hello.
school has been busybusybusy and im lovin it! yup. JJCian SHADOWS rockkk! COUNCILLOR'S ROCKSS MORE! (: ended meetin at 9 today! thnk god MRCHOO send us home cos Yvonne was not feeling well. THANKS MR CHOO! i really hope that 'o2 will be go on very well. cos god knows how much we've prepared. ppl dun realise it but it takes alot alot alot of scarifice and time for us to do everything. oh well. 1st intake JJCians who are not comin back for 2nd intake you are welcome to come for JJ NIGHT! :D yupyup.

ytd, was MASS DANCEEEE!
super last min, like 20 mins b4 we were suppose to proceed to hall, Damien was like looking for another couple to dance on stage. and sooo... he drag me and Faizal!! HAHA. was supper funny lahh ok! butbut.. gd experience. when ur up on stage, you really cannot play a fool and make stupid actions cos ppl on the floor follows whatever you do. haha. was damn nervous lahh b4 dat. been so long since i dance infront of a crowd on stage!! hahs. but, I ENJOYED IT! :D

tmr is VDAE!
omg.. i've not prepared much lahh! )): im super busy since like last wk and i totally got no energy. im gonna buy chocs and i cant wait for sch tmr! hahs. :DDDD

im tryin my best to get over you lahh.
it gets even harder cos i keep gettin reminded. =x
and that sucks...

hearing you talk bout the others is ok..
perfectly fine.
but. i wonder.. =x

ok! no time to be sad.
TEAM JJ all the waaaay!
SCDC SHADOWS gogogo!!!
thank you COUNCILLORS! :D

wokae.
after re-reading the previous entry, i think it was too emo.
so i deleted it! hahs.
cos im not that emo after all! :D

and the reason for being non-emo is because....
i got my new phone!
((((:
HAHA.
shant say wat phone i get or some ppl will say i brag!
idiots. lols.
butbutbut...
im happy wit new phone! its nice!!
hopefully, someone will go, "hey, nice phone!" again when they see it!
haha. gd pick up line right!! haha.
:D

im looking forward to sch tmr!
cos there's MLL & SHADOWS MEETING!
yay! :D
oh wait.
and Faizal has econs tmr! so i can crash wit him.
for obvious reasons...
and thats cos i can see Hisyam!
:DDDD

i always forget wat i wanna blog abt.
ohoh. talkd to JIAYI again ytd i think.
talking to her always brings back NICEEEE memories of Shanghai.
somehow, we always agree on the same things. hahs.(:
so thankful actually for her when she tag along for the *****.
cos w/o that day, there wont be................
haha. cant say wat it is here.

chatting wit suffian.
haha. so glad we are much more open abt alot of stuffs. and he actually give the most sensible & down-to-earth advices.
and oh.
HE'S HORNY!
haha. xD
for eg: who knows wat "i had breakfast for champions this morning" means?
go figure! LOLS.

HELLO! (:
yesterday night was awesome!
haha.

chat wit HISYAM! :DDDDD
omg. hahaha. so very RANDOM.
CHELTTON & FAIZAL was being very patient wit my UNUSUAL behaviour throughout the night. haha. :D
THANKS!

msg SUFFIAN last night and that poor boy was still working at 12+!
omfg. haha.
wanted to tell him sooo many things!
and somehow......
i began to crave for STARBUCKS!

today!
yayyyyy! mum promised to go shopping sooooon.
budget is like $500!
cos im getting my hp and mp3 too!
(((:
haha.
gdbye "shit-lousy-NEC-slowpork" phone!
then went out to causeway with an old friend for STARBUCKS!
yay! :D

i miss AZIMAHHHH!
i was browsing to my photos and found one whole folder of pics taken during band tour 2 YRS AGO!
omg! so looooong ago!

i was reading someone's blog and then i was reminded of SHANGHAI!

haha! this photo reminds me of not only this 2 guys! it reminded me of that awesome ACROBAT SHOW we were about to watch! :D somehow, i couldnt find the freakin video i took during the show! )): HAHA! :D soooo very GAY! lols. ( feat. janielson, madan, sailesh.)

how i miss those times...

haha. im boredboredbored.
lets make a detailed post on wat happen today.

was SUPER late to sch today. made it on time b4 events start. basically, when celebration started, it was kinda high....until MASS DANCE. always always the best! LOL. i'll miss mass dance alooooot. ): then once the rest were dismissed, J1LEADERS had to stay back. thanks wen jing and dave for waiting for me!!! (: then quickly went off to west mall wit wj and dave to mac. had our brunch? hahs. yup. then head back to swiss. i didnt get to talk alot wit mr kamal. damn saaad ok. saw madan!!! took pics wit him, and he introduce me to HABIB! hahaha. the guy we always talk abt in shanghai. saw yaozu also! andddd.... JANIELSON! haha. (: me and wj agree that he's a F****! yeaa! haha. that lil girl, JIAYI nvr come sch ahh! hahs. quite sadded cos I MISS HER LOTS! and i know she miss me too! hahs. (: gonna meet her nxt tues or fri! cant wait! :D

dats about it.
im dead beat now.
so yeahh. i'll go sleep. hahaha.

