= i wanna tell u everythin. evrythin...

hello ppl. i'm bored la. later goin out to causeway. guess wat. just read all my previous post and my other rotted blog. man. der was so much happy and sad things in those stuff. most of it was abt him. haiz. i just wish ar. i just wish... argh. the most depressing one was durin SYF period. so much memories. argh. u know wat. now, i wish i havent read all those stuff. ders just too much in those entries. too much. n actually wanted go ut today but den ya la. friends.. really wonder wat dey do u know. dey say dey miss u but den when u msg dem, dey dont reply and the other has sumtin on. dun even talk bout the other. oh hell. everythins crushin. might as well die n ur i miss u's dun mean a thang after all rite? damn. no. i'm not scoldin or blamin anyone. i'm just feeling so urmm.. complicated?? yes. dats it. i'll stop here la b4 i blabber more nonsense. byez.

*just rmb us at our best.