ohew. so long didnt update.
to all those who tag, thnx ya! (:
anyway. life's not so good.
haiz watever lahh.

there's a limit to how much i can take.
u dun want me to say stuff here, so i wont.
but still.
i've had enough.

went back took 187 today.
after dunno how many donkey mins i waited but...
well. not the point yah.
the bus was damn crowded uh. so pissed of.
was thinkin thru so many things.
when somebody msg, no, not you.
kept me calm for awhile.
went back, studied awhile, cudnt concentrate.
dad came back, had dinner.
we talked bout bf and me.
he made sense u know. haiz.
i love my daddy.
hahs. anyway, i've got notin much to say.
im tired.
wont update for quite sometime ah.

"if ALLAH brings you to it, he'll bring you through it.
happy moments, praise ALLAH.
difficult moments seek ALLAH.
quiet moments, worship ALLAH.
painful moments, trust ALLAH.
every moment, thank ALLAH."

i had no intention to post again.
but something just happened.
i waited for u for one whole day.
and yet u stil lhave the cheek to asked.
but hey, im not angry. i said i'll grant it. i did.
hope that's wat u want. and ur happy.

give me the patience.

ive got ALOT of things to say!
9th APRIL.
we got GOLD.
yup. dats it.
but we're happy. (:
ESCAPADE'S the song.
and SWISS WINDS'S the band.
WE ROCK! (:

ok. besides that..
life's not so good eh. argh.
hate it lahh.
last thursday, afta remedial ended.
something happen lahh.
i ardy said the next person dat gif u negative comments abt our relationship, i wont take it anymore. and dats why i reacted like that. why do ppl always come in our way. so wat if we're of diff religion. its not like we're gettin married and both of us have strong faiths. so stop bothering us! its not ur business. and i know ur every teachers pet and everytin so its worse. maybe it doenst matter in ur eyes, but it hurts me alot. why are ther so many barriers. why cant ppl just keep thier mouth shut. STOP BOTHERING US! ))):
totally break down like nobody's business.
and i hate it.
haiz..

haiz. i wanna say alot of things here.
but i rather not.
why have u change. why are u intolerant of my behaviour dis days. im tryin so hard to understand and accept. and ur request on friday. hey, i'll grant it ok. i really will. realise dat i also made sacrifices. i also spent lesser time wit my friends. wat about dat. u nvr tot bout dat havent u. lil things dun make sense to u but to me it makes ALOT of sense. im not gonna say anytin more. at the end of the say i wont gif up on dis relationship cos i wont break my promise. it hurts me to hear u say such things. but i know it has alot of sense. so now, listen up cos. i also want my space. dun platy ard in class cos i want to concentrate. i dun haf brains like urs, so gif me a chance to concentrate. and i know sometime i ask things dat are absurd but now. forget bout it ok. forget everythin i said.

god. i feel so helpless.
):
ok. i'm off.

we did our best.
and that's all that matters.
we rock the hall the way we wanted it.

I LOVE SWISS WINDS!

heya peeps!
i feel so blessed. (:
hees.
lets start frm our 2nd mnth day out aite?

went to Velocity.
and we had so much fun! hahas.
and he bought me dis bag.

~wheee. it was like so ex! =x
but bf insisted luhh.
nevertheless. i love him ok. hahs.

ok. band is great!
hahs. cant wait for SYF.
3 MORE DAYS!
dat day we've all been waiting for.
the results dun matter ya.
as long as we enjoy and give our best
we are ardy winners.
gd luck to MALAY DANCE too!
~wheee! so excited.

CROSS-COUNTRY 2007.
hahahas. so rock!
45th position.
lols. ok lahh. improve by like 20 positions.
but cud have done better.
bf got 13th!!!!
hahas. so proud of him again!
dat boy ah.. always underestimates himself.
at the end of the day always get gd results.

hahs. ok. so today. im so tired.
gonna slack at home.
cant wait for band tmr. (:
hees.
SWISS WINDS GONNA ROCK THE HALL!

-where fate meets. (:

hoho. suddenly got the urge to come here.
hahs. but i haf notin to update.
ok. goin out later!
~wheeee. i miss dat boy so much.
oh ya!

BB 39th COY:
3rd RUNNER UP! (:
for AQ Comp.
hahahas. GD JOB BOYS.
bf was so excited tellin me his adventures.
(: hahas. oh well.
so proud of him can. hahas.

and i guess his too tired.
he sounded so sleepy just now.
so cute! hahas.
so let him sleep lahh. (: hahas.

today:
2 MONTHS.
hees. and so many other mnths to come.
so excited. (:
thnx for always bein der sweetie.
wat others think will nvr bring us down ya.
we know wat we've been thru and notin else matters.
on this day, i cant say how much i want to thnk u ya.
;HEARTS euu. (:

-if it takes the rest of my life. (: