i feel so ignored. =/
ok.. MSN-ing really sucks on my lappy.
it always disconnect by itself.
besides its running on WINDOWS.
bleahhhh.

talkin to FAEZAH.
my god.. can all guys die. =x
stop breakin girls heart lahh!!!
i sympathise her soo much, cos she was also fooled like i was.
haiz. "love makes the world go round"
ahh.. bull lahh.
guys are blardy nice when they are but...

khairil is a really sweet guy cos i know him too.
but when things happen i can help but tink differently.

same like him too. and i tink der's no use hidin who my ex was.
MARCUS was nice too. blardy sweet and when really wants.
BUT. at the end of the day.
ahh.. ): i refuse to say much.

as my dear dear dear FAEZAH is feelin now.
.
.
.
i miss him. yeah i do.

hanyang is nice but not now lahh.

anyway. im really hopin i pass the physics test.
cos i want to so BADLLYYY.
ok lahh. i stop here.
byezz..!

today is so shiok..
(: im sittin at my balcony.
the wind blowing my hair. (:
ahhhas. i wanna go to the beach.
cant wait for o levels to end!!!

after band ytd went lunch.
rushed home to watch match at national stadium! =D
the atmosphere was amazing lahh. (:
"ole, ole, ole... ole, ole..."
GD JOB LIONS!
ahhhas. i WILL go for the finals.
but its on wed. so kinda like havin doubts.

the eng passage im readin now is interesting.
"transformed from rough to gem, they would come to symbolize romance, strength, beauty and wealth. why do diamonds , more than any other substance on Earth, capture people's imagination and excite passion?"
hmm.. interesting eh?

ok. i ciao now.
tk care ppl! (:

i'm exhausted. ):
i feel like sleeping but ders so many things to do.
sec.4 life sucks.
RARRRR!

basically i've got notin to say.
ahhas.
im still tinkin over the break up.
doesnt make sense lahh. but wat the hooo.
i dun gif a damn bout u though.
yahh. der are better ppl out der.
god knows...

ok. i tink i shall do some physics.
den go to sleep PRONTO.
i dun want to be late for band tmr.

edited.

ulied.ulied.ulied.ulied.ulied.ulied.ulied.U LIED.
)):
the truth always hurts.....

throughout the whole relationship i've been tryin my best to understand and be so nice to u. and to tink dis is wat i get in return. boo u! ): u tink wit ur attitude like dis, she will like u? go and die lahh. even after having to ask u myself ur still a coward and u still refuse to tell me the truth. wat are u? a jerk? gosh.. i know i sound very mean but i seriously cannot help it. the least u can do is tell me the truth. even after we broke up, i ask u has it got anytin to wit her, u refuse to tell the truth. i dun even haf any respect for u now. i just cant emphasis more how much i hate seein ur face and how U LIED. at the end of it all, have the bloody guts to own up. an innocent frame, but inside.. urgh. how wrong. 7 days of cryin and to tink it was all for dis. i cant possibly say u use me rite? or can i? ahh.. so much for tryin to be nice.

i wish u just had the bloody guts.
):

ahhh. i think dis blog is DEAD. =.=
hahahahas. so i'll just talk to myself. (:

had band today! ~wheee!
we sound so blarrdddyyyy nice.
i mean at least better den previous ones.
and and... FINALLY. my section has grown!!
including sec ones i have 7 or 8! hahas.
ok lahh. maybe small to some of u BUT.
haha. good enuf lahh. (((:
but i keep forgettin thier names. ahahas.

i miss ZIN. ):
i know she's missing me too. (:
she's probably in SAUDI ARABIA tryin to undstnd wtf they are talkin.
hahas. but. im sure she'll meet some cute boys.
hahahaha. tink gonna e-mail her afta dis.
*the wonders of TECHNOLOGY.* (:

AHH. anyway. some sad points..
i dun like YOU-KNOW-WHO.
(if any souls are readin dis, DUN ASSUME YOU KNOW WHO! (:)
but i think i shud stop hatin he/she.
cos like my new partner, LAUJUNWEI, says..
my character too is like half of he/she.
so dat makes me bad toO! ahhhas.
THEREFORE. i shant hate he/she, INSTEAD.
i will IGNORE he/she. ((:

and to youyouYOU.
heh. sorry couldnt find the thing u ask me to find.
but, haha. didnt know i dared to call u. hahahs.
soHAPPY. ((:

anyway. I LOVE 4E4'07.
ok? hahahs. theyROX.
will show u guys "THE EZ-LINK" pic some day.
so hilarious! hahas.
"joke of the days" too make our learning environment VIBRANT.
ahahahs.
and i love to go to schooL! (: hees.

oh oh.. and i did i tell u,
I FINALLY UNSTND MMMMMOLLLE(mole) CONCEPT?
all those last yr chap and dis yrs. (:
yes yes. i feel so HAPPY. cos i finally UNDERSTAND!
hahahs. CHEMISTRY ROCKS!
uhuh. (:

ok. i think dis is a darrrnn long entry.
i wanna go sleep! (:
yay. today so rockk! hees.
i love my life to DA MAX! lols.
ok. haf a gd rest ppl. and dun tire urself out.
~chiao!

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken.

ZIN'S GOING OFF.
ahhh. im gonna miss her so fuckin much.
))):

anyway, i kinda miss him..
)): bahh. and ppl!!
i am not with han yang!!
haha. dats kinda absurd... ahaha.
you know, i know. (: