seeing you ytd was prolly the best thing.
a dream come true after so long...
and every night i miss you
i could just look up
and know the stars
are holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight.
a year has past my friends, ive moved on to greener pastures,
www.solitaryseries.livejournal.com
see you when i do, ciao.
Wednesday, January 07, 2009
Sunday, November 02, 2008
for the band.
SAJC CONCERT BAND TUNE-IN
17th November 2008
All sec 4 band members are encouraged to join us on this day!
Just come in your school attire. Dont be shy and take this once in a lifetime opportunity to play and have fun with us for an entire day.
See you there at SAJC!
BE THERE OR BE SQUARE.
;D
contact me or any other SAJC Band members for other details.
Monday, October 06, 2008
ask. (:
i like typing in Blogger. HAHAHA.
random entry yes? (:
wokae.
ask me my new link and i'll gladly give it to ya.
so dont shy.
i'll update again if i do get promoted this yr.
ciao.
random entry yes? (:
wokae.
ask me my new link and i'll gladly give it to ya.
so dont shy.
i'll update again if i do get promoted this yr.
ciao.
Wednesday, September 03, 2008
Monday, August 04, 2008
still watching
to those who still drop by and not in the know yet,
ive moved. (:
yes, finally.
to all those who remained fillial to this blog for the past 4 yrs(whaaat, so long?!), thank you.
i'll update here as and when i think there are things that need publicity. heh.
to hanyang,
i've no idea whether you do drop by here but if you do, it wont kill if you just try. im still waiting and hoping. im clueless about who, what and where you are now. i figured this is the only place i can somehow(or rather), communicate to you. yes, weird much? i know, just dont ask.
kthnx.
catch me if you can.
ciao.
ive moved. (:
yes, finally.
to all those who remained fillial to this blog for the past 4 yrs(whaaat, so long?!), thank you.
i'll update here as and when i think there are things that need publicity. heh.
to hanyang,
i've no idea whether you do drop by here but if you do, it wont kill if you just try. im still waiting and hoping. im clueless about who, what and where you are now. i figured this is the only place i can somehow(or rather), communicate to you. yes, weird much? i know, just dont ask.
kthnx.
catch me if you can.
ciao.
Saturday, July 19, 2008
time for some commercialisation again.
FESTIVAL WINDS + BRASSES 2008
Victoria Concert Hall
$16/tix, 7.30p.m
includes, the St. Patricks Military Band, St. Andrews School Military Band, St. Andrews Junior College Concert Band and many more!
A CONCERT NOT TO BE MISS!
e-mail: luv_teen@hotmail.com
or ask any of the above stated band members.
be there or be square!
:D
Saturday, June 28, 2008
HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3
zomg zomg. i cannot wait.HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3,
SENIOR YEAR.
COMING TO THEATRES.
(yes, not disney channel, but moooovieee.)
how cool issat?!
call me childish but HSM has got to be the best thing Disney's ever produced.
call me childish but HSM has got to be the best thing Disney's ever produced.
yayyayyay!
OCTOBER QUICKLY COME!
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
i hate my father.
truly,madly,deeply.
he's out to make my world depressing. roar. i dont get the point of u controlling our freedom esp mine! im not a wild party girl who has ahbengs as friends. i've NEVER smoke, NEVER drank. i dunno why he has to control all my doings. and all he does is control me. fuck authority. im a SEVENTEEN yr old kid for gods sake. you grow up. and i have a valid reason man. i dont get adults. when we're honest, they dont allow us. thats the bloody reason we LIE asses. cos when we lie, we get our way. but no. when im honest, you shout at me and dont give the respect i deserve. why the freaaaak?! i can choose to publicise ur 1001 bad deeds but i know thats not right. see. if someone like me can distinguish, why cant you?! a 40+ yr old man. it irks me how you gain satisfaction when we dont get to go out. urghhhh. annoys me when brag about things. shittttt.
I HATE YOU.
i miss the father i knew 2-3 yrs ago. where i can tell you about my whole damn life and you'd at least listen to me and advise me. i dont understand how come i feel so distant with you now.
damn it.
life sucks.
truly,madly,deeply.
he's out to make my world depressing. roar. i dont get the point of u controlling our freedom esp mine! im not a wild party girl who has ahbengs as friends. i've NEVER smoke, NEVER drank. i dunno why he has to control all my doings. and all he does is control me. fuck authority. im a SEVENTEEN yr old kid for gods sake. you grow up. and i have a valid reason man. i dont get adults. when we're honest, they dont allow us. thats the bloody reason we LIE asses. cos when we lie, we get our way. but no. when im honest, you shout at me and dont give the respect i deserve. why the freaaaak?! i can choose to publicise ur 1001 bad deeds but i know thats not right. see. if someone like me can distinguish, why cant you?! a 40+ yr old man. it irks me how you gain satisfaction when we dont get to go out. urghhhh. annoys me when brag about things. shittttt.
