i've fallen..

haix.. everythins so cruel..
try not to think bout all those stuff..
but i just can't..
when will all dis end..?
can't i just have one day where i can hold on to the happiness dat i try very hard to gain..?
if not one day at least half a day..?

first him..
den her..
den her..
den her..
den maths..
den her..
den him..
den now again.. HIMM..

everythin just nvr end..
try to be positve..
tryin real hard not to let things affect me..
but i'm too weak..
wat am i becoming..
why everyone so cruel to me..
no time for my family nimore..
feel so bad.. cos everytime dey cannot go out cos of me..
den i now very quiet.. argh.
i shall stop.

dat feeling come n now i'm cryin..
tot i wud be strong to continue..
but no.. like i said..
i'm too weak..

++//i've fallen. so now u noe.