helo..b4 i start! go listen to BSB's NEVER GONE!!! nice like heaven..! hahs. i cudn't beleive i cried when i 1st heard lar. hahas.. decate to him n him. hahs.. its a secret lar.. cannot tell who. haha. niwae. didn't go skool today.. whole body was aching like hell, had headache n slight fever.. hahas. on the + side, here's wat i miss:
-E.T.!! ~whoooppeeedooo!! i missed et!!! hahas. ((((=
-DnT. yayness. hate dat sub but on the other hand dis will mean 9 periods od missig DnT. =(/=) go figure.
-no need to hand in hmwk!! havent finish seh..
-HMT! yayness. or on the other hand cannot see *his bro. grr.
yep. dats all i'll miss happily or not.. hahs. ytds parade was all shitty as usual.. saw HIM! yay! hahs.. he shy, i shy den who's gonna make the 1st move?? hahs. stupid. den very nice. he talk to me uh.. so nice. =) hahs. den got dis siren so cannot parade.. got lightning n stuff.. very cool lar. i like! hahs. den got wat? tink dats it.. den HL made sum1 angry.. grr. ass lar u. make dat DUMBASS.. stupid shit. hahs. kk. dunno wat 2 write. blardy borin lar.. n oh ya, did sum cookin. nice! hahahs..

kk. on a serious note. i dunno whether wanna gif him ans or not. i scared i reject den later i miss u de.. but i scared i accpet i cant make u happy like dat time wit _him_. hais.. how? i miyself confuse lar.. i dun wanna dissapoint neither.. hais.. i dun wanna tink bout it too much also.. hais. tink stay like wat we are now beta.. no hard feelings, no sadness cos we are jsut more den frens.. i scared if we take a step furthur, i'll be sad.. haiya. dun wanna tink too much.. let, fate, god, destiny determines wat happen.. hais. k narh.. wanna go.. byez.

`wake me up when september ends..`

gosh. i'm still sick.. eh, wad telah happen to both of ya?? *confused* hmm.. nvm. i'll go find out myself.. whahah.. u noe he dunno y say wanna be frens. i was like huh? i wanted to accpet u leh.. den like dat..? grr.. nvm lar. sad but cant do anythin. who ask me be so slow n stupid?! mayb fate has its own story leh. hahs. live everythin to fate... yep. if god wants it to be den it'll happen but now tink god dun wanna make me to involve in all dis things.. hahs. kk. i'm crappin.. but hais.. if u r readin dis... just want u noe dat i regretted havin 2nd thoughts.. anoder of my silly mistake. 1 year le.. super long enuf time to trust u.. hmm. k lar.. wanna apologise to shawn.. he angry wit me le.. haha.. =P

elo.. today was just so frustating. grr.. shudnt go to skool ler.. haiya. thanx to all my frens for carin for me n stuff. cudnt believe mr wong cudnt tell dat i was sick! grr.. den still can ask me ques. mrs wong was nice. she noticed it! hahs. love her loads lar. during eng vomited. felt so weak lar.. hmms. den afta skool, went home. cannot tahan lar.. n guess who i saw?? *his bro! hahs.. so cool lar. n we were dat close! kk fine. no big deal just day i was surprised at his sight! den ytd was happy! cos <> smile at me! hahs. agaian. no big deal.. hahs. den today, suppose to gif him ans. dunno le.. i got my reasons ya y i'm delayin my answer. i'm scared of rejectin n acceptin u.. lets leave it all to fate. ytd also, went westmall to eat. wit din, yana, fizzah, iz n alif. so funny lo.. play wit the ice. kk. haiya.. headache ardy. wanna go eat.. byezz..!

u flirt lah u! grr.. haha. niwae, ytd n today was fun. yep. luv my frens lar.. social life goin good.. :) kz. lets talk bout today. was feelin urgh-ly in the morn. grr.. cudn't beleive wat i was feelin.. so ashamed wit myself. uhs.. nvm. den al those stupid lesson. oh wait not stupid. nice. i still havent catch up wit maths!! grr.. trigo ratios okie lar but still got sum parts i stuck lar. grr.. must get help. tmr got remedial. yayness! free to ask more ques.. umm. summore wat? geog was just oh-so-boring. hahs. n so are the oterh lessons. hahs.. hmt was just okie. cikgu cute lar! haha. serious. she noe us to well. all she does is sit, gif us work, talk wit us, xplain wat we dun. splendid way of teachin! hahs. den summore gif us talk.. rawkin cool lar cikgu! not like zelda. hahs =x den go home... n i wanna buy emily wallet. very nice de lo.. fit wit my hp .. hahs. tink dunno wat else to write lar.. k nar.. want go do work.. byez!

"today's the day dat i pray we'll make it thru..

make it thru the fall..

make it thru it all.."

shawn is so crappy.. haha. now chatting wit him. haha. he super duper weird lar.. al those minor things he rmbs! haha.. n now he's givin me "dancin" dots. nice! =P haha.
niwae, no time to waste. wanna do hmwk. todays was nice. yep. like it. gtg. byez!!..

silence n blur face=gd results(trust me!) lol.

"when he learn to love.

grr.. i accidentally deleted the previous post. nvm. lets re-write. ytd was the ncc rehearsal.. was tiring but fun lar. heh.. was happy bout some changes. =) but yeah it was cool.. n i dun gif a fuckin shit ardy if u guys dun wanna bother bout me. wat i care is dat my priorities do. hehe. niwae, march the 1st n 2nd time was shit lar. but the 3rd time was nice. the ncc finally cheered lar..! hahas.. n btw, i saw him ppl!!! i did! hah. i was like so squirmish.. hahs. he say he got wave n i was like huh? didn't see le.. nvm. still got nxt time. heh. den go home, he msg me all the way lar. so nice! haha.. but tink, wateva happens, i dun wanna fall to deep. cos i learn enuf lesson ardy lar..
today! today, go n eat swensen! ~whee..! finnally eat bake rice. yeahness!! very nice lar. heh. den eat ice cream.. my mum very funny lar.. dun say here lar. i eat the cookie summit thingy. nice. hmm. den go shoppin. bought jacket. i like oso. haha. iz, yana, zin, my bdae can no need buy sweater lo.. i get ardy. hehehe.. den go home. den a few mins later, go shen siong. buy things again lar. tink i'm gonna go cookin soon. buy alot things lar.. den go home, play, finish up geog wksht. den tink later will do the write up. den do maths. hah. den tmr go out wit mum den do project. yep. so i tink dats bout it. wanna go do work.. byezzz!

heyaaa!!! haha.. kk. today was fun! hahs.. but mayb, after all, changin seats wasnt bad. just dat durin maths always stuck alone cos everybody ard me is like so clever ardy.. nvm. must work hard!! so determin man.. of course. even geog i undstns a lil bit. hah. n for the 1st time, i listen attentively to science n my txtbk is so nice wit notes. ahaz.. finally a gd teacher but rest assure, mrs lee will always be the best..! haha. kk. nvm. den had x country. was late by 30 mins mind u. but luckily, god sent angels to tell us where to stop. thank you loads man!! den tink most of it is walk but still okie lar. beta den last yr the x country. den afta dat, wait for yana.. den he go meet her *ahem!* den we go eat. bus so crowded but not the point. its den go down at bukit batok der wit, din, yana, renee, fizzah, aliff n adi. so noisy lar dem. haha. den since din wanna blanja go eat lo.. lucky dad allow.. he's nice lar now! i lub him to bits ar.. haha. go mkn at the cavana der. okie, not bad, although we mininterpreted wat adi meant by kopitiam. haha. kk.. so tink mkn3.. den haha. funny lo. dey luv to crap.. woow. den thanks din for blanja-ing me. hahasss.. he so nice lar at times. den tink go home cos cant be back dat late... in the train, so boring lo.. haiss.. but, nvm. overally. it was gd. den now he msgin me den is tmr go ncc day rehearsal... ~whee.. tink life so far is gd. not wat i want but tink i'm blessed enuf ardy.. be contented. haha. tink got wat else to say arh?? dunno arh.. i'm dead beat.. wanna go sleep..
byezz..!!