hey hey.
such a long long wk.
exams comin.. so really got no time to tink.
kinda stressed up.
my gals.. ahh. luv u guys so much la.

aniway. if ders one song dat keeps playin in my head is missing you by 1st lady.
hurr. kinda chance upon dis song in zul's MP3.
sad sad song.. =(
exams kinda suck too lar..
EL PAPER 1.
blardy shit. run out of ideas.
my compo become so short.. :(
SS. REALLY damn bloody hope can score.
if not i rather die. =x
pHysics paper comin.
is either FAIL or just pass.
argh. regretted comin to swiss man.
so many pressure. hias..

last nite. kinda cried again..
nt cos of him but dat old story.
dunno wtf it keeps comin back esp when i finally am happy again.
=(

den sleep woken up by ;HIS call.
:) cheer up boy. its nt the end of the world.
n i hope dis BIG BIG difference btwn us wont be a barrier.
*grins*

k la. back to studyin. PHYSICS!! ARGH.
stupid subject.. why cant i just take CHEM??
hais.. ok la.

bye ppl..

"does he know how much it hurts to be missing you."
-i dun understand why is it so hard..
1yr4mnths n counting.. how much longer?
quoted frm wen jing:
"when heaven and earth meet, we find each other;
but we will nvr meet."

ahhs. IM HAPPY.
like a bird flyin in the air!
=D yay.
i just hope its true la.
but PERFECTLY happy.
=D/ =) / ;) / :)

and aniwae.
to u U U. argh.
if ur referrin to us.
we're sorry. :)
we're nice ppl. no intention to hurt any1.
hah. can alwaes talk. :)

so dats how i'm endin today.
confused but REAL happy.
hope U feel the same way too!
=)

today SUCK.
like relly suck la. wth.
i wish i didnt hafta know the fuckin truth.
history has happened AGAIN.
its ok. i've been thru it b4.

to u u u.
i just dun get it.
its ok though. just njoy for now.
=(
*i will still wish its not true*
haiz.

the truth always hurt.
the memories hard to forget.
those late nite talks,
the sweet msges,
the times we had.

~for wat its worth, i really wish i didnt know u.

-thanx for actin like u cared,

n makin me feel like i was the only one.

=(

ok ok. i know agani i nt suppose to be here.
but borin uh.. studyin starts today.
AT NITE. hahs.

cudnt sleep till 12++..
so msg CHELKIA.
hahs. HAPPY BDAE!!

anyway. dats besde the point. i very emo now.
ytd keep tinkin bout so many things.
i dunno why ler..
feel so confused.
sumhow, U keep comin in intefere my thoughts.
i feel so afraid. ahhs..
i just wanna haf a HAPPY ENDING.
nvm, if its gonna take months to build up.
just dat at the end of it, i want my own FAIRYTALE.
nt wat i went thru 2 yrs ago.
NVR DAT STORY AGAIN.

ok. lets nt be emo.
i'm chattin wit iz.
msgin KhaiRiL. -my soo confused junior cum fren's boi.
goin out later. yay.
i hate bein alone dis dayz.
k lah. stop here.
big conference kol happenin.
toodles~.
=D

i know i shud nt be here. but ahh. too angry lar!!
although my name nt included der but i bet u one day dat BITCH will.
knn. hurr.
how cud she say my frens la. idiot.
dun k. dun TRY.
IDIOT. dun mess wit us la k.
BOTTOM LINE:
dun make my frens CRY!!
@#$$%&&!!!

KEXUAN.JASMINE.JAZREEL.CHELTTON.JING
prove dat bitch wrong! i'll be behind u guys all the way!!

"i wave at bacteria, i also won't say "hello" to you."

today sux lah. hurr. so many things to do.
had 4 fringgin test. omg omg.
chem den ss den hist den hmt.
woow. adrenaline rushin....
yayness. its over! ok crap la.
feel so dumb. nyaha. ok.
2.4 2.4!! frm 17th to 21 to 10th!
yay!!! frm 16s to 15s to 14s. hahs.
k la k la. nt gd enuf but ahh.
who cares la. lol. =)
screwed up ss test.
screw it all.. argh. *@#%^&!!!*

anyway alot been happenin.
sunday nite. was nice. =)
ahhs. ytd aftann was fun too. heh.
appreciate it alot larh.. thanx ya.
but ahhs. den skul its the same la.
so yup yup. everytin ok except for ytd.
ahhhs.. kinda cried when saw her. hmmms.
thanx zin for bein der. cheers!! =)

just to end it all. argh.
i miss u u U!! argh.
dat memory. dat old old story.
-101204-
hias. ur ignorance.

ok ok. gd day to all la k.
n i love.............
nyaha. secret lah! hahs.
long long hiatus.
buck up for exams!
*GO GO GO!!*

3 MORE DAYS!!

yayness!

=)

cant help it!!
HE JUST MSGED ME!!!
ahh. yayness! (:

hahs. today was fun.
went for religous class.
major topic today:
"REMAJA MASA KINI TIDAK MENGAMBIL BERAT TENTANG AGAMA."
wahas. u noe wat struck me??
COUPLES. hahs.
i mean hah. seriously. dey dun tink abt life afta death do dey?
hahs. sape yg terase sorry la. =x
lols. i mean it includes me also la.
n all the teens out der just eatin wateva shit they like.
halal haram tidak dipertimbangkn lagi.
tsktsktsk.
*sape mkn cili dier rase pedas.*
haha.

hahs. ok. aniwae.
cant wait for school tmr.
yay! FINALLY. yes yes.
till den. gotta work the butt of for tmr hmt test.
*GO GO GO YATI!!*
nyaha.

"my serenade guy"
6 days more!!
=)

so bored. hahs.
ATTEMPTED to do hmwk but failed.
nyahas. at least effort. hahs. =.-"
kinda expected his msg la but nvr came.
maybe he bz lar. hahs. kk. hopin too much ardy also.

anyways... haha. to sumbody:
"u better just be on ur guard ar. hahs. many things happen behind ur back n ahh.. i dun wanna be one of those telin u wat happen. cos now its my turn to sit back n now its ur turn to be hurt the way i was."
hahs. gd riddance la bebeh.
nyaha. ;)

n btw btw! aaron msg me last nite ar.
den last msg he say may u dream about
"ur serenade guy."
n i DID!! lols. Happy happy!
but in the dream he damn sway. lols.
kk la. stop here nehs.. very tired.
byez! =)

the trouble with love is
it can tear u up inside.
make ur heart beleive a lie.

"my serenade guy."
-#4-teen-
*my addiction.

*winks* ;)

i've notin to post.
ahhs. so dead bored.
7 days more! yay. ;>
cant wait cant wait.
hees. lets talk bout my class. hahs.
as u can see i'm dead bored la. lols.

i use to sit beside hanYang. crappo+lamo.nyahas.
but now i sit beside jazReel. [i spelled ur name wit capital R!!!] =)
nyaha. behind me.
-WenChel Kias-
idiots. hah. but they make lessons fun!
hah. beside me OCM. err.
no comments la. =x
infrnt me. Chao Hong. which mr kamal alwaes call Chao Zong.
therefore Chao Hong=Chao Zong.
[usage of conclusion. hahs.]
hes short, looks like a mly n shorter den me. yay! =)

yup. so dats basically the ppl ard me.
hah. used to sit beside jarad. which ppl call carrot. lols.
den mei hong. my DAUGHTER!! =) hahs.
dis class nt racist la. better den E5. =x
LOLS. so yup. kk. its getin lame.
so stop here la. band today was @#$^&*!!!
enuf said.

dun make us history.

im lonely. hahs.
my house is empty cos evryones out.
argh. gotta buck up on studies.
slack like hell ardy. boo. :(
anyways. hes nice. =)
hahs. damn nice la.
hmm. LOVESSS him. hahs.
wont ask for more la k.
be happy wit wat u haf. hmm.
till then. byez.

"how was ur day?"

*sings* u know i cant smile without u..* nyahas.

ahh. so many things to say.
SWISS SERENADE '06!!! ~WOOOOHHH!!!!
we like rock the hall la can. hahs.
it was nice.
cant beleive its OUR turn.
yes yes. SWISS WINDS. my band. our band.
LOVESSSSSS!! =)
it was a HAPPY HAPPY day.
yes! love all my seniors. some special mentions:

AZIMAH:
hey. really think ur one of my closest seniors. love u soo much man. kinda not so close afta u shift but nvrtheless think ur really great. i'll miss u soo much la. n yup. i help to look ard on things ok. =) LOVE U! cried wen u read ur letter. hahs.

VALERIE:
u've been really great la. though sumtimes i disrespect u. hees. i still appreciate u k. thanx for the jelly bean n the note. will miss ur complains n all the fun times in concert area. n all the tantrums n laughters n idiotic-screw-up-solos. we were still great in concert. love u ALOT!!! =) gd luck for o's.

SAKINAH N MELISSA:
u two. ahhs. all the times afta band. ur lameness. gash.. gonna miss u gazillions man. love u guys to the max. njoy ur bks okie! lolx. =p

[i feel like cryin ardy la..] lastly..

SUFFIAN:
hees. weird la i noe. but thanx for makin dat last day joyous for me. heh. though dun talk much la ar. still i will nvr forget all those times we had. gd or bad. alwaes rmb the "bling bling" ok? hah. gd luck for o's. =)

concert was a success la. hahs.
thanx to ALL dat come.
my sis prais me n sent me message n i cried.
hahs. i so love the band.
the marchin part n all. hees. sad.
but yup. alot ppl say its cool.
hah. ok la. i gt dat much to say la.
i really luv dis band ALOT!
to ALL the seniors rmb us alwaes k!
=)

kk. stop here la. just one thing:
i will nvr wanna trade places wit anyone for my place in SWISS WINDS. =D

hey peeps. been bz ar.
few things. x-country was fun.
hah. top 100 leh! 66th position.
hah. *run run* melissa got 64.
not fair. hahs. 2.4 run run again.
hah. =P

hmm. happier things.
he ask me sumtin. yay!
thursday thursday.
yay! hahs. it rhymes! =)
ah. bottom line: i'm satisfied. =D
-kias-

his bdae. ahh. dun say again.
too sad n disappointed.
its ok. been thru it.
just y? WHY? haiz.
aniwae:
HAPPY BDAE TO U.
=(

lastly. i luv e4. loads.
heh. wont let those things bother me anymore.
hah. on the bright bright side.
i'm happy. very am.
yay! =D

~shine the light of love on me n gif me air so i can breath.