SWISS WINDS DID IT AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!

we got
GOLD WITH HONOURS!!!!!!!!!!!!
~whoopedoooooooo...!!!!!!!! wheee....!!!
u cud imagine the tension b4 we played..
snide comments here n der..
all were nervous n scared..
on stage.. my section played a couple of wrong..
afta we got down..
jin xiu cried.. which just freak me out..
we were told to go back to school..
onli sec 4 stay..

in the bandroom...........
so stressing.. start calling ppl..
bad feeling den..
but den here on the fon..
this are the exact words:
"band 130, swiss cottage secondary, GOLD WITH HONOURS"
OMG!!!! the whole band rose n scream n hug..
n for the 1st time i cried tears of joy..
all those who were at the 1st level look up n we started screaming dat we got GOLD!!!!
i was god damn happy...!!!!!!!!!!!
all effort pay off...!!!
it was such a touching moment...
wish dat moment cud last a lifetime..
4 yrs straight get gold...! haha..
~wheeeee..............!!!!!!! (((((=

hahs.. afta dat went home wit usual ppl..
go my house..
such a fun day..
i just love myself..
n for another reason...
i tink i've moved on..
i shall n therefore move towards a brighter n better me...!
n_<

till den...~chheeeeriosss..!!!!

* SWISS WINDS ROCK THE ENTIRE WORLD! *

SYF 2005!

helo ppl..
kk.. the day b4 the BIG day..
i'm scared+nervous..
haiz.. semb got gold, yt got silver..
swiss??okie2.. will try out best n get gold k..?

wateva i wrote just now was crap.
hahs. lets start frm tues.
yeah. 2.4! hahs.. 1st time i shall say dat it RAWKS!
for the 1st time in my life i get position
14!!!! ~whoopedoodidledidumdiwhee..!
hahhss. so proud seh.. tot i wud get 20+..
*applause*

catching up on maths but slowin down on science.
Mr heeee doesn't rox my socks..!
hes darn lame liao.
hah.. nvm..

to him.. i got only 1 ques.
-y u still nvr tok to me??
i got make wrong to u huh??
wat seh.. haiyo.. nvm..
tryin to move on..

me n my frens rawk our own world!
hahs.. FINALLY get time to spent time togeder.
~wheee..! may we stay foreva togeder!!!! =P
*ZIYL*

tmr.. SYF...
nervous to the idiotic core..
nvm.. swiss will do our best..
gold is enuf.. pray for us alrite.. =s

lastly, one damn idiotic dumbo dumby stupid moronic animal steal my wallet!
der u go.. so stress seh wallet lose..
tink dunno wat else to write..
stop here..

till den.. ~cheerios..!

::402101:: *GOLD*

~inside i realise dat i'm the one confuse.
-i miss u yeah. (=

swiss winds add oil!!!!

feel so stress but motivated..
MARSILING GET GOLD WIT HONOURS!!
OMG!!! I'm utterly shocked!
pressure.. wonder wat sembawang get..
*mind tinks of b------h* hahs. damn her.
SWISS WINDSS ADD OIL!!
JIA YOU!!
argh. pray2 we'll get wat we want.
at least a gold. PLS!! =s

niwae, tmr hafto run 2.4 AGAIN.
damn blardy shit.
but on the bright side, my cupcake was damn nice!
whee..!!!

SWISS WINDS ALL THE WAY KS..!!!
ADD OIL ADD OIL!!! =PpPpPpP

tears.

life so bored when ders no one..
rite..?? yeah.. i noe..
just read sometin bout gals cryin for guys..
how fortunate for a guy to get a gal cryin for him..
yeah, its a moment where we put our ego down..
but often day dun care..
niwae, happenings for today..
went for religious class..
den go eat wit aisyah...
den go home.. tot of goin study but all my frens not nthu..
so nvm.. feel like typin but dunno wat 2 write..

so nvm..
i'll stop here..
afta dis, do hmwk den sleep maybe..
SWISS WINDS jia you..!!
work hard..!!! ((=

till den.. ~byezz..

*GOLD WITH HONOURS*

wonders..

okie.. long time nvr update..
bu then again dis will be short cos i wanna sleep..
hehs.. ytd was super nice for me..
ahh.. shh..! can't tell.. =P
niwae.. tink dunno wat to write..

but lastly i wanna ask dis..
-how did somtin so tiny turn to sometin big?
-was even noticing u such a big crime?
tink back on those days we started..
hiax.. life was living in cloud 9..
but den again.. all i did was started noticing u..
but yar.. y did tings get bigger..?

haiyo.. stop here..
veh tired today...
can't wait for tuesday..
SWISS WINDS jia you..!!

till den.. ~byezz..

*GOLD WIT HONOURS*

time..

yay..! finally i update..!
loads haf been goin on..
lets start from sunday..

NCC AFFIRMATION CEREMONY.
yeah..! seriously very nice..
didn't play dat much so it was alrite..
all the NCC members so fun lo..
when we play the YMCA, some got dance..
so cute.. haha..
took pics n crap ard..
n i especially love the repelling thing..
go back late but nvm lar..
it was a nice day.. :)

monday: ASSEMBLY PERFORMANCE
it was okie..
lessons dat day wasn't too good..
wanted to go for maths remedial but got hmt.
btw, i seriously wanna improve my maths..
my last test was like shit!
n i mean it.. =s

tuesday: UPPER SEC ASSEMBLY PERF.
it didn't started dat gd..
n i tell u zameer was god damn noisy..!
sheesh.. haha..
niwae.. band prac wasn't gd..
yar, those things..
just wish us luck for SYF.. :l

today: bored!
haix.. too stress in class..
almost cried.. but controlled..
yeah..! i'm strong..
days go on den hmt..

now.. problems currently..
i dun wanna care wat ppl tink..
but it just bothers me..
1st it was her.. den now u..
yeah.. fine.. wadeva..
ur the gd one.. damn u.

seriously.. like got no hope for maths..
wanna get tuition for maths..
argh..

lastly..
just wish me gd luck for SYF, maths n my life..
i seriously need help..
argh. till den..

~byezz...

i've fallen..

haix.. everythins so cruel..
try not to think bout all those stuff..
but i just can't..
when will all dis end..?
can't i just have one day where i can hold on to the happiness dat i try very hard to gain..?
if not one day at least half a day..?

first him..
den her..
den her..
den her..
den maths..
den her..
den him..
den now again.. HIMM..

everythin just nvr end..
try to be positve..
tryin real hard not to let things affect me..
but i'm too weak..
wat am i becoming..
why everyone so cruel to me..
no time for my family nimore..
feel so bad.. cos everytime dey cannot go out cos of me..
den i now very quiet.. argh.
i shall stop.

dat feeling come n now i'm cryin..
tot i wud be strong to continue..
but no.. like i said..
i'm too weak..

++//i've fallen. so now u noe.