O LEVELS ARE OVER!!!!!!
(literally lahh! hahs. still got physics mcq nxt wk)

LOLS.
oh well. feel so free! yay!!!
the stacks and stacks of paper on my table would be burnt!
yep! ((:
think i did well for o's but still.
hope hmt can get A1! PLS!!
could have done physics, e.hist and a maths better.
but.. its done baybeh. (:
ohh.. and i can go for the 6 wks in jc thingy.
but kinda like got job i like. ~boohooo. ):

anway.
Things to do!:
1) buy GRAD TEA clothes! :D
2) write some stuff! (:
3) prepare for SHANGHAI TRIP!!!!!!!!!!!
4) learn to do new things. (like DANCING!) hahahaha. xD
5) put some effort in this blog.
6) find a better job.

Grad tea is coming lahh!
cant wait. but gonna be so so sad.
just thinkin of dat day. (((:
love my friends!
the whole malay peeps. (((:

and... SHANGHAI TRIP! (*screams!!*)
its gonna be cold cold cold!
hope it snows or something!
but who cares.
spending 10 days wit MRKAMAL, ANDREA, KE XUAN, JASMINE AND ISKANDAR and the others.
yay!!

ok lahh.
im done!
(:

hey all!
prelim results are out.
hahs. hooray for SS!! ((:
and also english! so unexpected.
but im so scared if i fail e.geog. ):
anyway. one thing i learnt frm this is dat i should have started revision long long ago. its kinda too late now. if only my maths was better, could have gone to JC for 3 months.
but its not too late. really gotta buck up.
made my decision to drop chem.
hahs. after so very long.
should have done it like long ago.

ok moving on.
hahs. call me childish, but i love HSM2.
hahahahs. just fund it so nice.
(: like fairytale like that.
......
the lyrics are like so amazing.
learning to play EVERYDAY on the piano.
yayness! (:

hmm...
been wondering wat i'll do for the hols.
1st things 1st:
SHANGHAI TRIP!!!! =D
cant wait.
wit mr.kamal and andrea and the other gals.
soooo fun!
hope it snows! (((:
and i got loads of other stuff to do.
and plan to go for work.
feel so wrong to plan now.....
cos o's not even over. =.=

also also..
feel so happy for ppl who found new partners.
hahs. i've always like the feeling sharing the joy wit someone.
to those who broke up,
esp fizzah. though i dunno ur story,
i really do feel for u aite. =\

finally.
I MISS BAND! ))):
hais.. kinda feel sad cos im losing the touch.
wherever instituition i go nxt yr, i ardy promise myself not to take up band.
i dunno why but if feel that i've never been entirely happy.
but still,
i miss SWISS WINDS.
-band of the swiss cottage secondary school and command band of the national cadet corp.
hahhahas. feel so nice to repeat that phrase.
(:

ok luhh. notin much to say.
gd night.
and i'll be updating after o's.
thanx for ur omments peeps.

have the sudden urge to blog cos im bored.
kinda lonely now. just wanna say some things.
been a long time since i did so.

hmm.. ever since im wit hanyang, many ppl think dat as if im controlling his life. but i wonder how many ppl really think wat i feel. i know its not wrong to have assumptions but come on.. in class i dun really have gd frens and i agree that it was to a large extent my fault cos i was the one who distant myself frm u guys ever since dis yr. and i do miss some of them.. jazreel, wenjing, cheltton. will nvr forget u guys buying me the germany jersey last yr. (: but after certain things happen things change and we cant help it. hanyang has always been der for me lahh and i thank him for dat. i rarely have dis kind of company. furthurmore, the other mly peeps are in another class, our timetables clash so its not like i dun have frens its just dat we dun have the same free time. and thus, i depend on hanyang. ok. so just spare a thought for me ya?

however, out of the whole thing. im just so so so so SO damn thankful that zin, izzati and liyana has nvr been affected by dis. and dats why i love them. (: the others mighttink dat im neglecting my frens and i do realise dat but the fact that u guys till stand by me, i feel so blessed. (: u guys are really true frens. (:

the point of expressing this is not to gain sympathy its just dat i feel a lil confused. thus, frm now on, i'll try to spend lesser time wit hanyang and more time wit my frens cos i dun wanna lose them. i dun want ppl to think dat i cannot live w/o a boyfriend. cos dats no true. i think i cherish so many ppl i love so much dat i tend to oversee lil things dat matter most to them. sometimes i feel so guilty because i have directly or indircetly broken some close relatioships dis past few months.

its been a long time since i write this kind of things but i just have been thinking. its time to change my priorities which should haf been done long ago. sorry to all of u who have been affected.

anyway. tmr my b'dae! ((((:
so wanna take dis opprtunity to really thank ppl i love love so much! ppl who really make my life worth living.
IZZATI (my most best companion!)
ZIN
LIYANA
-thnx for standing by me and understanding me.
MY FAMILY.
HANYANG.
-u know me best. (:

hello ppl!
ok.. my blgo is so dead. hahs.
seems like im updating only like once a month.
ok lahh. firstly.
HAPPY 6TH MONTH. ((:
im so happy lahh. hahs. nvr tot we last so long.

ok. that aside.
PRELIM IS IN 3 WEEKS!!!!!!!!!!!
*&%^^%$#@#!!!
so not prepared lahh.
we havnt complete social studies!! ans still having like 2 chaps more!
gosh. and im so scared i fail maths.. ):
anyway. i think i'll drop chem. (although i dun want to.)
so sad lahh. but i cannot hold on to somethin dat i cant do.
or else i'll just waste time and dun do well in other subject.

ok lahh. i actually have so many other things to say.
but nvm.. (:
gd luck ppl for ur prelims!!

wokae. im not suppose to use the comp. but...
hahas.

ok. i feel so tired.
i had bloody cramps in the middle of the nite and i couldnt sleep for 1 hour! beahhs. anyone know how to not have dreams when u sleep? its so irritating cos when u wake up u dun feel fresh. right? ok. wat am i babbling.

ok. schools been a bitch.
i hate ** ***. he like so asshole-mtf-knncb!
that stupid smirk. wateva sia.
ok. lets not talk about him. i cant wait to see the class video!
although my pics are so minimal! lols. but hong ming's face is a classic.
*three cheers to DVP and others. ((:

ok. on a much much MUCH happier note!
HAPPY 5TH MONTH DEAREST.
(: ok cant wait!
although we've quarreled like god knows how many times, and thru all the secrets, lies and whatever nots. we're still here! yayness! hope we'll celebrate for the many many years to come ok? OK SET. (:

ohoh. and i hope im selected for the shanghai trip.
plsplsplsplsplsplsplsplspls!!
it would be such an experience to end all my secondary edu. wit an overseas trip wit the beloved group of 16(yes, i know its so little) PURE history students. and not forgetting mr kamal. hahahs. okok. i'll stop exageratting.

ok. stop here. and wait.
i've got something to confess.
my spelling suck balls. hahahahahas.

hoho.
im back again.
life so far is like ok lahh. hahs. my prepaid is like so minimal uh the value. ): and i dun have bucks. i wanna buy slippers, tops, jeans, shoes so many things uh. but im so like broke. and dis past few wks, havnet been studying or in other words notin fruitful is happening. i feel so crap. everyday watch tv, play xbox, go out. hais... gotta get back on track.

anyway. just wanna say that ifeel so urmm... blessed? i mean bf is always der when i need him and i know im the impatient one. ytd was really eye-opener. (: i will change ok. for us. anyway, i hate the way ppl look at us in trains. its like so wtf. is it like so wrong to have chinese bf? i mean i know lahh i ever look down on some ppl last time and i admit i am in the wrong. but hte public out der is like so non-understanding. is there such a word? i mean just bear in mind la dat wat u say wont bring us down. ok. its not like those ppl are reading this. lols.

haha. ok lahh. gtg go library now. effort to study!! yayness.
cant wait for o's to be over!

wahass! so looong not in here.

ok.

just wanna say that.....

ok. i dunno. =/

let see...

me and bf are perfectly ok! (:

yay! making our way to 5th MONTH!

yayness. (:

ohoh.

wont be blogging for awhile.

toodles. (:

with so much love. (: