oh gawd.. i regret. grr. saw him. him. HIM. argh. how i miss his company.. grr. but thank god. god answered my prayers. i dunno wat to say. one moment i feel like cryin. one moment i feel so positive to cary on. i dun undstd. dun wanna feel. dun wanna noe. dun wanna think. i've had enuf. i'm tryin my best to make f*r happy. but i dunno y, i regret. no. i dun regret. its just dat he's too nice. too nice for me. =(
to nobody basically: just wanna tell dis. its hard enuf to let go of sum1 u just want to luv. its not easy. nvr easy. i noe how it feels to see sumone who's the man of ur dreams walkin off wit sumone else. yes, we are at fault for breakin thier hearts, but we are the ones who have actually really found the courage, the strengh to move on. we are more knowledgable about dem. trust me. dis type of women, may seem happy, but they cry n bleed inside. they are strong. 3 cheers to this women. *smiles weakly*
okie. dat paragraph. read it sumwhere. so wat i feel. haiz. go figure. i'm too confused. lost i must say.