"to love, to cherish, to care.."

i'm feelingless. urgh.. y? everyting was gd until...... argh. dun wanna say it. saw him. him. HIM. yes. not f*r but my ex. sheesh.. i like, but sumtins missin.. *memories. talk to him for awhile. wanna catch wit old times but dunno y, my leg didnt wanna stop. his smile.. argh.. better stop here ar f*r would be angry. haiz.. wat am i turning to? went to wdls lib, wit, din, yana, iz n alif.. saw my cousin uh.. not bad not bad. hahs.. tink i'll stop here.. wanna say more but haiya.. keep it for nxt time.
wish, my life was better.. i dun see any light infront of me.. i feel like everythin is just beginning. JUST. i'm tryin to be patient. very patient. haiz.. forget it or ill cry again. ~toodles..