I HATE YOU.
i miss the father i knew 2-3 yrs ago. where i can tell you about my whole damn life and you'd at least listen to me and advise me. i dont understand how come i feel so distant with you now.
damn it.
life sucks.
Monday, May 05, 2008
a final say.
hey peeps! (:
its gonna be last entry in here and im just gonna say something important to one and all who knows his blog. anw, if you dont know yet. YES, IM IN SAJC BAND. o.O i know, i know some of you will like detest me and all that but i wanna say that i went into band normally. not by appeal or anything like that. andandand... i join because its really my passion. hearing the band play during orientation reminded me of being in Swiss Winds. i just cannot let myself not join band.
its something about the bonding, something about the late practices, something about sitting in the chair for hours, something about playing that instrument, something about playing the same phrase over and over again to just get it right, something about being so fucked up when you cannot play but when u finally can, you just dont want to stop playing. something about going through the ups and downs together as one big family. something that gives all the joy in the world. band never fails me in other words.
thats why i join band. and god kows how torn i was whilst deciding. i feel like i disappoint lots of ppl when i did that but i really cannot see myself in a life without band. i may not bond with the ppl there so well yet, but im working on it. its a total different experience and standard. makes me more motivated i must say. so, pls understand ok. playing under mr.G is not bad really. something like mr.C. -strict, disciplined and always thinking of ways to be special, different and THE BEST.
contact me or any other SAJCCB memebers! :D
its gonna be last entry in here and im just gonna say something important to one and all who knows his blog. anw, if you dont know yet. YES, IM IN SAJC BAND. o.O i know, i know some of you will like detest me and all that but i wanna say that i went into band normally. not by appeal or anything like that. andandand... i join because its really my passion. hearing the band play during orientation reminded me of being in Swiss Winds. i just cannot let myself not join band.
its something about the bonding, something about the late practices, something about sitting in the chair for hours, something about playing that instrument, something about playing the same phrase over and over again to just get it right, something about being so fucked up when you cannot play but when u finally can, you just dont want to stop playing. something about going through the ups and downs together as one big family. something that gives all the joy in the world. band never fails me in other words.
thats why i join band. and god kows how torn i was whilst deciding. i feel like i disappoint lots of ppl when i did that but i really cannot see myself in a life without band. i may not bond with the ppl there so well yet, but im working on it. its a total different experience and standard. makes me more motivated i must say. so, pls understand ok. playing under mr.G is not bad really. something like mr.C. -strict, disciplined and always thinking of ways to be special, different and THE BEST.
hence, with this. i urge you all to go for:
SAINTS E MUZICA
SAINTS E MUZICA
(Once Upon A Time)
7.30p.m
Victoria Concert Hall
18.05.07
i think its really one of a kind. its different than any of the bands i know who are doing musical also. we really, act, sing, dance and play music. i really encourage you to go cos its really something special. i applaud the cast, crew and everyone for working so hard on this musical. plsplspls go. it'll change what all of you think. and tix are selling out fast. its really a lost if you dun come and see. im not kidding. andand... i really wanted to go for the other jc band concerts eg AJC & CJC. but i had plans on those days. ): but for real, SA's is different and something you nvr seen. so go! (i think its reallllyyyy GOOD, thats why im promoting!) so, COME AND JOIN US!
contact me or any other SAJCCB memebers! :D
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
Monday, April 21, 2008
suck balls. ):
I WISH I HAD MR KAMAL AS MY HISTORY TEACHER STILL. ):
its not that my current hist teacher sint gd, he's just weird.
i had to dig out my Malayan Pre-war Nationalism notes just to understand that chap. and i look at the amount of notes and scribbles at the side and i knew i had learn more from him than 1 month on the same chap in jc. omfg.
day out with GFs was awesome! (:
I WISH I HAD MR KAMAL AS MY HISTORY TEACHER STILL. ):
its not that my current hist teacher sint gd, he's just weird.
i had to dig out my Malayan Pre-war Nationalism notes just to understand that chap. and i look at the amount of notes and scribbles at the side and i knew i had learn more from him than 1 month on the same chap in jc. omfg.
day out with GFs was awesome! (:
tell me tell me
what makes you think that you are invincible
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
please don't tell me that I am the only one that's vulnerable
-impossible.SECONDHAND SERENADE- Vulnerable. (:
Friday, April 18, 2008
gonna jsut update about random stuffs here.
