just fuck off frm this earth n all will be fine... I noe u read my blog... Dat's good... At least i dun need to reinforce again in skool when i see ur DAMN face... K so i think u get my point rite???

K, sorry for startin wit such angry words... K, i noe i'm not updatin for a long time dat's b'cos loads haf been goin on... So, let's update wat been happenin n dis might be the last time i'm updatin until after the exams.... K, so the frens part ders more to dat but shan't expand so dat she wudn't be paisey... MuAhAha.... K, so haf been STUDYIN... See dat??? I'm studyin... Haiz, i really wanna improve on all subjects... Haha, such high expectations.... K, so in skool, think he didn't come todae.... Haiz... Not gonna see him tmr so i'll guess i'll suffer frm the pain of missing some1... Hehez... K, den e.t ran the whole perimeter of our school n St. Anthony's primary... So big sial, so i'm so tired.... Was not concentratin on the following lessons simply b'cos it's DAMN BORING!!! But actually i regret it cos den later got to study like mad at home... Science it's like one of those chapters.... So now i'm at home later watch Double Happiness 2.... Miss him lots!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So i think dat's it... N to dat "FREN" if u happen to read dis, hope u noe it's u.... MuAhAhA!!!! K, so dat's it i guess.....
BubByEZzZzZ....
Luv all of ya....
Keep all those taggin....

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Well, well... Let's start frm the beginning... So, started off wit assembly... Had a bad stomachache but still pull true wit e.t.... So proud of myself of having the determination to run despite my stomachache... Hehez... K, den as usual everythin went on, den after school, followed Fathin, Liyana, Khairul n My DaRLiN to 2e3 to settle some problems... I didn't noe it'll turn up dis way.... I mean i spend so much time wit him n i'm EXTREMELY HAPPY... But emotions were high.... Hahakz... So after dat went back wit My DaRLiN take 187 budden at the bus stop, saw Naseha n co.... Well, k, personally, i felt loads of things... But in the end, in the bus we sat wit each other n talk until his bus stop... Well, finally i'm able to spent time wit him... YAY!!!!!!!!!! Luv him so very much....! Well, till here onli...
Byez...
Luv ya!!!

The way u can change my mood for the whole day,

dat's wat i like bout u...

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Well, lemme see... Just updating for, hmm... the sake of updating?? Hahakz... Well, i've noticed dat i've been writing too much personal stuff so i'm gonna cut it n write more bout my skool life... Well, today was not dat bad, but just didn't feel good the whole day... So after skool, went to lot1 den read book, eat, talk n a whole lot of thingies happen... Whee..... 1st time talk to him leh... So cute but of course my DaRLiN is much, much, much, much, much, much more "cuter"(Is there such a word???)... Stop it!!! Haiz, have been experiencing so many diff. types of feeling bout him n my point of views keep changing... Forget it... Just wanna keep to myself... So till here onli...
Byez...
Miss ya....