Hi...
K, i noe it's early enuf to write anyting so i'm gonna write bout ytd... Haha! Ytd, was so fun, so much fun...!!! K, so i started out very badly... Went to school, got prob. wit my hair, shoe, clothes... So i tot dis whole day was gonna be bad... I kept thinkin i was cursed...! Haha... But actuali, the day turned out good.. Haha, so went down to SAFTIMI... Rehearse n everything... Den ate our dinner.. The food was good, felt like eating summore but was so full.... K, so afta dat the performance start, den in the bus, talk, talk, talk like nobody bussiness..!!! Hehez.... K, so help carry instrument den he offered to help me!!! Yippee!!!! But i was polite to turned down his offer... But, i was happy lor.. How sweet of him n me rite??? K, den help2 den was brief on Monday's performance.... Wearing No.1 uni... Haiz, it's gonna be hot! So lemme see, afta dat me n nas walk out togeder... Den she met zul, i met my sis.. Zul very cute seh... Den in the way to the mrt, my sis go n approach Sufian n Shafik for urmm, let's just say somethin.. Haha, so walk togeder n parted off somewhere near the coffee shop... K, i noe if u read dis it's boring, but i just excluded sum more fun details... Haha, sorry...! K, so dat's it..
Byezz....

Gawd... So bored, so bored... So, i decided to update again... Haha... Niwae sumtin funny happen... Just now my sis fren came to my house wit dis batch of guys i never seen... But, 1 of dem was familiar... Budden i malas nk nengok btul2 i buat bodoh ar... Den skali heard one of dem say "Adik kau dari Swiss Cottage eh??" translation: "Is ur sis frm SCSS??" In my heart i was like, who the hell is he? Den skali my sis call me den dat guy say, "Helo! Knal tk ni sape??" translation:"Noe who i am or not??" I was like who the hell are u...?? I tot a those guys wanna play prank on me seh, budden skali i rmb it was Zul...!!!!! (Dunno ful name... Zulfadli, i tink...) Hehez... U noe dat NCC guy the CLT who alwaes u can see in skool when got NCC training... Yar, dat guy... U can imagine how shock i was larhzz!!! I mean we nvr talk in skool n to tink dat he actualli recognizes me...! Hahahahaha...!!! Funny, funny... N summore out of all places, here, in my house...!! K, ah... Gtg...
Byez!!!

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K, so had band today... Haiz, band actualli started at 7.30 budden i overslept... So hurried to skool den at the gate saw Suphian[sp?]... Haha, he was also late... So we hurried in budden saw all the sec 3 gals sittin at the canteen... Lek ajek... So ask dem den skali found out dat band start st 7.45... Haiz... Buat panic kite due jek... Haha... The band room look so naked witout the curtains n risers... So had band, wasn't so good... Afta dat me n nafisah went down to westmall to find things for the band performance tmr... Yupzz... We're havin a performance tmr at SAFTIMI... NCC Dining-In... Do u noe dat i find my band so privileged... I mean NCC students dun even get to touch the No.1 u... But we, haha, worn it a dozen times... So proud!!!! Hehez... K lah, afta dat went back to CDANS to find a beg for our uni... Den guesss who i saw..??? ~*HIM*~!!!! Hahaha... He had his CCA just exchange smiles dat's it... Hmph!! *frowns* K ah, so i tink i got no more to write...
Adios!!!

Hi...
K, so had band today... Not dat gd... During lunch i went back cos go jln raye... Dis time go wit my pro. skool frns... Quiet funny but bored.... The guys still haven't mature yet... Run here, run der, like idiotic ppl... Haha, niwae it was a fun day... Very lazy wanna type summore... I tink..... I tink............. I tink................................ Urmm, ah nvm ah... Cannot tell u guys arh... But i've just made an important decision....... MuAhAhAhA..... K, i'll stop here...
Byezz.....

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K,k.. So happy plus tired... Layan 3 boys... Haha... Very fun plus mengarot... Haha, k lah... My ex skool frens plus my ex came to my house just now... Funny lah... I mean it's been a long time since we last chated... He looks beta u noe... Any1 intrested??? Hehe... K lah... So had band today... Was late AGAIN!!! Paisey... Haha... Budden it was MARVELOUS!! Never heard the band so good... I meant i was late n heard the band from outside n was shock cos it's like i've never heard our band sound so GOOD!!! Yar, so had a wonderful prac... Mr Chew was praising us all.... Can't wait to play Alpha again.... Den afta band, when i wanted to collect back NCC uni, for sat's performance, skali my shoes was nowhere to be seen... Haha, so called Sathiya, called Luqman all find for me... Paisey sia... Search the whole band room den at last Luqman ask me to check at dis pile of plastic bags... At first we check dun haf, so he decided to go to the QM room i find at dat pile... Find, find, find i finally found it at the pile of plastic bags... Haiz... Buat malu jek ask every1 to help... Budden Dama shoes plak was not seen... Find again, nowhere to be seen... I help arh... So at last me, Dama n Luqman gaf up, we just took any shoe which Dama can wear den we take... Hahaha!!! He so cute arh...! He say just take whicheva Dama can fit...! Hehe... So reach home like at 7... So lambat... Den the boys called me at 7.30... I haven't even bathe n everythin... So kelam kabut ah... Dey reach like at 9.30... Buat panic jek... Haha, but niwae it was fun... All was frm my pri skool n 1 of em was my ex... Dey stayed like until 10.30... Fun!!! Den my parents say i intrested at my ex again... wth... Haha, so dat's my day.... All, 4 now..
Byezz...

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K, let's see, early in the morning go jln raye again... Haha today was the best... Met the "wdls ppl" at the mrt station n den took the train n LRT to Hakim's house... Hehez, so kecoh cos we were tryin to persuade hidayat n shaizzrin to come down... Stupid hidayat alwaes dun want to answer so at last, afta dat go Irfan's house den Shaizzrin's house.. Wah... Shaizzrin's house was the best... So nice n den the toilet also so clean... Haha, but seriously... Very, very nice.... Very creative... So den headed to marsiling 4 ain's house... Dat one, the mum cook power sia... Haha, me n renee felt like finishing everythin up! But obviously we didn't... Haha... Den, it was my house!!!! Haha, den again der, dey ate Nasi Ayam... By far the only house dat haf rice... So ate den some go n pray was fun lar, talkin to Iskandar, Shaizzrin, Irfan, Hakim all when dey were eatin... So farnie...! But dat wasn't the fun part... Afta dat when to Zin's house n ate again! N we watch You Got Serve[d]... Dat show rox!!! Luv the dance steps... So cool... But didn't manage to watch until finish... Haiz... But den again dat's not the best part... Den we went to Fathin's house... Dat was darn funnie!!!! Tk bleh tahan sia... Dis was wat happen... The guys was sittin at the other table n was talkin2.... Den when i went to thier table to take more water, dey go n say dat me n shaiz was like a couple... wtf... Just cos we wear almost the same colour... It was not really same colour u noe... I mean he was like wearin white n me, light grey... Like was i paired[sp?] wit him? Den dey started to pair everyone up... So darn farnie...!!!! Den iz came n join it... Den zin plak go n sebok2 masok.... She was paired wit Nazri n Izkandar... Hahahah....Padan muke... Den all was like tellin how dey will live togeder n a lot arh...!!!! Who not der, sure rugi.... Was laughin my ass off esp. wit dat Farid.... Make very lame jokes but was farnie...!!!! Haha, so den the guys solat den, we decided to go to Causeway... Alah, budden frm der, everythin died down.... N we took neos... Haha... Sempat eh... So dat was my day.... After all it was fun!!! Confirm next year wanna do dat again...!!! Can't wait... At least knew every1 a lil bit more... YAY!!!! K, ah... Gtg...
Bubbiez....=>