no more emoshit, exposing my naked truth to one and all.
hahahaha. JJC's coucil election just ended.
omg. Gd luck for one an all who ran for elections!
i look forward to see the 'o2 shadows get elected. (:
( i miss those times alottt! omg. words cant express.) im gonna go.
offcially moved to livejournal today!
i still prefer blogger lehh.
but, have to get use to it. (:
no more emoshit, exposing my naked truth to one and all.
hahahaha. JJC's coucil election just ended.
omg. Gd luck for one an all who ran for elections!
i look forward to see the 'o2 shadows get elected. (:
( i miss those times alottt! omg. words cant express.) im gonna go.
offcially moved to livejournal today!
i still prefer blogger lehh.
but, have to get use to it. (:
Thursday, April 17, 2008
hey!
im blogging here cos somethings wrong wit LJ. it gets a lil complicated cos i've been using blogger for a good 3 yrs? yeaah. ok, main reason im blogging... i cant find the drive/motivation to do my PI. i've been home since 5.30 but nothing's been touch. all i've done is hear more SECONDHAND SERENADE songs! they're awesome yo! falling in love with them day by day. finally found an artiste from my most favourite genre. oh yeaa. im gonna buy an ipod like sooooon ok? haha. anyone who wanna sell their ipod, and allow me to bargain, pls tell me! i cant stand the puny space in my hp. suckss. and the sound isnt all that wonderful either. ): oh well. schools been getting better. and i've gotta thank god for that. half of me sometimes just wanna drop out from SAJC and go to a poly. but, i've chosen this path so just suck it up and go all the way. i hate morning rainy days like today. it dampens everyones mood. ): but... haha. im glad there are ppl like Han and Alan in the class who nvr fail to make the class smile each day. anw, ytd night seem to be all but a dream. (:
lets do random outings oftenly. hee. i miss cheltton tan!
dinner sooooooooooooooon. grrr. ever wondered why somethings dont go your way sometimes? i always do. everything seems to be in such a disarray that sometimes i feel like giving up on every single thing. and on the other hand, i dunno whats this force that keep telling me to press on and just keep going. at the end of the day, i come out a stronger person. i've realise so many things this past few months about myself. i dont really like it cos its all too sudden. i'm foreseeing this yr to be one hell of a journey cos as far as i can see, nothing seems to be going as planned. for once, i refuse to beleive in fate. alrighty. gtg do my PI.
i miss alot of ppl really.
i miss SWISS COTTAGE alot! like truckloads. i miss walking that path from bt gombak to sch. i miss climbing to the 4th floor every morning. i miss seeing Bowen and all the other early birds face in the morning. i miss all the late afternon remedial classes. i miss chionging maths hmwk with nicholas, kenneth and the rest. i miss turning my head and talking to audrey. i miss mr kamal's history classes. i miss that huge band room. i miss sitting at my sections place. i miss doing sectionals at the sec3 block. i miss going back on 187. i miss going for hmt classes. i miss 4E4, SWISS WINDS. 4 yrs seem to have just flown by. -how about you reply my msg now?! )): argh.
(why do i even wait?)
im blogging here cos somethings wrong wit LJ. it gets a lil complicated cos i've been using blogger for a good 3 yrs? yeaah. ok, main reason im blogging... i cant find the drive/motivation to do my PI. i've been home since 5.30 but nothing's been touch. all i've done is hear more SECONDHAND SERENADE songs! they're awesome yo! falling in love with them day by day. finally found an artiste from my most favourite genre. oh yeaa. im gonna buy an ipod like sooooon ok? haha. anyone who wanna sell their ipod, and allow me to bargain, pls tell me! i cant stand the puny space in my hp. suckss. and the sound isnt all that wonderful either. ): oh well. schools been getting better. and i've gotta thank god for that. half of me sometimes just wanna drop out from SAJC and go to a poly. but, i've chosen this path so just suck it up and go all the way. i hate morning rainy days like today. it dampens everyones mood. ): but... haha. im glad there are ppl like Han and Alan in the class who nvr fail to make the class smile each day. anw, ytd night seem to be all but a dream. (:
lets do random outings oftenly. hee. i miss cheltton tan!
dinner sooooooooooooooon. grrr. ever wondered why somethings dont go your way sometimes? i always do. everything seems to be in such a disarray that sometimes i feel like giving up on every single thing. and on the other hand, i dunno whats this force that keep telling me to press on and just keep going. at the end of the day, i come out a stronger person. i've realise so many things this past few months about myself. i dont really like it cos its all too sudden. i'm foreseeing this yr to be one hell of a journey cos as far as i can see, nothing seems to be going as planned. for once, i refuse to beleive in fate. alrighty. gtg do my PI.
