today i want to talk simply about FRIENDS. i've realise that sometimes in ur deepest most difficult moments, then you'll find your true BFFFFFF. (: i say this because for this past wk i've known incredible ppl who have help me through times. fitting into jc is not all that easy. but when u find ppl who are there to help you, it feels nice. so damn nice.

i rmb during EWEB on the last day of orientation. we have to say "thank you" to any person in the grp who have impacted our lives during the camp. at first i had no idea who to pass on my side of the string, and i simply tot it would be the person i talk most too or one of the OGLs. but as the session progress, i realise ppl say thank you because of small lil things that somehow, though it seems small to others, to one person, it could mean the world. i rmb i passed my side of the string to LI LING. (: i wont say why but she wasnt all that close to me, but somehow the help that she provide me during that period, made me appreciate and somehow, forged a bond i'd never knew possible. :D

IZZATI: thanks for ALWAYS being there for me. i'm so thankful we're not those kind of fake friends who say "I LOVE YOU!!!" and then dun mean it. i'm glad i can say soo many things to you and the fact that i always have things to talk about when im wit you. i'm glad you try ur best to make time for me when i really needed it. im glad u bothered caring bout me when i broke up wit hy and not just ignore or PRETEND to not know. the new yr would have been disastrous without you. hahas.

and yesss, this is unexpected.
WENJING: ytd i was quite shock when u apologize abt ignoring me, marcus dey all in sch. the fact that you also changed after that made me feel so happy cos i knew ur apology was frm the bottom of ur heart. (: im so thankful that u dun treat me like some stranger and gladly introduce you to your friends: TED & EDWARD! best of all, thanx for accompanying to eat lunch today just bcos the foodcourt had no halal food. though it may not seem like a big deal, the fact that u sacrifice and just simply suggested that we eat KFC was soooo damn nice of you. i was very touch man! (: biiig THANK YOU! joan is a lucky girl to have you man! hahs.

another one, JUNYANG:
i was so releif to talk to you even it was for awhile. the warmth and the concern that you have was so heart-warming. thanks for your effort/help, but i too cannot be bothered. im just so glad u didnt ignore/avoid or make me feel weird. this is wat i call friends! its like this guy is damn honest and when he smile and look at you, you know he's telling the truth. and not lieing or weaving out a lie. :D THANX!!

annd. MARCUS! sorry made u late and all that stuff after that. thank you for being so patient! hahas. was telling wj that i scared u fucked up! hahas. but i think u see jazreel everythin ok le rite? =x hope so! hahs. (:

(the ppl i write above all are very nice! hahs. thats why they are attached. xD hahs.)

went back to SWISS COTTAGE today!
so HAPPYYYY to see you! ~lalalala. my heart skip a beat. no make that TWO BEATS! :D super excited caaaan?! its ok if we didnt talk cutie! least we msged. omg! so HAPPY lahh. have a gd rest! see you soooon ok. NO. make it tmr! xD

i have some idiotic OGL interview tmr! this is damn sian ok. i wanna go back swiss again to see my friends. and i have only ONE FREAKASS SHITTY lesson tmr! which ends at 9!! and then i have to waaaait till 3! how rediculous is this! ): should i just give up the OGL thingy???!

ok! JJC has been fun! i got so many things to say! but my OGLs aint that friendly anymore. was walking wit chen qing then i saw keith(yesss! the cute one!), then he ignored us. WTF. hahas. andAND. HISYAM! xD

alrighty, i dun tink i have anything more to say.
CANT WAIT FOR NEXT WK! xD