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Argh!!! wtf... Everythin was a mistake... A BIG FAT STUPID MISTAKE!!!!!! Y was i so blind... Y, Y, Y??? Y was i blinded by his stupid words?? Wasn't it over??? Y did i started it back, i mean after all dat he did... Arghh!! Is it too late to turn back?? Cos, if it's not, den i want to.... God.. I 'm so freakin damn mad wit my own self... Y the heck did i do dat???? Y??? I's so STUPID!!!! To tink dat he has repent... Bleahz.... Is dis retribution?? I mean after all, i did reply him, n bah, i cud say i was realli happy, but den he didn't reply me... Aghh!!!! Damn dat moment i decided to gif u another chance! Damn it!!!!! So wat if ur depress, i'm more depress havin to accept u back but u r just the same!!! EMPTY PROMISES!!!!!!!!! K, kz... 4 those who noe wat i'm talkin about, just keep it on the low aite... So went out jln raye had fun, was $_$.... Was so happy, to haf HIM msg me the whole day... Whee... Haha, u noe wat i meant until the other ~*HIM*~ msg me again... Did, i tell u i did broke up wit him ytd, n yet again today, i'm, wit him again....??? Yep... Dat's wat happened... N, now u cud say dat i'm regrettin it.... Make me wait like a stupid fool.... Haiz... Nvm... Till here onli...
Byezz...

PS: Damn dat moment i gaf u a second chance!!!!!

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K, loads n loads to say... Firtsly, say wat do u do when one day someone call n say, "Hey, ur mum's dead..." Do u shout back n say "R u kidding??!!" or drop the phone or wat??? Well, ytd learnt a lot of lessons... Not goin to say wat really happen, but i'll leave to u guys to go figure out urself aite? K, so firstly i've learnt dat alwaes cherish realtionships.... B'cos in every relationship there is some bit of luv... Even if u say u dun, tink again, serach urself, u will find dat lil bit of luv.... Every single relationship... Be it goin steady, marriage, between siblings, frens anyting... Just cherish it cos u never noe when it's gonna end... U never noe when the world will come to an end or whether dat someone is not gonna be there the next day or u urself will be gone tmr.... There'll be no use, cryin when everythin comes to an end... Next, alwaes tell someone when u love dem... N i mean love not when u admire dem or just have a stupid crush on dem... Only when u really LOVE dem, den go n say it... Even if u r goin to look like a fool, just do it... So at least, if dat someone dies tmr, u noe dat they noe dat there is at least one person dat loves dem... N u noe, dat person dat has bought a lil piece of u back wit dem to the other world... Next, never be egoistic... Egoism will never bring u anywhere... It will not show dat u're a leader or u'll not get respect from anyone... But again i beleive dat in evry single one of us, dat is egoism but try to hide it... Next, never talk rudely to another person... B'cos if once someone gets hurt n she hates u for dat time bein, n the next moment she's dead, u'll leave wit the the guilt dat u r not forgiven... Lastly, never be complacent wit wat u haf.... Complacency is in evry one of us who has position.... Complacency itself have destroy me.... A lot have lessons i've learnt dis past few days... But 1st thing 1st, i'll like to say sorry to every1 of u aut der, if i ever hurt u, pls 4gif me... 4 if i die tmr at least i noe dat i've ask u all ur forgiveness... N help me along the way to change myself... Cherish life while it's der cos u never noe when it's gonna end...
Bye....

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K, so i didn't update ytd, b'cos... I dunno... *Slaps forehead* Okie, did i tell u he msg me on tues.?? Did i?? Well, yesh, he did... Bah.. Wasn't so happy cos i was not happy at dat time n he made me more unhappy lah... Lol... K,k... Can't be bothered wit him if he can't be bothered wit me... MuAhAhA... Sum1 tell me am i gettin crazy???*Search for ppl* Haha... K, so wanted to go to zelda's house but den dat day i'm not free... Bah... He's gonna be der u noe... *Sigh* Eh, forget bout him lar... Yar, it's true lily say i got bad taste... Bwahaha!!! So not goin band today... Got to go to my bro's performance... wtf... I want to go band u noe... N, btw, ppl... Do u like my new layout??? Huh??? Not really meant for him k... It's just dat da colours nice, n very sweet... Haha... i'm not gonna be dat sad until my blog is affected.... Hahaha!!! K, ah... Dat's it...
Adios!!!!

