- everythin started... a year ago.

hello. gosh. damn tired ar. today is 10 december 2005. the day. D-DAY. god. so fast 1 year ardy. niwae, went bird park today! haha. cousins wedding! the view is like god damn nice! if got time i load the pics. started thinkin bout band dinner last yr der. hah. alwaes go toilet den got him. n swiss five perform n stuff. woah. so nice the feeling. =) niwae, ytd was nice. kept laughing. i luv my sect, i luv percussion n i love tuba. haha. w/o dem parades will be like so bored. hahs. poor gayatri alwaes kena disturb. haha.

haiz. n today, was like thanx to family la. if not i cud haf break down anytime. started thinkin of today 1 year ago at orchard.. damn. the best days of my life!! argh. but nvm. ders no use thinkin bout it. rite? least hes happy now. one weird thing i keep thinkin off was wat wud haf happen if things didnt change? haha. of corse its gonna be like living in a fantasy. but sometimes, fantasies end too. rite? well. one quote for the day. "love alwaes exist, it just dies sumtimes." every word means sumtin ar. hah. k ah. the sadness settling in. damn. wanna sleep b4 it gets worse. ~toodles.! =))

; beacuse of you i learnt to play on the safe side so i wont get hurt.. anymore.

. cos we both knew better.

had band! haha. drills were torturous. the headache was like god! but nvm la. tmr mayb wont attend parade. afta band, went home wit azimah. saw ZH. den its like argh. how the hell he know?? stupid sia. hahs. now i wonder how many other peeps know.. gosh. scary. niwae, went eat at long john. den walk2 at causeway point den walked home under the scorchin sun. haha. *crazy* i luv today. i dunno why. hahs. see him many2 times maybe?? haha. k lah. i veh bored la now. chattin wit iz.. stop here for the day. =) ~toodles.

; 2 more days to 10.12.05. *bitter sweet memories.

= just a lil bit more.

aloha peeps! whees. today real tired ar. haha. woke up, bathe den met izzzati to buy skool bks. gdness. darn heavy man those stuff. but i like the new bks. very NEW. -.- haha. cant wait to start the term actually. been doin hmwk like god noes wat. haha. hopefully can finish b4 the last wk of hols. wahas. saw his fren too just now. so "mepek". hahs. sorry for the usage of mly. haha.

n btw, i found out sumtin new! haha. my cousins haf blogs!!! haha. k fine. i know. veh lame. but ya. i know dey haf blogs. haha. on the sadder part of life, havin this blardy sickness. god. very irritating. hope it cures b4 this friday. or i rather die goin thru this sickness like last yr. at this very moment last yr, things when so wrong for my side la. haha. k la. wanna go complete the fuckin assignments. ~ciao! =)

+ alwaes my only one.

helo peeps. so long nvr update. todays like so super duper very bad luck. haish. woke up at 7.30 when band starts at 8. damn it. late again. den when was ready, got dis headache in my brain cos last nite slept like at 5 in the morn. -.- but den still walk to bus stop. den was like cannot tahan, go back home. hahs. reach home, ate breakfast. forget to eat medicine. stupid rite. msg ppl den watch tv den sleep. woke up ard 4. god. i felt like zombie. haha. den wanted to meet sumone but den got no time so yup. i'm here. wanna do hol assignment. yup. so i tink dats my day. still havin dat splittin headache. btw, christmas is coming! yay. haha. love the band songs ar. haha. n still rmb last year. gdness. haha. the best days of my life wit him. =)) aitez. i'll stop here. btw, y do ppl alwaes jugde ppl withour even knowin dem? hahs. wat a weird weird world. toodles~.


; the future depends on the ppl who believe in the beauty of their dreams. *so true. =)

dinner picss!! =D

very candid pic. lol. haha. though the victim was not seen clearly. hahs. azimah knows why. nyaha. =P











luqman n me.. haha. luv dis pic man. =D











the malay gals.. =) lovely.


so der dey are. for more go to the other webbie which is: www.luvteen-pictures.blogspot.com. =))

aites ppl. for any pics at all dat u want frm me, go to dis add: www.luvteen-pictures.blogspot.com. yep. copy and save frm der. so njoy! haha. u want any pics develop, tell me, i'll do it for u but must pay lar of course. hahas. i just savin the trouble for u guys u know. hahs. so yup. dats it. njoy. =))

special. in HIS on ways...

yayness! i'm back. loads to talk bout la. firstly raye was fun. luv the outings. all special to me. esp the band one. yep. luv dat day a hell load. hehs. band dinner last nite! so sad its over. prefered last years one though. it was all about xtreme happiness n sadness. argh. it was all so nice until dat last bit of the nite. took pics n real fun. i want the pics now!!! hah. ok. dunno wat else to blog abt. will miss the seniors ar. haish. how time flies. aites. i'll upload all the pics soon. dun make noise k, den i upload. hahs. n btw, i haf enuf crap in my life rite now, i dun need more. so if its ok, stop hurtin me cos i dun need it. its not like my life is so perfect now. (not directing to anyone in particular ya.) ok. till den. ~adios.