WHY WE NEVER TALK! =/
add for waaaat ah?
ok. it takes time.
PATIENCE. (:

ohoh.
you were busy!
:DDDDD

omg.
today is a veryveryveryVERY happy day;
although my dear friend LIYANA ps-ed me. -.-
its ok.

CNY CELEBRATIONS & MASS DANCE!
was damn fun. (((:
ok. i saw HISYAM cos his OG was coincidentally near mine!
yay!
so closeeee. that i could have *** *** *** * *****!
BUT. some idiot spoil the fun
and thus, i miss the opprtunity. ):
FUCK.

haha.
but still, happy enough cos got to see him! xD
hahaha. ok. i should really stop it.

MASS DANCE wit JUNJIE!
haha. weird guy! butbutbut.
mass dance somehow always rock!
xD
another reasn i DONT WANT to leave JJC.

went back to SWISS!
yeahhhhhh! NO REGRETS for making that trip.
bcos i saw YOUUUUUUU. (:
hahaha.
it feels so familiar and warmm.
that stare, that smile.
how you look frm the corner of your eye.
even happier cos........
(: OK. is should shut up!

im looking forward to this hols cos i need my much needed rest.
(: loads of things to tie a knot to. =

to my SHADOWS!:
lets work hard for orientation '02! cos we know we've work hard for it! i'll chiong back to JJ if im posted to SA ok! loveLOVE all of you. (: you guys are the only reason why i still go back to sch. hahs.

haha. im feeling quite sad...
BUT. lets talk bout happy stuff.

we were having civis lesson ytd and our discussion topic was like:
"list 5 things you would bring if ur stranded"
this china guy whose name is YUCHUAN who is quite cute
(i tink he looks like JAYCHOU.) haha.
he said:
1) food
2) water
3) knife
4) tent
.
.
.
.
.
5) WOMAN
LMAO!!! hahaha. so cuteeee! hahas.
why do you need a woman on a stranded island?
GO FIGURE. -.-
haha.

after reading AUDREY's blog,
I MISS MR KAMAL too! and his lessons.
history lessons in JJ are so different frm his.
the teacher suck big time!
no interest at all towards the subject.
i really wont forget his fatherly love when we are in shanghai and his little talks and funny antics always enlighten the mood whenever mdm tang scold us. i will always rmb the advices and the care and concern he always had and the little "OPERATIONS" we always have. somehow, it gave a whole new meaning to the trip and in one way or another, he made the trip MOST worth it. i'll esp miss all the meal times! cos its w/o mdm tang! haha. no offence. i still do love mdm tang's company but we had more freedom to joke? haha. i guess so.. shall talk to jiayi one day abt those times. (: i really do miss his motivational talks too! haha. damn funny.

oh. must thank him for the 68% dist for PURE HISTORY! xD

i just realise that the song
TEARDROPS ON MY GUITAR
is b-e-a-utiful. ((:
i emo-ed once i heard it. hahs.

SATURDAY.
games trial was superrrrr FUN! yay! i was wet like nobody's business! good job games comm! (: wet games will be a blast! yayyyy~! was sabo-ed TWICE! by FAIZAL & YINGQUAN. omg. so freezing cold lahh the water. butbutbut! they were sabo-ed back THRICE. :D ok. i soooo love my stay in JJC cos of the SHADOWS! workin wit SCDC seniors and the rest in my comm has been so fun! (: leaving them will be my hardest gdbye. ):

TODAY.
accompanied CHELTTON to queensway. now i know where dat place is. -.- marcus alwasys say he get things frm der and i had no idea. hahaha. IM GONNA GET THAT BRIGHT BRIGHT BRIGHT YELLOW ADIZERO RUNNING SHOES. &&&&& THE ADIDAS SLEEK SERIES SHOE!! haha. went back quite late, den MSN-ed wit JIAYI. i loveLOVE that girl alot. shes like my lil sister. (: i find that we have so many things in common. she's a strong and down-to-earth girl like me! :p haha. no lahh. but we talk bout soooo many things dat it becomes so fun! haha. i know a lot more bout her AFTER i came back frm shanghai. and we both agree on the SHANGHAI CURSE. hahahaha. damn funny. we talk bout boys, jc, sch etcetc. and we both miss the SHANGHAI FAMILY. )))):

ok. my emo part. pls ignore and dun read. ):
i really reaaaaallllyyyy miss you. (not hy.) i dunno for certain reasons i just think bout u alot and it hurtssss. it hurts so bad. its kind of hard to beleive that i'll never see u again. ))): omg lahh. its hard to even beleive that you moved on so perfectly well. talking abt you to others is so different cos they dun see like i do. why is it that when you look my way, it feels so familiar, so warm. so tempting. but when its behind sometin, eg. sms, MSN, you become so alien and i hate that feeling cos i've seen at your best and sweetest and i cant help but just CRY and stare at it. cos i dun even know who you are. i want to tell the whole world that we both had the same feelings for each other ONCE, and we made the best out of it and i've nvr regret giving you a single second of that entire short period we had. we laughed, played, quarreled, argued, talk, everything during dat short period and if only...... it could have lasted. )):