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Well, hari raye wasn't dat bad... But the sure thing is dat the money was so little... Didn't manage to get more than $100 dis year... Bah... Just came back frm school... Miss my frens... Had fun... N did i tell u i saw him?? Miss him so much but i just refuse to look into his eyes... T_T Just finish readin thru my previous blog entries... So much memories... Haha... How i deleted my 1st blog b'cos of Midzi n especially how i use to like F*****.... Haha... Hey, after all, his okay... Still handsome as always... MuAhAHA... Seriously, his the 1st i like in swiss n how iz told him dat i like him n how we stare at each other now n how i alwaes watch him doin his cca n how i alwaes search for him durin recess... How crazy.... Oh yar, n i remembered i use to like H****... N den, how i was wit ~*HIM*~.... All those memories... *Sigh* A lot of things has happened dis year... N it has just flown by like dat... Still remember meeting iz when i 1st go into Cikgu Netty's class... Den got to noe all of dem n became close wit iz n fizzah... N how we quarell wit Fizzah until now... My joy when i was accepted into Swiss Winds... N yup, all those guys dat we ever like along the way... All unforgetable... It's thru... Strong frienships are only built in sec. sch... U guys notice dat?? Wat a year... K, lah i tink dat's it...
Byez...

Bleah... I'm in a no mood to do anyting... I feel so empty, i dunno why... No mood to celebrate Hari Raya tmr... Dis morning my grandad was hospitalised... My parents had to rush down n settled a lot of things... Feel so sorry for my mum cos her father which is my grandad is in hospital, n her mum, which is my grandmum is bedridden[sp?].... Down wit cancer... Dis sure is gonna be a tough year for my mummy... *Sigh* I cud see it in her face... She's tired i can feel it... N i feel so guilty cos, we as her children r not makin it any better for her... Haiz, need to buck my siblings... My sis is like one hell of a biatch... So selfless... Den my bro, is like so petty... Everyday complain to my mum... I cud only hang on to my youngest bro to gif my mum support... Somehow, i beleive dat my youngest bro is able to bring joy to my family, my mum esp... God... Y a lot of things happen at dis time??? The day b4 Hari Raya to make it worse... Haiz... i'm just praying to god to gif my mum strength for tmr... So, well, had band today... Almost completed the 1st movement... N for band, i feel so hopeless... I mean if wateva Mr Chew say is true, den i feel so dissapointed... It was my dreams to get a gold wit dis band... But now all dreams seems shattered... N den wit HIM... It just sucks... Bah... I tink i'll stop here... Oh ya, btw Slamat Hari Raya to u guys out der who r celebratin tmr...
Byez..

Hi again...
I'm still so tired... Early in the mornin go to mosque again help out not fun ar... Onli like 3 peeps was there...Bleahz... Den afta went to Sheng Song wit Fathin again... Went back surf the net now i'm listening to the song All My Life... The song's nice u noe... I still remember when i was in Pri.1 i sang dis song during teacher's day wit my frens... N Afrodisiac by Brandy is also a nice song..It may sound very 'mengarot' but very meaningful....K so, later got to isi the ketupat... N thank god, Taufik's not out... I vote last min. arh... I voted like dat 5 times onli... Felt like voting 20 times, but if my mummy find out i vote more den twice she's gonna kill me... =x Alah.. nvm, wat matters is dat cuttie lil hottie is not out... MuHAhAha... My body is aching[sp?] all over... Need to sleep like one person who has nvr slept for a thousand years... But again, there's band tmr... Bleah... I'm goin cos i'm not goin to break my promise... N, btw, the truthful fact is dat i miss him lotssssssss.........*Sigh* Wat to do... He chooses dis path.... Bah, forget it... I'm just gonna concentrate on band, Hari Raya, spending my time wit my family, frens..... K, lah all for now... Feel so "sianish"...
Bubbyezz....

