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yeap.. perhaps dats it..
i'm shattered..
let's talk bout ytd..
lessons was boring..
i didn't understand maths..
dat was bad.. real bad.
enrichment was fun wit the exception of sum things.
den,

B A N D.
cool yeah..
tired afta enrichment, still had to go..
so i tot, no mayb we tot
dat it wud be the best cos it was the last..
in the bus, total fun.. real cool..
den "IT" happen..
so who the hell wud accept wat happen ytd?
who the hell wanted wat happen ytd to happen.?
u majors, teachers, SLs tell us..
i realli pity my batch.
almost all were in tears..
including me..
yeah, it was bad..
if wateva happen was true,
den dun expect to my face in the blardy band nimore..
the humiliation ytd was hard to bear..
those who aren't in my position, u wudn't noe..
it just hurtss..
months of hard work all GONE..
yeah, emotions was high..
dunno wat to say nimore..

last time when i was in the edge of giving up on band, der was him to push my spirit, den when he was gone, syf was the only thing dat made my stay in band but now.. der's no more hope to cling on to..

everythings just goin so wrong.. saw u sittin wit her, was like, argh. dun wanna say it.. held back my tears but otw back, den saw u wit her, just cried again.. )))=

haix. thanx, to valerie, jin xiu, shafiq, nicholas, sakinah, guo wei, luqman n esp.
amirul. we didn't deserve dis. wtf.