"u dun haf to be cool,
to melt my world."

school has been oh-so-bad.
gahh. i studied so hard for physics,
but i tink i screwed up.
so damn fuck up wit myself! ):

life is ironical.
really. soo many ironies.
hmm.. puzzling.
MrKamal's talk on race n religioun elevated my thoughts to a new level.
~woah! race n religion is only a word dat divide the human race.
to the extent dat ppl look down on each other.
hmm.. wat he said was true.
ahh. better not say everytin.
its such a sensitive issue. (:
i love his lessons. hahas.

sch has been a cool also.
haha. *irony.
i dunno whether i shud put in hopes.
cos it seems so near but yet so far.
hmm. nvm.
tinkin of you you YOU.
makes me happy n light.
it makes me forget the fugly past.
i like the feeling but sumhow................
(:

hanyang. stop ur nonsense.
or u only get a BIONICLE.
hahahaha. =p

but on top of EVERYTIN.
i wanna pass!!!! ahh.
study like mad liao dis few days.
cant afford to slack. though now i am.
hahaha. okok.
stop here ahhh.
BYE! (:

"this cud be the start of something new.

it feels so right to be here with you.

and now looking in ur eyes,

i feel in my heart the start of sumtin new."

wat i felt today was unexpected.
hahahaa.
ok. performance was tirin!
"who wat huh!"
damn fun ahh..
reminds me of sec2 camp. lols.
aniwae. didnt bring my phone so cudnt wait to go back band room.

so reach band rm, quickly switch on,
den.. haha!. ((:
all smiles can?
((: haha.. dun get horny while watchin ok?
hahaha. HAPPY LAHH!!!!
~wheeee! (:
ok. stop here.
bye! (:

"the comeback of the EX."

i'm over the moon!~
haha. (:
cos. ya. u got the hint eh?
n ya.. though it was late.
thnx for the wish. haha.
i like! but dats not the no.1 reason.

hahaha. secret lahh.
((:
mrDUCKY. rox! (:
ahhhhh.
"knape awak cute?"
~bleah... (((:

ok. i miss ma GALS.
a shoutout to IZ esp!!
haha.. ko mcm kwn distant aku plak!
hahaha. MISS YOU!

eh. stop here.
got a feelin my V3i's gonna be taken away today.
n i'll be back to sch wit the sucky 3100.
band was fun too!
"PARADE OF THE CHICKENS."
ahahaha. our dear SC is funny.
LOLS.

shud i stay or shud i go?

hoho. so many things to say!!
ok. wait. BDAE WAS A BLAST!
((: thnx for the wishes.

farihin.shikin.WANI.
guonian.iskandar.yuhting.
azimah.shafiq.nafisah.firqin.renee.fizzah.
zin.iz.yana.rudy
-thnx for the wishes!

audrey.yeihern.JARAD.lanlan.nic.cheltton
-thnx for the jersey!

WENJING.JAZREEL.
KEXUAN.JASMINE.XINYI
LIYANA.EDWARD.BENGHOW.
-thnx for the splendid day today!
BBALL ROX! ((:
luv u guys so so so much.

MARCUS.
-thnx for the present n all lahh.
(=

my FAMILY.
V3i ahh i got! haha. (:
happy! ~lalalas.
NICE day spent wit all of ya.

ok.. but on top of all.
im just sad over ONE thing.
dat one person i wait n wait n wait to msg didnt.
): blardy sad ahh.
haiz. i wanna forget lahh. realli.
at the end of the day all i get is disappointment.
gahh. wateva lah. )):
was it just so difficult to do it?
i cannot get angry. i musnt.
im just sad. cant beleive after so long,
u did forget about my bdae.

"kenape awak CUTE?"

ahh. im feelin like a 3 yr old kid gettin candy.
((: han yang suck lahh.
i DO NOT like a rich ********** boy.
omg. haha. i really dunno wat im feelin.

cant wait for tmr.
hahha. MY BDAE! ((:
yay! hahahs.
hope its not the worst bdae lahh.
haha. got reasons. (:

my hp was SOLD.
no final gdbye to memories.
i know dis was comin.
dat ONE single msg dat told me how u feel.
dat NITE.
dat very DAY.
i lost dat msg. GONE.

"sori i msg. tapi i takut shafiq dngr. actuali i ader suke u sikit."

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i want dat msg back. just dat msg!
PLS. ):

i should be happy. =s

~whoo!
wat a real hectic wk.
tgiS. haha. *thank god its SUNDAY*
yayness. awaken by Marcus's msg.
ahaha. idiot. (:

TOKYO KOSEI WKSHP.
~wheee!
yesyes. although i went alone,
it was worth it. yeah. (=
effort going der was really worth it.
BUT. money no lahh.
kinda simple but really useful.
MR MIURA. whoa! *impress*
his vibrato damn solid ahh! ((:
and i cant even do one.. whoa.....
they really pro lahh.
can even form a band wit eupho only.
like how cool?? haha..
they sold dis karaoke bk dat can play alot of eupho solo,
really wanted to buy it but so ex.
n didnt tink it was worth it since i dun haf the luxury of bringin my inst back home.
): so sadded.
ANIWAE. it was COOL!
hell yeah. (:

thought me dat i still got a lot to learn frm.
seriuosly. so many more better euphoniumist.
so many more ways to improve.
and im glad i went der. ((:
tnx to MChew for makin me feel guilty so dat i went der.
ahh. i wanna watch the TOKYO KOSEI band an stage.
one day. my god! trully a great eye opener.
learnt to be independant too since i went der alone.
no fren! haha. =x

aniwae. when i went der der was dis ACJC guy.
so cute! haha. he help me all the way up.
hoho. he ask me alot of things n im astounded by his enthusiasm to just no more even if it was frm a sec3 gal.
he ask me whether i know feroz n luqman.
apparantly, e also know dat MChew like to play jazz.
i dunno how hte hell he knows.
haha. but! ya. thnx ACJC guy! so cute!
if only got more kind soul! (:
and ACS(I) is HUGE!
like really darn BIG!
not mentioning, its a cool campus!
the toilets haf automatic sink lahh! haha.

ok. gotta go do MATHS!