im feelin totally lost.
i duno lahh.
tmr's sumtin big's gonna happen.
im dreading it.
dads gonna go sri lanka.
to WORK lahh. :p

and and my biggest prob...
MATHS. argh!!
i understand wat mdm ong say in class.
no. infact, i understand all dat the teachers say except chem. =x
but when i go home, my mind goes blank.
fucked up ler.
den i get lazy to do hmwk n den resort to copying.
like !@#%^%$$@!!!
damn pissed off lah.

sumtin spoiled my day today.
when are u gonna fall?
MAYBE. maybe den u'll know.
=(

where'd you go?
i miss you so.

seems like its been forever

since u were gone.

PLS come back home.

wat a wk..
haiz.. damn sick ah.
ytd afta pe was really not feelin well.
tahan until afta sch.
went back home, straight to bed.
frm 5.15 to 10.
omg.. so long. den bathe.
didnt eat anythin sleep all the way 10.
so exhasted. went docter.
got 2 days mc. so weak ahh..
jing say got a lot of hmwk..
shud i go sch tmr?? damn stress ah.
onr funny thing: kept thinkin bout physics whole day.
tink its bcos mr lim said wasnt concentratin when i was 110% contratrin.
fuck ler. need to pass every darn test frm now onwards.
bleah... no more mood to update furthur!
n i want racial harmony day pics.
byez.. =l

ytd was ahh.
i dunno how to say.
Racial harmony day was fun.
but nvr take pics wit the class..
~bleah!! but quite happy cos most boys wear.
((: *3E4 '06 ROX!*
pic takin wit the others den..
LOL. den hmt.

MOST SADDENING part of the day.
iz accidentally deleted ALL my sent items.
LIKE EVERY DARN THING.
im devastated. disapointed beyond words.
GAH. no more..
NO MORE. not even one msg saved.
luckily wasnt inbox. or ive died. =x
i seriously dunno wat to do..
msges sent as long as one++ yrs ago GONE.
my only memory bout him.
im lost. cudnt concentrate at all in class.
god. save me. )):

nah.. no mood to type furthur.
))):

; rip it off. tear it into pieces.
cos ders just no more U.

today was tiring bah..
had religious class den went all ard wdls to find parents phone.
an FINALLY, IN THE END:
they bought notin.
ZILCH. KOSONG.
~bleahh...
but but BUT.
we went to pizza hut.
hahahahaha.. wat a lovely day...
((: racial hormany day tmr!
SUDDENLY. not dat excited.
urgh. wat wif some ppl givin att.
tsktsk. haha. =s

well. my main point in dis ntry wasnt dat.
just decidin weather to put password.
haha. kenneth got password. yuh ting got password. aisyah got password so...
haha. i want one too!
cos like kenneth said,(omfg! his influencing my tots dat band geek! =p)
a blog dun need to haf ppl reading it.
cos its suppose to be a DIARY.
cos writing is a mutha fuckin chore n it gets worse when ur whole day in school is spent scribbling notes frm ur "hot" goeg teacher. nyaha..
SO, a blog is used.
its true rite? u wont lose ur blog for heavens sake.
n its more private since ur PARENTS esp, wont know wat ur up too!
hahahha. ehehe. im lovin dis password idea.
perhaps. maybe..
i shud. haha.. but den wud be the head-aching process of who to choose to allow in ur blog.
haha. but but.
nevertheless. dats easy-peasy. ok lahh.
im running away frm my main point.

nvm lahh.
stop here! adios!
((:

bleah. BORED.
to the core!!
eheh. why ppl putting up password?
feel like puttin one too.
hahaha. seriously. LOLS.

ok.. it so bored at home..
no good shows at all.
n suddenly i miss cheltton leh.
haha. his calls i mean...
least not so bored.
but now got admirer ardy nar...
action. hahaha. =p

MONDAY!
racial harmony day!
i swear dis is the only racial harmony day in my life's history dat im exited abt.
~lalalala.. most peeps in class wearin!
so wear okie!
show e4 united like hell!
:))

as i look back on everytin.
i really wonder weather its worth to be waitin for u all dis while. if only i cud brew a potion, if only i cud cast a spell, i'll make u fall in love deeply wit me n only me.

