letting go

haix..
alot of ppl noe, but alot of ppl THINK dat i dun..
wad de hell..
nvm.. ytd, was hard for me..
letting go ain't easy..
but i'm learning..
gif me TIME dude..
i need it.. oh wells, nvm..
not like u wud care rite..
dunno wat to write..
miss him lar
argh. shudn't say dat..
he's happy.. let him be..
dun wanna destroy it..
it's his time of life n its not mine..
haix.. sometimes i wonder when it can be like last time..
our "hi" and "bye" and smiles was still der..
i dunno wat i did wrong but its all gone..
i MUST accept the fact dat he doesnt' gif a damn bout nimore..
i must.. slowly, learning to put him aside..
but i dun haf much strength left..
i noe its over..
it was not wat it was 4 mnths ago.
us talkin, msgin, smiling all not der nimore..
no matter how hard i try..
i still rmb dat msg u send me..
it was one of mose happiest moments..
i nvr knew u wud be the one den..
it all happen too fast..
i still want u back.. )))=

last time it was u who turn my
stormy days to sunny nites..
now its u who turn my
sunny days to stormy nites..