i miss alot of ppl really.
i miss SWISS COTTAGE alot! like truckloads. i miss walking that path from bt gombak to sch. i miss climbing to the 4th floor every morning. i miss seeing Bowen and all the other early birds face in the morning. i miss all the late afternon remedial classes. i miss chionging maths hmwk with nicholas, kenneth and the rest. i miss turning my head and talking to audrey. i miss mr kamal's history classes. i miss that huge band room. i miss sitting at my sections place. i miss doing sectionals at the sec3 block. i miss going back on 187. i miss going for hmt classes. i miss 4E4, SWISS WINDS. 4 yrs seem to have just flown by. -how about you reply my msg now?! )): argh.
(why do i even wait?)
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
Monday, April 14, 2008
must i really, always pretend?
what an awesome night it would have it been.
day out after sch wit izzati was awesome.
im glad we can call each other bitch randomly and none of us get offended. i dunno why.
somehow, i always know what she talks about and she always know what i talk about.
for eg, we see "cells" when we look up in the sky! -.-
hahaha. got me laughing that someone actually understands the feeling.
and of course, we know the feeling of scandalising. =x
haha. i'm glad we always relate and come down to the same conclusion.
and i somehow always give her the best advices and she gives me the best too.
find me someone who will just sit and listen to my whole 10 day love story and still ask questions. and thats gonna be her. haha.
i love how Han describes the way she talks today.
RFOL. damn hilarious. :D
so.... there's a reason she's me bestfriend no?
oh well, seems i've dedicated one long post to her.
haha. (:
gtg study for econs test now.
and do my tutorials.
zzz... - i miss the two of you like no end. ):
what an awesome night it would have it been.
day out after sch wit izzati was awesome.
im glad we can call each other bitch randomly and none of us get offended. i dunno why.
somehow, i always know what she talks about and she always know what i talk about.
for eg, we see "cells" when we look up in the sky! -.-
hahaha. got me laughing that someone actually understands the feeling.
and of course, we know the feeling of scandalising. =x
haha. i'm glad we always relate and come down to the same conclusion.
and i somehow always give her the best advices and she gives me the best too.
find me someone who will just sit and listen to my whole 10 day love story and still ask questions. and thats gonna be her. haha.
i love how Han describes the way she talks today.
RFOL. damn hilarious. :D
so.... there's a reason she's me bestfriend no?
oh well, seems i've dedicated one long post to her.
haha. (:
gtg study for econs test now.
and do my tutorials.
zzz... - i miss the two of you like no end. ):
Saturday, April 12, 2008
SWISS SERENADE '08 was awesome!
:DDD
i really wished i was up on tht stage with the others exactly as i was two yrs ago! splendid, terrific! GD JOB SEC4s! WELL DONE!
i really didnt expect such standards. (:
i love SWISS WINDS still.
i long for that kin of feeling when i play with others... -.- SWISS WINDS!
(: -my greatest joy! saw so many ppl tht i've missed!
AZIMAH! melissa, saki, madan, JIAYI!, janielson, sailesh, yaozu!
yesyes. shanghai ppl! haha. (:
i love em still and i'll always do.
saw lots of common faces.
so much of me still wanna remain in SCSS nvr move on.
such an awesome night.
i really have nothing to say but im proud of SWISS WINDS!
i didnt even dare see ****'* face cos i knew i had well disappointed him. the feelings just sucks. i chose that path bcos of my passion and i hope its good.
i'll upload the pics soon.
oh yaa. ive created my livejournal acc.
see u guys oveer there when im prepared. (:
cheerios!
:DDD
i really wished i was up on tht stage with the others exactly as i was two yrs ago! splendid, terrific! GD JOB SEC4s! WELL DONE!
i really didnt expect such standards. (:
i love SWISS WINDS still.
i long for that kin of feeling when i play with others... -.- SWISS WINDS!
(: -my greatest joy! saw so many ppl tht i've missed!
AZIMAH! melissa, saki, madan, JIAYI!, janielson, sailesh, yaozu!
yesyes. shanghai ppl! haha. (:
i love em still and i'll always do.
saw lots of common faces.
so much of me still wanna remain in SCSS nvr move on.
such an awesome night.
i really have nothing to say but im proud of SWISS WINDS!
i didnt even dare see ****'* face cos i knew i had well disappointed him. the feelings just sucks. i chose that path bcos of my passion and i hope its good.
i'll upload the pics soon.
oh yaa. ive created my livejournal acc.
see u guys oveer there when im prepared. (:
cheerios!
Thursday, April 10, 2008
school was as per normal today.
nothing intrestg goes on anw in my life. haha.
hmm.. forgive me for this but i have nothing to say but emo things. so bear with me and just dont read. read thorugh my previous posts. it has been so many days,months and years. i wanna change to livejournal or wordpress. its getting a lil too public and mundane. saw AISYAH today! (:
the most awesome feeling in the world! after months of not seeing her, i felt like talking to her so much. haha. i love her lotsss. really. my best freinds are minahs! hahaha.
forgive me for this again, but i feel like i need to say something.
i'll update ess regularly from now on...
cherios.
i still wanna hear your voice, feel your embrace. its just so hard to see others and then be reminded of what we use to have. its been so long. i've past the stage of being angry, now im just so terribly upset over what we happened. if only things could change, if only god will ansswer my prayers. i really do feel that i i need you more than anything else. i almost cried on the way back home ytd, as i walk alone in the darkness. i felt like i was being watched, but it was some kind of presence that i can never ever feel anymore. its like you just linger like a shadow in the midst of the night... how about we pray like theres no tmr?
nothing intrestg goes on anw in my life. haha.
hmm.. forgive me for this but i have nothing to say but emo things. so bear with me and just dont read. read thorugh my previous posts. it has been so many days,months and years. i wanna change to livejournal or wordpress. its getting a lil too public and mundane. saw AISYAH today! (:
the most awesome feeling in the world! after months of not seeing her, i felt like talking to her so much. haha. i love her lotsss. really. my best freinds are minahs! hahaha.
forgive me for this again, but i feel like i need to say something.
i'll update ess regularly from now on...
cherios.
i still wanna hear your voice, feel your embrace. its just so hard to see others and then be reminded of what we use to have. its been so long. i've past the stage of being angry, now im just so terribly upset over what we happened. if only things could change, if only god will ansswer my prayers. i really do feel that i i need you more than anything else. i almost cried on the way back home ytd, as i walk alone in the darkness. i felt like i was being watched, but it was some kind of presence that i can never ever feel anymore. its like you just linger like a shadow in the midst of the night... how about we pray like theres no tmr?
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
Sunday, April 06, 2008
my blogs getting wordier...so there. the top pic is my time serving in JJC as a SHADOW!
best times of my life- learnt alot, met new ppl, perhaps something i will never experience again.
2nd pic. MLL class peeps.
i miss them alot too. ): ok. i'll try to add more pics into my entries but the only prob is i still cant figure out how to shift my photos to the comp. zzz.. tmr sch's ending pretty darn late.
totally forget abt the rehearsal tmr. but oh well..
i bet its gonna be a waste of time again since im totally not involved. =x i shall go and sleep.
im completed econs at least today! (:
and.. i should really go dieting and stop eating alot.
i feel so faaaattt. gonna totally flunk my NAPFA test. urghh. maybe somethings are not meant to be said.
how about singing "just so you know" to make you understand? no? i can only anticipate... and wait.
ytd's day out with suffian was NEEDED.
met at bugis and then had lunch.
once done, head down to esplanade to chill.
i love it there.
haha. chilling seems to be the only fun thing we do! haha. (: ohoh. and ALAN!
thanks for helping me out with the GC stuffs.
:D hee.
i wish i can be more than that. i wish im worth so much more in your eyes. i wish i'd have the courage to look into your eyes and then tell you how i feel all over again. i guess we're too scared to move on. to afraid to explore cos we've been too comfortable with what we used to have. but now, that its all over, why dont we take a leap of faith? i dont want to be just a friend. i want to be more than that.now you know?
just realise what i just realise,
we never have to wonder if we
missed out on each other.
its not the same,
its NEVER the same
if you don't feel it too.
met at bugis and then had lunch.
once done, head down to esplanade to chill.
i love it there.
haha. chilling seems to be the only fun thing we do! haha. (: ohoh. and ALAN!
thanks for helping me out with the GC stuffs.
:D hee.
i wish i can be more than that. i wish im worth so much more in your eyes. i wish i'd have the courage to look into your eyes and then tell you how i feel all over again. i guess we're too scared to move on. to afraid to explore cos we've been too comfortable with what we used to have. but now, that its all over, why dont we take a leap of faith? i dont want to be just a friend. i want to be more than that.now you know?
just realise what i just realise,
we never have to wonder if we
missed out on each other.
its not the same,
its NEVER the same
if you don't feel it too.
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