i hate my father.
truly,madly,deeply.

he's out to make my world depressing. roar. i dont get the point of u controlling our freedom esp mine! im not a wild party girl who has ahbengs as friends. i've NEVER smoke, NEVER drank. i dunno why he has to control all my doings. and all he does is control me. fuck authority. im a SEVENTEEN yr old kid for gods sake. you grow up. and i have a valid reason man. i dont get adults. when we're honest, they dont allow us. thats the bloody reason we LIE asses. cos when we lie, we get our way. but no. when im honest, you shout at me and dont give the respect i deserve. why the freaaaak?! i can choose to publicise ur 1001 bad deeds but i know thats not right. see. if someone like me can distinguish, why cant you?! a 40+ yr old man. it irks me how you gain satisfaction when we dont get to go out. urghhhh. annoys me when brag about things. shittttt.

I HATE YOU.

i miss the father i knew 2-3 yrs ago. where i can tell you about my whole damn life and you'd at least listen to me and advise me. i dont understand how come i feel so distant with you now.

damn it.
life sucks.