; dancetothebeatofDEATH.

sports day was boring.
~yawn. hai...
ardy knew blue was pathetic.
=x

i missing sum ppl like crazy.

SYF OC den cheer.

I HOPE. afta dis no more.

i miss u gals like hell!

)):

niwae. thanx to KENNETH.
im lovin BAND more n more.
ppl like him really can make me smile everday.
thanx dude!
even when he's sad also, he'll make dat effort to make u happy 1st.
((:
ok lahh. end here.
~toodles.

ahaha. wat a bright bright smile.

isnt he gorgeous.

cute or cuter?
ok. renee, firqin dun drool!.

told u LAHM was hot +++++ CUTE. ((:

and hes only 1.7m. even more cute! ~ahh...

im TRYING to find reasons for everythin dats happenin ard me now.
i dun wanna be fooled and be trapped again.

ENOUGH is ENOUGH.

AUDREY n KENNETH.
thanx for makin me haf the most enjoyable after school times.
there were the 1st to hear everytin i had to say for band.
n i terribly realise dat i freakin love
SWISS WINDS.
thanx both of u.
((:

went to town ytd. haha.
FUN! okok.
so 1st went to wisma.. =x
den went to far east to eat..
haha. food was nice!! ((:
ok. den went on to centrepoint to accompany kak fana to eat.
and den headed down all the way to cineleisure.
wanted to watch pirates but no more ler.
fully booked. den went down to PS.
hahaha. also booked.
so we ended up going to ESPLANADE.
saw taufik on the way der..
Baybeats was goin on so was crowded.
but nevertheless. we slacked ard at the far far end of esplanade.
windy n NICE. hees.
den afta dat headed home..
slack ard till 1 + den sleep.
tired like shit... haha.
but it was a nice nice nite spent.
HAPPY! (((:
parents comin back today.
freedom lost! hahaa.

to cheltton ahh..
sprry nvr entertain u ytd.
realli sorry! heh..
busy uhh. ((:

aites stop here..
got hmwk to do..
dangz.! ~toodles.










~inhemiddleoftheNIGHT.
(((:

oh. ok . today was saddenig.
hahs. KLINSMANN steps down.
NO! )):
haiz. hes super cute lahh eveat 40.
heh. okok. aniwae his successor not bad also lahh. look serious.
JOACHIM LOEW.
heh. yup yup.
had amths retest. ok lahh.
no confidence. =x
ching kit was iritatin n helpful.
so went back wit nic, chingkit.
owe cck water. lols.

n wateva happen today,
i just wanna turn my back.
rewind. restart.
i know my mistakes.
n IM SORRY.

lets go back to when we were
*GOA.
): -my appologies.

3 days straight. i cried for the same ppl. no. im not angry. im just tired of it. today was bad. i shant say wat happen but AT LEAST the sight of two ppl made me happy. thanx for dat. if ders one thing i learnt frm dis past few days, the one ard u dun alwaes make u happy. i've learnt to accept that fact long ago, now, im tryin to learnt to forgive and forget.

one person to be thankful:
CHELTTON.
((:

; asEVERYTINfallapart.

okok. so FRANCE lost.
ok lahh.. the coach is crazy i tell ya.
all forwards gone! like GONE!
penalty was disaster..
Barthez was URGH.
Buffon was a Buffalo.
hahahas. all in all.
im ok lahh...
not as sad as when GERMANY lost the semi-finals.
great shock??
ZIZOU! yes.. THE ZIZOU.
how cud u?? how did it happen??
haiz haiz haiz.... )):
i was shocked the same way i was when Brazil was out.
yeah...... disappointin.
damn dat italy players.. DAMN!
referee kayu lahh!!!
best GK??! BULLSHIT!!!!!!!!
Lehmann n Kahn are way way way better then them!
hahaha. ((:
okok. lets not brood over it.
ITS OVER!

BUT still...
congrats to ZIDANE for golden ball award!!!
~whee!!!!!
n omg lahh. cant beleive the silver n bronze italy players..
bleah... URGH!!!

BUT BUT BUT!
still HAPPIER news!!
MIROSLAV KLOSE GOLDEN SHOE AWARD!!!!!!!!!
~wheeeeee! *throws confetti!!!*
hahaha.. HAPPY HAPPY! ((:
n btw. im still not over their victory of 3rd place!
hahahaha.
GO GERMYS!!!!

and i tink i wont update so much.
WC over. time to study.
n let the pics of GERMANY stay..
hahahaha. aites.
toodles!! (((:

ok.. some corrections.
it was mertesecker who was injured.
heh. n he also did the bowling tingy.
yeah!! ahhaha.
so happy i caught dat bowling thing.
(((:
okok. and and.
notics LAHM played right-back den his usual left back??
haha. n yet his still good.
and do u know he's in todays sunday times??
he's one of those dat dey put as make the WC interesting.
of course rite.
1st goal of WC leh.. hahs.
okok. n do u know he's only 23??
n do u know his one of the shortest in his team??
hahaha. okok.

I LOVE GERMANY!!!
=D

to IZ my dear gal..

yes yes. i was angry wit u.

but nahh.. only for awhile.

i tot u cud call me cos i cant contact u or anythin.

but its ok..

realli dun wanna fight.

cos GERMANY's victory is sumtin to be more den happy about n we're stupid enuf if we stop celebratin thier victory cos of dis stupid thing ok!

SORRY frm me too.

n dat part wen i said "sorry cant....", wasnt meant for u.

read the date. it was days before ytd.

okok. SORRY again.

LUV U!!

n p.s: BALLACK IS SUPER HOT IN HIS RED ADIDAS JACKET!!

((:

highlights frm ytd. (((:

VICTORY TO BE REMEMBERED!

click on pic for bigger pic.

he's a happy man. ((:

JURGEN KLINSMANN.

hohoho. ((:
THEY WERE TERRIFIC!
MARVELLOUS!
OUTSTANDING!

such a great game!
wake up early so i didnt miss the game.
they were good.
Oliver Kahn darn good ahh.
he save so many shots!!
im impressed. xD
so many new faces brought to the field.
i tink HANKE is cute!! ((:
but NOT den LAHM!
hahahhs.

big BIG thank u to:
BASTIAN SCHWEINSTEIGER.
omg! 2 goals!! impressive.
all long shots.
n own goal, hahahaha.
i'm HAPPY lahh.
god knows how many free kick germany were given.
hahahs. cute n nice japanese referee.
((:

LAHM was ahhh.
ever so cute. ((:
i love it when they did the bowling thing.
haha. even metzelder i tink who was injured aslso happy happy fall down!
hahaha. cute ppl.
who cares bout thier defeat against italy.
ytd was a nite to be remembered.
no BALLACK and still they did it!
yay!! EPL shud look into this players man.
haha. n to tink all of em so young.
can still see them in action 4 yrs down the road!
yeah!! except BALLACK N KAHN n a few others!
)):

n im hoping KLOSE will win
the golden shoe award.
pls pls PLS.
one more award to the germans
n i'll be happy for months.
((:

ok lahh. tink i blab alot ardy.
SUFFIAN N AUDREY!!
ahaha.. see see.
GERMANY DID IT!!

n tmr morn.
i dun really care who wins lahh actuali.
i just want france to win.
FRANCE will thrash italy!
ALEZ LES BLUES!!
(((:

Rather than Germany, it will be Italy versus France in Sunday's Final. Who is your tip to win?
"I'm going for France. The way they have been playing in their last few games, particularly after their poor performances in the group stage, has been really impressive."
-Podolski.

CONGRATS TO:
LUKAS PODOLSKI
for the best young player award!
~wheee!! ((:
i so agree to wat he say above.
hahahas.

instead of Lehmann.
OLIVER KAHN will be main GK.
and dat makes it even better.
he's such a good keeper lahh.
hope he wont bring us down!!
((:

aites. ballack not playin tonites match.
): but nevertheless.
i beleive in the rest.
they'll beat those scheming portugese.
they can beg oscars for thier diving n stuff.
GERMANY will win!! ((:

AUDREY!!
SUFFIAN!!

