i fuckin GIVE UP!
get dat in ur shit holes smarty pants.
if nobody frm my sect wanna go, den let it be!! cos ders just simply no use tryin to call back every darn person! i've tolerated enuf shit frm band and dis is the limit. I GIVE UP. ders no use tryin. no use pretendin. i really feel like diein. =x

DAMN IT.
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i cant beleive im givin up on sometin so close to my heart since i was 7 yrs old. i've grown it wit it. live wit it. y take my only source of happiness. i luv band. i really do. but why all these problems now. when i really just wanna enjoy. to hell man. i dun want to see my sect die. i dun want to see the band die. but wat can i do?! fuckin shit.

C-R-I-E-D.
-for the VERY last time for IT.