a final say.

hey peeps! (:

its gonna be last entry in here and im just gonna say something important to one and all who knows his blog. anw, if you dont know yet. YES, IM IN SAJC BAND. o.O i know, i know some of you will like detest me and all that but i wanna say that i went into band normally. not by appeal or anything like that. andandand... i join because its really my passion. hearing the band play during orientation reminded me of being in Swiss Winds. i just cannot let myself not join band.

its something about the bonding, something about the late practices, something about sitting in the chair for hours, something about playing that instrument, something about playing the same phrase over and over again to just get it right, something about being so fucked up when you cannot play but when u finally can, you just dont want to stop playing. something about going through the ups and downs together as one big family. something that gives all the joy in the world. band never fails me in other words.

thats why i join band. and god kows how torn i was whilst deciding. i feel like i disappoint lots of ppl when i did that but i really cannot see myself in a life without band. i may not bond with the ppl there so well yet, but im working on it. its a total different experience and standard. makes me more motivated i must say. so, pls understand ok. playing under mr.G is not bad really. something like mr.C. -strict, disciplined and always thinking of ways to be special, different and THE BEST.

hence, with this. i urge you all to go for:
SAINTS E MUZICA

(Once Upon A Time)

7.30p.m

Victoria Concert Hall

18.05.07

i think its really one of a kind. its different than any of the bands i know who are doing musical also. we really, act, sing, dance and play music. i really encourage you to go cos its really something special. i applaud the cast, crew and everyone for working so hard on this musical. plsplspls go. it'll change what all of you think. and tix are selling out fast. its really a lost if you dun come and see. im not kidding. andand... i really wanted to go for the other jc band concerts eg AJC & CJC. but i had plans on those days. ): but for real, SA's is different and something you nvr seen. so go! (i think its reallllyyyy GOOD, thats why im promoting!)

so, COME AND JOIN US!
contact me or any other SAJCCB memebers! :D

the very reason i cried today.
i miss 4E4 so baaaad.
and everything else about SCSS.

suck balls. ):
I WISH I HAD MR KAMAL AS MY HISTORY TEACHER STILL. ):
its not that my current hist teacher sint gd, he's just weird.
i had to dig out my Malayan Pre-war Nationalism notes just to understand that chap. and i look at the amount of notes and scribbles at the side and i knew i had learn more from him than 1 month on the same chap in jc. omfg.

day out with GFs was awesome! (:

tell me tell me
what makes you think that you are invincible
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
please don't tell me that I am the only one that's vulnerable
-impossible.

SECONDHAND SERENADE- Vulnerable. (:

gonna jsut update about random stuffs here.
no more emoshit, exposing my naked truth to one and all.
hahahaha.

JJC's coucil election just ended.
omg. Gd luck for one an all who ran for elections!
i look forward to see the 'o2 shadows get elected. (:
( i miss those times alottt! omg. words cant express.)

im gonna go.
offcially moved to livejournal today!
i still prefer blogger lehh.
but, have to get use to it. (:

hey!
im blogging here cos somethings wrong wit LJ. it gets a lil complicated cos i've been using blogger for a good 3 yrs? yeaah. ok, main reason im blogging... i cant find the drive/motivation to do my PI. i've been home since 5.30 but nothing's been touch. all i've done is hear more SECONDHAND SERENADE songs! they're awesome yo! falling in love with them day by day. finally found an artiste from my most favourite genre. oh yeaa. im gonna buy an ipod like sooooon ok? haha. anyone who wanna sell their ipod, and allow me to bargain, pls tell me! i cant stand the puny space in my hp. suckss. and the sound isnt all that wonderful either. ):

oh well. schools been getting better. and i've gotta thank god for that. half of me sometimes just wanna drop out from SAJC and go to a poly. but, i've chosen this path so just suck it up and go all the way. i hate morning rainy days like today. it dampens everyones mood. ): but... haha. im glad there are ppl like Han and Alan in the class who nvr fail to make the class smile each day.

anw, ytd night seem to be all but a dream. (:
lets do random outings oftenly. hee.

i miss cheltton tan!
dinner sooooooooooooooon. grrr.

ever wondered why somethings dont go your way sometimes? i always do. everything seems to be in such a disarray that sometimes i feel like giving up on every single thing. and on the other hand, i dunno whats this force that keep telling me to press on and just keep going. at the end of the day, i come out a stronger person. i've realise so many things this past few months about myself. i dont really like it cos its all too sudden. i'm foreseeing this yr to be one hell of a journey cos as far as i can see, nothing seems to be going as planned. for once, i refuse to beleive in fate.

alrighty. gtg do my PI.
i miss alot of ppl really.
i miss SWISS COTTAGE alot! like truckloads. i miss walking that path from bt gombak to sch. i miss climbing to the 4th floor every morning. i miss seeing Bowen and all the other early birds face in the morning. i miss all the late afternon remedial classes. i miss chionging maths hmwk with nicholas, kenneth and the rest. i miss turning my head and talking to audrey. i miss mr kamal's history classes. i miss that huge band room. i miss sitting at my sections place. i miss doing sectionals at the sec3 block. i miss going back on 187. i miss going for hmt classes. i miss 4E4, SWISS WINDS. 4 yrs seem to have just flown by.

-how about you reply my msg now?! )): argh.
(why do i even wait?)

so breathe in so deep
breathe me in
i'm yours to keep...

thanks for hearing me out. (:

must i really, always pretend?

what an awesome night it would have it been.
day out after sch wit izzati was awesome.
im glad we can call each other bitch randomly and none of us get offended. i dunno why.
somehow, i always know what she talks about and she always know what i talk about.
for eg, we see "cells" when we look up in the sky! -.-
hahaha. got me laughing that someone actually understands the feeling.
and of course, we know the feeling of scandalising. =x
haha. i'm glad we always relate and come down to the same conclusion.
and i somehow always give her the best advices and she gives me the best too.
find me someone who will just sit and listen to my whole 10 day love story and still ask questions. and thats gonna be her. haha.
i love how Han describes the way she talks today.
RFOL. damn hilarious. :D
so.... there's a reason she's me bestfriend no?

oh well, seems i've dedicated one long post to her.
haha. (:
gtg study for econs test now.
and do my tutorials.
zzz...

- i miss the two of you like no end. ):