GERMANY WILL WIN!!
((:

LAHM. LAHM. LAHM. LAHM. LAHM.
;loves_.

im still not over it.
GERMANY.

today. wasnt nice lahh.
i MISS our times!!!
~boo. as in wit my gals.
and i really hate the word SORRY.
it cant chnge anythin.
seriously.

aniwae. went back real early.
den ahh..
HIM HIM HIM.
he make my day. (((:

ok lahh. back to germany n me.
i adore LAHM so so so so so much!!
he not dat cute lahh but he's skill is like OMFG lah can??
hahahs. ok. ~toodles.

p.s: i like A.MATHS TRIGO!!
((:

hearts;

LAHM . #16 .

wat a GREAT GREAT BLOW.
they were so close.
YET SO FAR.
so disappointin. i was so shock.
how cud dey...
i saw ballack's face in newpaper made me wanted to fly to germany n hug him n den we'll cry togeder wit the rest of the team.
)): dey were suppose to win.
alot of ppl early in the mornin ardy rub it in.
boo u lahh.. how cud u.
dey played their best n they showed us true footballing.
such a talented team.
haiz...
now even the finals dun mean a thing.
cos no GERMANY.
just pray they'll thrash thier opponents like its thier last game ever and get 3rd.
ME, FIRQIN N IZZATI
n the rest of miilions who were sadded will stand behind u guys all the way.
no more ballack, no more podolski, no more klose, no more LAHM, no more shcneider, no more adonka, no more neuville, no more friedrich, no more lehmann, no more frings, no more borowski, no more merteseckar, no more metzeldar. NO MORE KLINSMANN.
~BOO!!!
beyond disbeleif.
i want france to win so they can thrash italy at the finals.
make them bloody hurt n den dey'll realise dat they shud haf let germany into the fnals.
yes. FRANCE will win.

forever: GERMANY.
)))))))))):
): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ):

he's the man. admired him frm the very beginning. ((:

*LAHM*

i have a sudden want for the canon ixus camera.
*tsktsk.
hahs. ok lahh. short update.
watch To The Beat of Youth just now.
hahahaha. i like!!!!
cos got dat TK band guy!
saw him durin SYF OC personally lahh!
so nearr.. was wit jassyMOLE. hahahs.
obesses can??!! hahs. so cute.
i like the way they film him is like as though hes dat inspiring.
well beats it. im inspired. nyaha. ;))

ok lahh. wat else. nobody taggin my board.
cos i havent do my hsare of taggin others.
so afta dis, all ppl we'll get tags aites.
hahahs. n I CANT WAIT FOR THE MATCH!!!
so awesome. but most ppl say italy will win.
wadeva suckers.. hahaha. my "GERMYS" will rise to the occasion.
~yippieskittledoooo! :)

ok off. to tag ppl den HOLLAND V. den hmwk.
~bleahs. interesting life eh?
hurrhurr.
ADIOS!

SPONGEBOB says:
"its about IMAGINATION...~!"
:))

okok. i got so much to say!!
firstly. "aww to brazil n england."
hahahaha.!
"YAY TO GERMANY!!!!"
even though i watch the match thru static, i still persevere to watch them play. n they did well! yayness. ((:
cant beleive brazil lost. i didnt expect them to cos i wanted them against german in finals but too badd.. hahs. increase the german chances of winning!! YAY. im happy england lost. they didnt have rooney, bekham, owen. so hahahahaha! okok. i wont rub it in for the england fans. nyaha. ;)

SYF opening ceremony is over!! yay.
SWISS WINDS were great lahh!
luv them loads. ((:
n GAYATRI bought me cookies.
hahaha. nice!! thanx ya.
heart my juniors loads.
n to ******, u guys just suck in leadin. pls lor. respect has to be earned! not gained. u fool. so much for bein ******* ** *** ****! ~BOO U! u dun deserve it.

another thin i miss them lahh.
haiz..
its not thier fault im in band.
its not thier fault i chose to take history.
its not thier fault we have diff remedial times.
its not thier fault i dun haf a hot love life.

BUT.
.
.
its not my fault too right?
i miss my gals...
ALOT. haiz.

aites gotta do sum stuff.
~adios! (:

now i know ur not a fairytale,

and dreams are meant for sleeping,

and wishes on a star

just dun come true.

cause now even i cud tell

that i confused my feelings with the truth,

because i like the view,

when there was me and you.