i just realise that the song
TEARDROPS ON MY GUITAR
is b-e-a-utiful. ((:
i emo-ed once i heard it. hahs.

SATURDAY.
games trial was superrrrr FUN! yay! i was wet like nobody's business! good job games comm! (: wet games will be a blast! yayyyy~! was sabo-ed TWICE! by FAIZAL & YINGQUAN. omg. so freezing cold lahh the water. butbutbut! they were sabo-ed back THRICE. :D ok. i soooo love my stay in JJC cos of the SHADOWS! workin wit SCDC seniors and the rest in my comm has been so fun! (: leaving them will be my hardest gdbye. ):

TODAY.
accompanied CHELTTON to queensway. now i know where dat place is. -.- marcus alwasys say he get things frm der and i had no idea. hahaha. IM GONNA GET THAT BRIGHT BRIGHT BRIGHT YELLOW ADIZERO RUNNING SHOES. &&&&& THE ADIDAS SLEEK SERIES SHOE!! haha. went back quite late, den MSN-ed wit JIAYI. i loveLOVE that girl alot. shes like my lil sister. (: i find that we have so many things in common. she's a strong and down-to-earth girl like me! :p haha. no lahh. but we talk bout soooo many things dat it becomes so fun! haha. i know a lot more bout her AFTER i came back frm shanghai. and we both agree on the SHANGHAI CURSE. hahahaha. damn funny. we talk bout boys, jc, sch etcetc. and we both miss the SHANGHAI FAMILY. )))):

ok. my emo part. pls ignore and dun read. ):
i really reaaaaallllyyyy miss you. (not hy.) i dunno for certain reasons i just think bout u alot and it hurtssss. it hurts so bad. its kind of hard to beleive that i'll never see u again. ))): omg lahh. its hard to even beleive that you moved on so perfectly well. talking abt you to others is so different cos they dun see like i do. why is it that when you look my way, it feels so familiar, so warm. so tempting. but when its behind sometin, eg. sms, MSN, you become so alien and i hate that feeling cos i've seen at your best and sweetest and i cant help but just CRY and stare at it. cos i dun even know who you are. i want to tell the whole world that we both had the same feelings for each other ONCE, and we made the best out of it and i've nvr regret giving you a single second of that entire short period we had. we laughed, played, quarreled, argued, talk, everything during dat short period and if only...... it could have lasted. )):