I WILL NOT UPDATE UNTIL I FIGURE OUT HOW TO UPLOAD MY PHONE PICS TO THE COM. ))))): it feels so wrong to update without showing their faces. i miss JJ so much. SA is like soooo cold. =x 1st day was boring. orientation was nowhere close to JJ. =x in JJ, when we say SQUEEEEZE!! OGLs will run, SHADOWS literally fly. in SA, theres one big whole infront of the councillor. in JJ, when we play night games, we DASH ard the sch even if we're fuckin tired. in SA, we walk. in JJ, mass dance was so full of energy and zest, that you just wanna dance even if u dunno. in SA, it was ok. im not making this up. we really have gone thru that kind of training!

i know its wrong to compare, and make judgements. and i should be thnkful that i got a place in SA, but... pls bear wit me and just hear me out for this moment. its not dat i hate SA, i just dun like the envi. its so diff frm JJ. i miss sayin cheers out of no reason at all. i miss the tired faces of my shadows. i miss mass dance. i miss workin wit the councillors. sometimes, i feel that its unfair. after all the hardwork, trainin, scolding just to become a SHADOW, im not there to be one. it feels so differnt planning for a camp, and being in one. it just doesnt feel right YET.

i hope days in SA will get better cos i have no choice. my parents dont alow me to transfer.
i will TRY MY BEST to stop comparing and whine..
and i know firqin will be fuming of she reads this! haha.
but thats just how i feel.
i dun feel welcomed at all in SA.

went back for YOG!!!
if u see us on the news, then u know why JJC ROCKSSS!
cos we are united as hell! and we get high like easily.
our dances so rocckkk. i felt like i truly belong when i was cheering wit them. the fact that i saw SAJC ppl dancing wit us was soooo nice! goes to show that they wanna have fun, but too bad, they just dun have the spirit. when i saw my SHADOWS faces, all welcoming me and hugging me, i was touched! even MR LEOW said: "WELCOME BACK!!!" and pearlyn give that gd effort smile which i really appreciated! ELWIN too!!! the way u shouted: "HAYATIIIIIIIIIIIII!! YOU CAME BACK!!" shock me!! cos, i tot u were too busy to even notice me, but u took that time! :D

BUT..
haha. i'll try my best to BELONG in SAJC.
cos "NO ONE IS HERE BE CHANCE"
UP AND ON!!!
haha. doesnt seem correct YET.

ok! i tell you why JJC ROCKSSS now.
go to this pg:
http://justfaris.livejournal.com/14461.html
its an SAJC student saying how much he enjoyed the YOG nite!
AND HOW JJCians ROCK THE NIGHT!
hahahaha! i teared when i read his entry.
serious!~

me and damien googling ppl abt jj orientation!
soooo fun! i mean it really puts a smile on our faces. (:

JJCians unite,
we show our might,
show them how we JJCians fight!
fighting in the sun,
fighting in the rain,
fight fight fight till we win this game!
JJ, JJ is the best,
we gonna dump the rest into thrash,
we gotta S-C-O-R-E,
we gotta F-I-G-H-T!
JJ is the best,
united we stand, divided we fall.
we wil, we will,
stomp u like a gingerbread
and nvr let u step us back,
step u, step u, ooh la la,
step u, step u whoooooosh!