Elo...
Whee.... Taufik's so hot!!!! Better vote for him!!! Well, well so obviously just finish watching S'pore Idol.... Syl's so cute but nobody beats Taufik... MuAhAhA.... So today went to the mosque wit Fathin to help out... Quiet fun lar... Tmr go again so not goin band... Oh well, i rather help out in tings like dis rather den go band although i promise myself to be commited... Hey, not my fault... Cos most probably have to repeat everything again... So den afta went to Sheng Song... So tired... Had to carry chickens, prawns n 2 cartons of coke... No doubt it's tiring but for the sake of Hari Raya i dun mind! K, den afta dat slept n btw, dat freakin COURTS store go and sent the wrong sofa to my house... They sent the wrong colour... I'm so freakin damn mad cos the colour can only be change next week... Arghh!!!! How to Raya like dat... God... K, lah, i'm so excited to Raya but a lot of ppl like no mood like dat dis year including my mom... Haiz... Cheer up lar everybody....=) N btw, i'm too tired to miss HIM... It's so suffering to live in 2 weeks w/o anyting frm HIM... So it's now all up too him to keep it or break it... I had a looooooooooong, sufferable, miserable week of missing him but nothing seems to happen... So be it if he's following us for Hari Raya, for now i just wanna like heck care... Dat's y u guys notice dat there aren't any more things i say bout him in my entries... God... Dun want to bring myself down b'cos of dis... Had enuf before n it's not gonna happen again... K, lah dat's it...
Bye....

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K, dis is gonna be short... Cos i'm gonna break fast soon... Well, stayed home today n did nothin... Can't find the mood to finish cleaning my room so pratically did nothin... Den afta dat, watch tv n plyaed my bro's P.S. n Xbox n Gameboy... Whee... Quite fun eh... Kept shouting like one mad women everytime i lose... Hahakz... To think dat all dis games were lame... I was totally wrong.. Well, i tink dat's it... Me goin crazy as Hari Raya comin nearer..
Adios...

Elo...
Well, let's see... Today i had band, n guess wat... I overslept!! I reach there like 30 mins later... Luckily Mr Chew haven't take my section... Sianz... Got scolded like a million times.. Bleah, afta dat gotta do sectional on our own again... I dunno wat's wrong wit my playin until i had to repeat a million times also... Bah... It's tiring me out, but just puttin my best effort in it... I didn't g into Swiss Winds for nothin... K, so den, haiz... Dat haikal ah... Pity him sia... Play like until eternity... I gues he himself bingit... Den, yar went back like 3 like dat, so now i'm home... Help my mummy make ketupat... Whee... Already master some of the skills... But not pro yet lar... K ah, i tink dat's 4 today... Tmr i hope i can finish clearing up my room... Darn it... Aitez... So all for now..
Adios...

Hi...
Well, well... Today was a useless day... Had band which was a waste of my enrgy, time, sleeping hours n a whole lot more... FYI: Not my fault... We did absolutely nothin... Not playin Alpha anymore... Great news but hook to the song already... Darn it... Kept singin it every single minute... Bleah... K, so decided to sleep budden cud not... Just finish chattin wit Syamirah... Haiz, so long nvr talk to her... She's change, dat's 4 sure... But of course, not her fault, she's pretty... All the guys wants her... Cant' beleive we use to be the best of frens... Dat year when we were together was so memorable... Haszereen, Nick, Hanis... The few of the many dat i knew when i 1st into WRPS... *Sigh* How everythin has past so fast... K i tink dat's all... Havin band again tmr... Dunno when i can get my room into perfection... Oh ya btw, change somthings in my blog... Now it's purrr-fect... Bwahaha!! Took frm ppl's blog.... K, lah...
Byez...

Hello...
I'm drop dead tired... Early morning my dad say goin Malaysia... Felt like not goin budden i tink, it's been a long time since we had a family outing so just tagged along... So packed off n den take the bus when thru, S'pore checkpoint but the nightmare was at the Malaysia checkpoint... Mcm nk pengsan sak.. It was damn hot n very crowded.... It felt like decades b4 i got my passport stamped... Den afta dat went to Angsana... It was so huge den skali walk, walk, walk, my leg cramp... So i walk like tortoise like dat... I guess my mum was like annoyed cos i kept asking her to walk slower... Haha.. Sorry ah mummy... K, so bought cookies n shoes 4 hari raya... Whee... It's exactly 7 days b4 Hari Raya... Can't wait!!!! The cookies, the money, the visiting n yup, finally the tiredness... But who cares when u r havin a lot of fun... K, so went back around 4... The jam at the causeway was like DUH!, so irritating... So hot n so long... Went home, straight away sleep... Oh ya, ppl, ppl..!!! *ATTENTION!!!* Gif me ideas on wat to wear for band dinner... Pls..!! Well, besides dat, i tink dat's all...
Adios...

