cannot sleep de..
haix..
i not jealous, but i just envy dos who relationship turn nice n well..
just wanna be happy lar..
want 2 write alot of things but dunno how alot of peeps noe my blog, feel more depressed..
wanna change blog sometime soon..
read thru all my previous entry..
wah, got 3 days i will nvr forget sia..
n 3 msgs dat i will rmb for life..
got alot de reason behind y i do all dis..
also, his b'dae comin.. wa liao..
a few months back, was excited but dis date,
but now, half-hearted.. half want to gif present..
half wanna just wish, half dun wanna do anything at all..
like very stress sia.. not onli bout dis lar..
got abt frens n studies also..
n i've not achieved my new year resolution..
wth.. enuf said..

the thought of losing u and hurting is unbearable..
but the thought of not having is incontrolable..
it's burning within me...