Hi...
Bah.. I'm so tired... Had band which lasted fer almost 8 hrs... Ain't dat enuf to tire u out... Well, niwae it was not good but fun... Haha... My secton FINALLY i tink bonded.. Kept laughing... N den when we cannot talk, i decided to ask my senior to take out paper n den we write our messages... Cool... Whee... Urm, well, next prac tues n i'm forcing myself to like band again... Eh, no no no, i want to force myself to LUV band again... Just do my best... Build up my self confidence again... K, so todae went home "created' cookies, which turn out nice... Hahakz, can't beleive it... Arghh!!! Hate my dad todae... Do u noe he was peeping into my personal life... N i almost got scolded b'cos of guys... Stupid... Alah.. Dun gif a damn lah.. He's collecting all the sins, not me... K, so i tink all for now... Oh ya, btw, i seriously dunno wat 2 wear 4 band dinner... Niwaez, wish me luck hor... Dun wanna look paisey later...
Adios...

Elo..
Urm, well didn't go band today... Had slight fever n stomachache... Ape tak nyer... Bangun sahur makan lauk chili padi.... Haiz... K, so afta dat slept like until 9... Early rite for some1 who has nothin to do..? Haha... I am an early waker... K, so sat infront of the comp like 4 ages... Guess wat i did beside updatin my friendster acc..??? Haha, u wud find funny... I open a NEOPETS accout again..!!!! Suddenly like nothin to do, i decided to open it.. Whee... It's been like 3 years i haven't go neopets... I named my pet ~Sweety_Unni~... Sweet name rite..??? So played games, open a shop, open bank account... Woah!!! It feels gd... K, so den took my bro frm his school... Sianzz... So paisey one have to carry his bag all the way... Urmm, guess dat's it today...
Byezz....

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Went to school met nafisah, den saw iz n zin.. Hahakz, seriosuly, miss iz a lot.. Miss my DarL, miss skool, miss everythin.. *SOBS* Ish.. Y am i so mushy, mushy.. K, stop it.. Well, went to Leadership Course today.. Wat i tot dat it was goin to be a boring, "gd-4-nothin-day" turned out quiet gd.. Fun actually... So first had to listen to the talk which i tot again was a waste of time budden i tink the way the coach said it made it fun... Coach Jo u ROCK!! Hahakz, seriously... She was so supportive.. I like it, no maybe say i luv it.. Pity dos whu were not selected... Had to play games which again, i intially tot it was LAME turned out fantastic... Though tiring to hear her blab all the way n had to run up n down wit dat stupid string all around us it was EXCITING... I did learn a lot of useful things which i beleive is of gd use in future... A day not wasted... K, so went back wit zin, n we talk bout how the year has passed by so fast... *Sigh* Still remember the 1st day i step to Swiss... Honestly, i didn't like Swiss b'cos it was sort of old n went i first saw Amira, Ain, Nafisah i tot dat will be the end of me... Eh, no offence ah u 3 but i tot u were not my type... So i was miserable... Budden when i 1st knew iz, dat was when all friendship blossom... Hahakz, izzati... The person who i tot was the worst in the exp. stream.. Can't beleive it... K, lah.. Write more bout dis stuff in later entries, tired ah..
Byez...

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K, so it's the holiday n i'm bored to death n it's onli the first day... Have been sittin infront of the com since afta i bathe... Hahakz.. K, so i've a lot of plans during the holidays... Bake cookies, cook special dishes, clean house, clean room n many more lah... Oh yar n it's gonna be a holiday bombed by band practices...*Sigh* It's gonna be exhausting.. Like on saturday, Mr Chew flared up n all his nonsensical[sp?] stuff came out... Bleah.. Wat lah he... He say we haven't completed Alpha when we already did a few days ago... Den he blab bout the greatness of his other bands... wtf.. I mean i do agree dat our band standard is lesser, but does he haf to pull our self-esteem dat low by talking greatly bout his other band??? Stupid sia... Haiz... Musn't gif up... K, so i dunno wat else to write... K, so till here onli..
Byez...